When Qin Weibai said this, she smiled, but her eyes were extremely complicated.
Li Tianlan's eyes were also very complicated.
In fact, many times, real and illusory are not important at all. What is important is the high-level emotions that can be called feelings generated by the combination of a series of experiences, memories, and relationships.
Everything in dreams is fake?
Everyone knows this and can easily say it.
But when this sentence is spoken, it often means that the person involved can no longer remember clearly what is in the so-called false dream.
But Li Tianlan is different.
This seems to be just a dream, and the real world does not even last more than twenty-four hours.
But in this dream, Li Tianlan became Li Xiaohei.
He was reborn again and again, and every time he would meet Bai Xiaobai, and every time he would be with Bai Xiaobai.
They get married in their dreams, have children in their dreams, and live their own lives in their dreams, whether they are difficult, happy, joyful or painful.
Li Tianlan remembers it all.
Remember it clearly.
He still remembered the way Bai Xiaobai said he wanted to give himself a candy in that small noodle shop.
I still remember the pain when I saw Bai Xiaobai after my first rebirth and fell to the ground in excitement.
I remember the smell and body temperature of Bai Xiaobai when I hugged her.
I remember that she was in pain after she fell ill and was hospitalized. Her body was getting thinner day by day, but she still managed to maintain a forced smile.
I remember that they were both orphans and hugged each other for warmth in society.
Remember that she voluntarily gave up her bright future to be with him
Together.
I remember the two of them would wake up early and stay up until late, selling breakfast and late night snacks. When the weather was hot, they would hold hands and sleep together. When the weather was cold, they would hug each other under the same quilt to keep warm.
I still remember their child who died after birth, and Li Hao.
all...
It was a dream, but not a dream.
Li Tianlan remembered all the details about this dream. For him, there was no essential difference between everything in the dream and his experience in reality.
He spent year after year in that city as an ordinary person, even an unlucky person, and Bai Xiaobai or Qin Weibai was his wife.
A wife, a mother, she did her best in everything she could do within her ability.
There's really no way to do it better.
Time in reality cannot shorten the length of dreams at all.
It is a life that is repeated over and over again.
The most important thing is that the Bai Xiaobai in the dream is not the Bai Xiaobai that Li Tianlan dreamed about, nor is he an illusory character constructed by his own consciousness.
That Bai Xiaobai is really Qin Weibai.
They were dreaming the same dream, and their respective consciousnesses accompanied the other through everything.
Li Tianlan looked at Qin Weibai.
Everything that belongs to Bai Xiaobai seems to appear on Qin Weibai, clear and three-dimensional, with the power that can penetrate reality and illusion, constantly surging.
Bai Xiaobai is Qin Weibai.
It's not Qin Weibai in his consciousness, but Qin Weibai's consciousness in reality is in the same dream as his, and then becomes Bai Xiaobai. This is completely equivalent to Qin Weibai changing his name in the dream.
.
Li Tianlan is Li Xiaohei.
There is no way to deny this.
And when the virtual identities of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai disappear,
After the loss, Li Tianlan and Qin Weibai, who were still in the state of breaking up, faced each other and didn't know what to say.
Qin Weibai was a little better. When facing Li Tianlan, she took the initiative most of the time.
But Li Tianlan's awkwardness became more and more obvious.
It was like there was a scale in his heart.
Qin Weibai's deception in reality and Bai Xiaobai's meekness in dreams were placed at both ends of the scale. They were reborn again and again, sinking with huge weight. The grudge in Li Tianlan's heart was constantly crushed under such power. It seemed that
It will disappear at any time.
Li Tianlan wanted to hold back.
But I really can't stand it.
The corner of his mouth moved and he glanced at Qin Weibai again.
Qin Weibai looked at her, a little surprised. After all, this dream was a bit unbelievable, and their experience was even more incredible.
"Li Xiaohei."
Qin Weibai suddenly shouted.
"Um."
Li Tianlan responded instinctively. The next moment, he suddenly reacted and narrowed his eyes.
Qin Weibai jumped over and hugged Li Tianlan's neck: "You really remember."
Her voice was a little excited and happy: "Do you know where I went just now? I went to Youzhou, and I saw you sleeping, but I couldn't wake you up. Then I left that small building and saw that
The fat man was sitting in the yard playing games with a bunch of mobile phones. There were many Coke bottles around him. If they were all filled with Coke, they would probably weigh more than a ton.
Ah, I also saw Xiao Qiushui. She looked so aggrieved when she saw me coming out of the small building.
It seems to be reality there. It’s weird, right?
I am dreaming, but my consciousness has left the dream,
I saw you in reality.
From a spiritual perspective, our consciousnesses seem to be merging, so you are not the Tianlan I dreamed about. We appear in each other's dreams, right?
That’s why I see you in reality. The me Qiu Shui and the others see is the me you dreamed of, but it’s also the real me, is that right?”
Li Tianlan felt that he did not understand, but he was too lazy to pursue the details for a while. The facts were all in front of him. He and Qin Weibai were in a dream. Under such facts, there were too many theoretical possibilities, and even
It makes sense in theory to attribute it to luck, but there is absolutely no point in going into it further.
"There's something strange about this dream."
Li Tianlan said in a low voice: "It seems like a part is missing. Do you still remember?"
"Um?"
Qin Weibai looked at him.
"For example, Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai, this change seems like we had another dream, but how did we fall asleep?
If Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai are in the second level of dreams, how does this dream end?"
Li Tianlan said with some confusion. He just felt dazed for a moment, and then the story of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai appeared naturally. As an experiencer, he didn't think there was anything wrong with this at all.
In line with the characteristics of dreaming.
But the problem is that there are two layers of dreams. He remembers most of the details clearly. It is precisely because he remembers them so clearly that the two blank parts of the dream seem particularly abrupt and have a strong sense of separation.
"We seem to have done other things."
Li Dao: "But I have no impression at all."
"Do
What?"
Qin Weibai looked at him with a smile.
Li Tianlan reached out and pinched her delicate nose, and did not continue the topic: "You just appeared in Youzhou, and I appeared in Italos. What were you doing there? You even brought the teacher there."
Qin Weibai didn't have any surprised expression, and chuckled: "The old fox of the Holy Emperor is still very useful. The situation in the dark world is a bit sensitive now. After you temporarily lose your strength, it will be difficult for Jiang Shangyu to be checked and balanced. I always
We need to find some trump cards to protect our family and allies."
"The Holy Emperor is not worthy."
Li Tianlan said directly.
As the farthest transcendent realm in the spiritual realm, the Holy Emperor's self-preservation ability can be said to be the strongest in the dark world, but at most he can only protect himself and cannot serve as a trump card. At this point, the realm
Li Huacheng, who is not as good as him, is much more reliable than him, and now there is a question mark as to whether the Holy Emperor can protect himself in front of Jiang Shangyu.
Even if he can still protect himself, given his temperament, there is no reason for him to stand with Donghuang Palace now.
"Is there any news about Jiang Shangyu now?"
Li Tianlan asked suddenly. He had locked himself in the small building for three days. When he woke up from this dream, it would be four days. Four days was enough for a lot of things to happen.
"No news yet."
Qin Weibai shook his head.
Li Tianlan took a deep breath and remained silent.
There are only two possibilities for Jiang Shangyu. The first is that he has got rid of the influence of the changes in martial arts from the source, and then secretly sneaked into Central Europe or Europe, looking for an opportunity to kill with one strike.
But this possibility is not very high.
most likely,
It's just that he still hasn't escaped the influence of the changes in martial arts.
This is definitely not a good thing.
It seems that Jiang Shangyu has been slowed down, but the longer he is immersed in that kind of change, the scarier he will be when he comes out.
Jiang Shangyu, who can be said to be invincible in the world at this stage, is getting stronger almost every second. His strength is almost beyond his limits.
Li Tianlan is not worried about Qin Weibai. Even if Jiang Shangyu's strength is doubled and raised several levels, he will not be able to break Qin Weibai's passive defense. However, when others face the pressure brought by Jiang Shangyu, they can hardly
There is no room for resistance anymore.
It still takes time.
His brows slowly furrowed, suppressing the anxiety rising in his heart.
"I still need time."
Li Tianlan said slowly: "It shouldn't take long. If necessary, you can give in to Jiang Shangyu. The most important thing is to preserve your strength first."
"You never like to retreat."
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan and said softly.
"I don't have any further strength now, so that person's preference doesn't matter."
Li Tianlan said lightly: "And it's not like we have no room to retreat now. You are responsible for handling this matter. If you give in now, I will get it back soon."
"Have you found the direction?"
Qin Weibai's eyes were shining.
Li Tianlan hesitated for a moment, shook his head, and nodded again: "Ruoyou Ruowu's idea, what exactly happened, I won't know until I wake up, the truth seems to have changed, but no matter what, it is necessary
For a certain period of time.”
"Now that you have an idea, what happens next?
Don’t worry about it, just focus on recovering your strength first.”
Qin Weibai adjusted Li Tianlan's collar and said seriously: "You can leave all the outside matters to me and I will take care of it. I am your woman. Your personal preferences are the most important to me. You
If you don't want to retreat, then don't retreat, I can block the rain on the river."
Li Tianlan raised his eyebrows slightly and wanted to say something else. Qin Weibai already smiled and said: "Let's not talk about this. I have a question to ask you. I feel that I am about to wake up. If I don't ask, it will be too late."
Li Tianlan glanced at him, nodded and said, "You tell me."
"You always think that you are not you, and I am not me."
Qin Weibai looked at him with soft eyes: "Is Bai Xiaobai me? Or, is Li Xiaohei you?"
Li Tianlan's body stiffened slightly.
"Bai Xiaobai gave birth to Li Xiaohei's child. Do you agree with this?"
Li Tianlan's body became even stiffer.
"I don't want to think about the question of whether I am me or not. I just want to know, do you recognize Bai Xiaobai's identity? Or do you think everything in the dream is fake and meaningless? Bai
Xiaobai, it has nothing to do with me?"
"...I didn't say that."
Li Tianlan said reluctantly, his expression became even stiffer.
The scale in my heart becomes more and more clear.
On the other hand, Bai Xiaobai, who had been reborn several times, was by his side day and night.
On one side is Qin Weibai, or in other words, another Qin Weibai is deceiving him.
The weights on both sides are simply not comparable.
The deception that Li Tianlan hated came from the Master of Samsara Palace.
Part of Li Tianlan's neglect of Qin Weibai was because of this deception, and the other part was because of
It was because he thought that what Qin Weibai was thinking about now was not him, but the Emperor of the East City.
But now...
Bai Xiaobai...
This special existence almost wiped out the most uncomfortable place in Li Tianlan's heart.
Because Li Tianlan is Li Xiaohei, and Li Tianlan himself has confirmed this, he is very sure that Qin Weibai has always been with him when he was reborn again and again, no matter who he is or what he is like
No matter what the consequences of this kind of companionship are, she will always accompany him.
She is always in her heart.
This dream may be illusory, but that memory is extremely real.
This is not a question of whether to forgive Qin Weibai at all.
If you really talk about forgiveness, it's not appropriate.
To put it simply, regardless of the reincarnation palace master, Li Tianlan's resentment towards Qin Weibai has been diluted and disappeared in the memories of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai year after year. His knot in his heart has also been diluted and disappeared.
Untied.
But now facing Qin Weibai's coquettish questioning, it was difficult for Li Tianlan to answer her.
The reason is also very hypocritical...
Because there are no steps to go down.
At certain times, he would coax Qin Weibai to call her sister, and he would coax her to call her daddy...
But under normal circumstances, Li Tianlan wasn't used to bowing to Qin Weibai. No, it wasn't that he wasn't used to it, it was just that he had never done this before.
Qin Weibai has always been obedient to him. Even Bai Xiaobai is very docile to Li Xiaohei.
This directly leads to the fact that although Li Tianlan wants to bow his head now, he is unable to behave in a low-profile and proper masculine manner.
"Why do not you speak?
"
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan and asked.
"I..."
Li Tianlan opened his mouth, unable to finish a word.
"Are you still angry?"
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan carefully. She was the most considerate person and took the initiative to help Li Tianlan: "Tianlan, I was wrong. I really know that I was wrong. Can you forgive me? I can write you a letter of guarantee."
, I will never dare to lie to you again, and I will never lie to you. Please stop being angry, okay?"
Li Tianlan took a deep breath. He felt as if his body had turned into a puddle of water from the inside out.
Qin Weibai took a step forward, leaned into Li Tianlan's ear, and whispered, "Let's make peace, brother Tianlan."