There was a fierce ideological struggle going on in my heart.
At this time, the doctor's words began to echo in her mind.
Said that her body is already a woman from the outside.
But the most difficult thing is whether she can fully consider herself a real woman mentally?
You must know that she has lived as a man for more than thirty years.
Even though she once believed from the bottom of her heart that her body originally contained a woman's soul.
But after being forcibly suppressed by my parents since childhood.
There are many unique behavioral habits of men that are basically engraved in their bones.
Just like when I saw Zhang Ling just now, I wanted to change clothes in front of her, but I subconsciously turned around to avoid it.
So as long as Muzi no longer has this kind of subconscious action engraved in his bones when facing women.
Then Muzi has basically become a woman in the true sense.
Why is the word "basic" used here?
That's because Muzi has not yet undergone surgery to transplant ovaries, uterus and other organs that would allow her to have children.
It's not that she doesn't want to do this kind of surgery.
But based on the current medical level.
The problem of rejection after organ transplantation cannot be completely solved.
So she still has a long way to go to truly become a woman.
Zhang Ling has been making requests to Muzi for some time.
But Muzi didn't come for a long time.
She looked back at the shy Muzi anxiously and asked:
"Aren't you willing? Okay. Forget it. I'd better ask Yan Yuan to come over and help."
Zhang Ling mistakenly believed that the relationship between her and Muzi was far from being honest.
That's why Muzi showed such reluctance.
But when she was almost reaching the bedroom door.
Muzi's thoughts suddenly changed and he said:
"Zhang Ling, wait a moment."
Zhang Ling stopped and looked over with a hint of displeasure and asked:
"What are your orders?"
This tone was obviously a bit raw.
Muzi felt that she was lucky to have stopped Zhang Ling.
Otherwise, if Zhang Ling really calls Yan Yuan in.
Then her friendship with Zhang Ling will definitely have a crack that is difficult to repair.
And the alone time she managed to create.
Absolutely no outsiders are allowed to come in and disturb you.
No matter what method is used, Zhang Ling cannot be allowed to call Yan Yuan in.
So she walked towards Zhang Ling generously and smiled and said:
"I'm sorry. I was just distracted because I saw something interesting in your room. I didn't hear what you just said."
Zhang Ling looked at where Muzi was looking just now and asked:
"What? What did you see that made you distracted?"
Muzi naturally held Zhang Ling's hand and said with a smile:
"This is not important right now. What is important is that you seemed anxious about something just now."
"I just discovered that the zipper on the back of the dress cannot be pulled open. It seems to be broken."
"Oh, it turns out it's such a small thing! Why bother Yan Yuan's meal? You should turn around and let me do it."
Zhang Ling was suspicious of Muzi's sudden change of attitude.
But changing clothes is also imminent.
You must know that Wu Man, Yan Yuan and others will break in at any time.
If they knew the truth about Li Xiang's behavior.
He would probably take this as a joke and laugh at her for a long time.
He turned around naturally and turned his back to Muzi, then turned around and said cautiously:
"Then I'm sorry to trouble you."
Muzi's smiling face turned gloomy and said:
"Trouble! What do you think is troublesome for such a simple effort between friends? Zhang Ling, it seems that you have never regarded me as a friend."
Only then did Zhang Ling realize that she had said the wrong thing.
So he quickly turned around and grabbed Muzi's hand and explained:
"No. Muzi, don't misunderstand me. I often say similar things to Yan Yuan. How can you say that I don't treat you as a friend?"
Muzi asked curiously:
"Why?"
Zhang Ling continued to explain:
"Because Yan Yuan and I have always believed that no matter how good friends are, we should be polite when we should be polite. I must have heard Muzi's words about settling accounts between brothers."
"Um!"
Although it was the first time for Muzi to hear what Zhang Ling said.
He also wanted to interrupt and retort rudely.
But he was more willing to listen to Zhang Ling's explanation on this.
So he motioned to Zhang Ling to continue.
Zhang Ling said seriously:
"Our view of friends is similar to this sentence. Necessary politeness is to prevent friends from crossing the line too much, which will eventually lead to the complete breakdown of friendship."
After hearing this, Muzi couldn't help but think back to similar cases around him.
People's greed and selfishness can really cross the line because their friends go too far.
There are many cases where friends who have been friends for many years finally break up (or turn against each other).
to this end!
Muzi looked at Zhang Ling with admiration and said:
"Zhang Ling, you are right. You are indeed better than me when it comes to friends. I apologize for being rude to you just now. I'm sorry!"
After saying that, Muzi took two steps back slightly and bowed sincerely to Zhang Ling.
Zhang Ling hurriedly stepped forward to help Muzi away, glanced at the door anxiously and said:
"Okay. Don't be polite here. Come on, help me see what's going on with the zipper?"
This time!
Muzi did not let Zhang Ling turn around on her own initiative.
Instead, she took the initiative to go around behind her and naturally stretched out her hand to gently pull the zipper and said:
"Oh, it's okay! The zipper is not broken. It's just that the zipper caught the clothes when it was opened. That's why it couldn't be pulled."
Say it!
She quickly withdrew her hand.
It hangs down naturally and in a regular manner.
She tried her best to let her eyes naturally look at Zhang Ling's cheek.
Zhang Ling urged:
"Really? Then help me pull it open!"
Muzi looked at Zhang Ling's white back, and kept hinting in his heart that she was also a woman, and seeing these things was normal.
Her hand trembled slightly and she slowly raised it again and said:
"Don't worry. I'll help you pull your clothes out of the zipper and you'll be fine."
After saying that, she held the zipper again with one hand and pulled it.
One accidentally licked the skin of her finger.
It felt like an electric shock and touched the skin of Zhang Ling's back lightly.
Her hands wanted to move away again.
But in the end it was her will that pressed the zipper.
Only then did she realize that there was no way she could free the stuck zipper with one hand.
So she mustered up the courage to raise her other hand to cooperate.
After several rounds of games.
Muzi finally unzipped Zhang Ling's stuck zipper.
At the same time, she seems to be able to calmly consider herself a woman in front of Zhang Ling.
Even if Zhang Ling took off her clothes in front of her.
…
Muzi could also naturally feel as if he saw himself.
She took the initiative to reach out and hand Zhang Ling the clothes she was going to wear on the bed.
And could watch Zhang Ling put on a casual suit with admiration.
Muzi then smiled and said:
"Well, I didn't expect you to look like this in casual clothes!"
Zhang Ling asked curiously:
"What kind?"
Muzi thought for a while and said:
"It's pure and elegant, and it feels like you're back in your teenage years. It makes people feel relaxed and makes them want to get close to you. Because it feels like whenever I get close to you, I will become younger."
Zhang Ling giggled out loud after hearing this.
There was a bit of flattered shyness on her face and she said:
"I didn't expect Muzi to talk..."
Zhang Ling didn't talk directly about me.
Muzi was a little anxious and quickly asked:
"What? You should tell me quickly!"
Zhang Ling continued:
"Taking Yan Yuan's words as an example, what you just said is a bit like a prostitute who has been in love all year round."
Muzi looked at Zhang Ling with an ugly face and said:
"According to what you meant to be more specific, it's Chen Jian and his ilk, right?"
Zhang Ling nodded with some vigilance and admitted:
"almost!"
Because she had a premonition that Muzi seemed to have different feelings for Chen Jian.
So I feel like I can’t say anything too absolute in front of Muzi.
Muzi then said with a serious face:
"Zhang Ling, I think you all have misunderstood Chen Jian. He just looks like a playboy on the surface. Men like Chen Jian are actually one of the most reliable men."
Zhang Ling repeated Zhang Ling's expression with some shock:
"One of the most reliable men!"
She never expected that Muzi would have such a high opinion of Chen Jian.
As far as she knew, Muzi and Chen Jian didn't seem to have met a few times.
Muzi said "yes" with great certainty.
Zhang Ling raised her own doubts and said:
"Muzi, it sounds like you know Chen Jian very well."
Muzi explained with a hint of embarrassment in his smile:
"Actually, I am just very close to a good friend of Chen Jian. I often hear Chen Jian's friend tell many stories about Chen Jian."
Zhang Ling continued to ask with some suspicion:
"that is it?"
Muzi laughed and continued:
"Otherwise? You wouldn't think that I had a formal relationship with Chen Jian before, right?"
Zhang Ling really nodded and said:
"Yes, I do think so."
Muzi immediately assured him:
"Don't worry, this is absolutely impossible! In fact, the time I have known Chen Jian is almost the same as the time you have known Chen Jian."
Now it is not completely revealed that her true purpose is Chen Jian.
That's why she made the necessary denials and explanations.
Zhang Ling heard this!
The tense nerves relaxed a bit and he said:
"It scared me to death! I thought you were some kind of stupid woman who loves others to death just based on legends."
Zhang Ling said that such fools are not uncommon in today's society.
She doesn't want her friend to be such a fool.
Muzi smiled.
Her laugh is very cheerful!
It felt like hearing some big joke.
However, she quickly stopped her smile and explained to Zhang Ling:
"Idiot, what you said is quite vivid!"
Zhang Ling also laughed twice in response.
Muzi continued:
"Zhang Ling, do you have any misunderstandings about me? Of course I'm not the kind of fool who loves others to death just based on rumors."
After hearing this, Zhang Ling breathed a sigh of relief and said:
"That's good! I'll feel relieved now."
Muzi then looked at Zhang Ling with a serious face and said seriously:
"Zhang Ling, do you remember what I said last time about Li Xiang being a fair competitor with you?"
Zhang Ling's heart pounded and she swallowed nervously.
She originally thought that after getting engaged to Li Xiang, Muzi would quit and not mention it again.
But I don’t know why it was brought up again tonight?
She suppressed the panic in her heart and said as calmly as possible:
"Remember! I just didn't know we were already engaged. Why do you still mention it?"
Muzi's smile clearly had a bit of a bad feeling as he said:
"So what does it mean to be engaged? In today's society, even if you get married, you can easily get divorced. So getting engaged doesn't mean anything."
Every word in Muzi's words was like wiping away an arrow of corrosive poison.
Not only did it completely penetrate her heart.
Moreover, the corrosive poison remaining on the heart is corroding the wound.
The pain felt like it could take her life away at any time.
However, Zhang Ling is not the kind of person who can be frightened into compromising with just a few words.
So she immediately adjusted her mentality and said:
"You may be right! But Muzi, you seem to have forgotten the most important point."
"What?"
"The matter between a man and a woman is a matter of mutual consent. It cannot be decided by just a few words here as two women. Muzi, you should say something to Li."
Muzi seemed to have guessed that Zhang Ling would speak like this.
Then a confident smile appeared on her face and she continued to say to Zhang Ling:
"You're right!"
Zhang Ling pointed to the door with an unhappy face and said:
"What are you waiting for? The door is over there! You can go and clear things up with Li Xiang now."
Muzi glanced at the door and shook his head with a smile and said:
"No need."
Zhang Ling said "uh" in confusion.
Muzi then explained:
"However, you must be clear about one thing. That is that I sincerely want to be friends with you. That's why I will tell you this as a friend."
Zhang Ling was amused by Muzi's words.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! So after a burst of laughter, he asked again:
"So I should thank you for your honesty?"
Muzi then shook his head and said:
"No need! However, if you are not clear-minded because of this, and you insist on expressing gratitude for this, I can barely accept your thanks."
What?
I dare say that she is not clear-minded because of this!
Zhang Ling was stunned by Muzi's words.
I never imagined that a seemingly easy-to-get-together woman like Muzi would be so...
For a moment I couldn't find any words to describe it exactly.
I thought Muzi's words would end here.
This is the best time to go out and confess your feelings to Li Xiang in public.
But Muzi did not do this.
She once again put on a kind smile, stepped forward, took Zhang Ling's hand and said:
"Friend, don't worry too much! Let me tell you the truth. In fact, I have already made it clear to Li Xiang."
Zhang Ling couldn't help but asked curiously:
"What result?"
Muzi said with a somewhat proud smile:
"Of course..."
She deliberately didn't say anything directly to observe how much Zhang Ling cared about Li Xiang.
I saw Zhang Ling first waiting for the result with confidence and expectation;
Judging from the other party's tone, Li Xiang most likely chose Muzi.
Zhang Ling's mood instantly hit rock bottom.
Especially her feet were subconsciously prepared to escape.
Whenever she hears an unfavorable word, she will run away without hesitation.
Then I had no choice but to silently bless Li Xiang and Muzi in my heart.
However, Muzi did not follow her worst thoughts.
Instead, he unexpectedly changed to a somewhat sad and disappointed tone and said:
"This is the result you have been thinking about all the time."
Zhang Ling didn't consider the change of tone when Muzi spoke for a moment.
It was taken for granted that Li Xiang chose Muzi in the end.
So she slowly and sadly moved towards the bed, raised a finger and pointed at the bedroom door and said:
"Then I wish you a happy marriage. Sorry, I suddenly feel unwell and want to rest. The door is over there, please help yourself."