Zhang Yu was almost exhausted from being tortured by Xiaodouzi.
Especially my waist felt like it was about to break.
He finally endured the severe pain and moved tremblingly to the sofa to take a breath.
Xiaodouzi started to complain that he was hungry again.
Zhang Yu casually threw a few small cakes to Xiaodouzi and said:
"Little princess, you can eat a few bites first to cushion your stomach. My uncle just played horse riding with you. My old waist is almost giving out. Can you let me rest for a while first?"
Xiaodouzi's small eyes stared at Zhang Yu with pitiful eyes.
After a sob, his eyes became moist.
Zhang Yuxun said.
Just one glance made him feel that this situation was all his fault.
He had to make up for his mistakes.
Gritting his teeth and resisting the pain in his back, he stood up again and waved his hands and said:
"No, no, you must stop crying. I'm afraid of you. Tell me. What do you want to eat? Tell me and I will get it for you."
With that said, Zhang Yu took the phone in his hand.
Operating to unlock phone screen.
Xiaodouzi carefully observed Zhang Yu's expressions and movements and said:
"I don't eat takeout. Grandpa said that takeout contains gutter oil. It's the time when the body is growing. It's not healthy to eat beans."
Zhang Yu looked at Xiaodouzi in surprise and asked:
"Hey, how did you know I wanted takeout?"
He didn't mention any idea of ordering takeout to Xiaodouzi.
Xiaodouzi actually knew.
No matter how he thought about it, it was a bit weird.
Xiaodouzi answered calmly:
"Because I saw uncle, you just picked up your mobile phone instead of rolling up your sleeves and getting ready to go to the kitchen to cook."
Zhang Yu only knows how to cook instant noodles.
I feel guilty for not having enough skills.
So a worried expression immediately appeared on his face and he asked:
"I heard that the little princess wants to eat the food I cooked by myself?"
Xiaodouzi seemed to have seen through Zhang Yu's guilty conscience.
So I said in a deliberately skeptical tone:
"Uncle, can I eat the food you cooked?"
Zhang Yu instantly felt as if he was being looked down upon by a child.
He must find his dignity with Xiaodouzi today no matter what.
That’s why he showed a stubborn look, rolled up his sleeves and said:
"What do you mean you can eat the food I cooked? Xiaodouzi, please don't look down on me."
Xiaodouzi shook his head and said:
"No, no, I don't look down on uncle."
Zhang Yu reluctantly said:
"Tell me. What do you want to eat? Uncle will cook it for you."
Xiaodouzi heard this and started talking about his favorite recipes.
It's just that the recipes mentioned will be prefixed with "Grandpa made them".
For example, my grandpa makes sweet and sour pork ribs.
Zhang Yu listened to three or four recipes in succession from Xiaodouzi.
He opened his mouth wide and said in confusion:
"Wait a minute, little princess, what you said was all done by grandpa. Wouldn't it be okay if it was done by that uncle?"
After Xiaodouzi heard this, he touched his earlobe out of habit and hesitated for a while before saying:
"No, it can't be done. It's just that the food cooked by grandpa is really delicious. Ever since Xiaodouzi ate the food cooked by grandpa, he suddenly felt that food elsewhere was too hard to swallow."
Xiaodouzi saw from Zhang Yu's expression that he could not disobey.
So she could only try to speak as tactfully as possible.
despite this.
Xiaodouzi saw Zhang Yu panting.
It felt like I wanted to eat her alive on the spot.
So the smart little Douzi immediately asked cautiously:
"Uncle, you look so scary! Do you think Xiaodouzi said the wrong thing?"
Zhang Yu said "uh" before he could react.
Xiaodouzi then said very sincerely:
"If this is the case, please uncle, please point it out. Xiaodouzi will definitely correct it obediently."
Xiaodouzi's well-behaved and sensible manner reminded Zhang Yu of his own child.
That day!
He ignored the child's feelings and insisted on divorcing the child's mother.
The child is very sensible and thinks that he has done something to make his father unhappy.
Just like what Xiaodouzi said just now, she begged and hugged his thigh and said:
"Dad, if the child did something wrong to make dad unhappy, could you please point it out clearly?"
At that time, Zhang Yu also said "uh" without any reaction.
He then heard the child continue to say to him:
"My son, I promise that I will understand my mistakes and correct them. I will strive to be a good boy in my father's eyes. My son, I just want to ask you not to abandon my mother and me, okay?"
Think of this.
Deep down in his heart, Zhang Yu began to feel more and more that he was a complete bastard.
His biological children have already begged him so humbly.
And he still ruthlessly ruined the child's happiness of having a complete family with his own hands.
This leaves the child living in a single-parent family that lacks love.
Xiaodouzi saw that Zhang Yu didn't respond for a long time.
She saw a bit of sadness and remorse on Zhang Yu's face again.
At such a young age, I really can’t tell whether this is a blessing or a curse?
So I continued to ask with a cautious attitude:
"Uncle, Xiaodouzi looks so scared when you don't speak. You, please say something!"
Only then did Zhang Yu come back to his senses and said with a smile:
"It's okay, don't be afraid, little princess. Uncle, uncle just thought of his own child."
Xiaodouzi said with some curiosity:
"Uncle's child!"
Zhang Yu continued:
"Yes, he is a wild boy as big as you."
Xiaodouzi said with some expectation:
"It turns out to be little brother. Where is he now? Xiaodouzi really wants to make friends with him and play together."
Xiaodouzi thought if she could become good friends with Zhang Yu's children.
Maybe Zhang Yu would send her home immediately for the sake of his child.
A helpless smile appeared on Zhang Yu's face and he said:
"That wild boy! I...I haven't seen him for a long time. I don't know if he has been recently..."
As he spoke, Zhang Yu suddenly choked up and couldn't speak any more.
Xiaodouzi could see that Zhang Yu really missed his child.
So she expressed confusion and asked:
"Then uncle, why don't you go and have a look?"
Zhang Yu said with some emotion:
"Do you think I don't want to? I really want to see the child. But...but I don't deserve it! I don't deserve to be a father."
In the past, Zhang Yu’s ex-wife accused Zhang Yu of not being worthy of being a father.
He is always stubborn and unwilling to admit it.
And I don’t know what happened today?
He was actually willing to admit in front of Xiaodouzi that he was not worthy of being a father.
So I feel ashamed to take the initiative to see my children.
to be honest!
Zhang Yu just takes care of his worthless face as a man.
I feel that taking the initiative to see the children is tantamount to compromising on my ex-wife.
After all, he said it very ruthlessly at the beginning.
If Zhang Yu takes the initiative to find their mother and son again after the divorce.
Then Zhang Yu is a son of a bitch.
Xiaodouzi was even more confused about this and said:
"Uncle, can't you think about my little brother? I believe that what my little brother has always wanted is a father who loves him. He will never care whether his uncle is worthy of being his father."
Zhang Yu was stunned when he heard Xiaodouzi's words.
He felt what Xiaodouzi said.
But it doesn't sound like it came from a child's mouth.
It seemed like it came from the mouth of a knowledgeable old man.
to this end!
Zhang Yu came back to his senses and asked:
"Little princess, tell me honestly. Who taught you what you just said?"
After he finished speaking, he looked at Xiaodouzi again.
Trying to find any clues that Xiaodouzi is communicating with outsiders.
Xiaodouzi shook his head naturally and said:
"No one taught Xiaodouzi, because that is exactly what Xiaodouzi really thinks about his parents. Since my little brother and I are both children of average age, I think the little brother will also think so."
Zhang Yu looked at Xiaodouzi with some shame.
I miss him who lived for more than thirty years.
Only now do I realize that I don’t understand the concept of home as deeply as a child.
He laughs at himself that all these years of his life have been in vain.
Sudden!
There was a call from Zhang Yu’s little-known mobile phone number.
The caller number was all too familiar to him.
It was his ex-wife who had lived with him for more than ten years.
He stared at the phone screen with disdain for a while and said to himself:
"Didn't you say you wanted to stay away from me forever? I can't help it!"
As he spoke, he said with a little temper like a child:
"Hmph... No answer, no answer, I just won't answer. Let's see what you can do to me?"
Xiaodouzi didn't hear Zhang Yu's words clearly.
I mistakenly thought it was Zhang Ling calling.
So she reminded her full of expectation:
"Uncle, your phone is ringing. Why don't you answer it?"
After saying that, the ringtone of the cell phone happened to stop ringing.
Zhang Yu then deliberately pretended to be confused and looked at Xiaodouzi, pretending to be surprised and said:
"My cell phone rang! Impossible, why didn't I hear it? Little princess, you must be..."
He hasn't finished speaking yet.
His cell phone's ringtone rang again.
This slap in the face ringtone made Zhang Yu feel a little angry.
He was angry because his ex-wife made him so embarrassed in front of Xiaodouzi.
He answered the phone slightly embarrassed.
He was about to scold his ex-wife first.
But what he didn't expect was that his ex-wife's heartbreaking cries came from the other end of the phone.
Suddenly, Zhang Yu began to panic inexplicably.
Because Zhang Yuke has never heard his ex-wife cry like this.
Even when her ex-wife's mother passed away, she never cried so sadly.
So Zhang Yu concluded that something big must have happened to his ex-wife who was crying so sadly.
He desperately wants to find out the truth.
But he didn’t want to lose the image of a macho man he had maintained in front of his ex-wife for a long time and said:
"Don't cry! Just tell me if there's something wrong. If nothing happens, I'll hang up."
Zhang Yu’s ex-wife burst into tears and uttered:
"My, our child, the child is gone, gone!"
Every pause gave him the feeling of being out of breath.
It can be seen how sad what happened to the ex-wife.
Zhang Yu was a little stunned at first when he heard this.
But he quickly woke up and said with some disbelief:
"You, what did you just say? Tell me again!"
The ex-wife calmed down her crying a little and said solemnly:
"Listen carefully! Our child left a suicide note and died after taking medicine. Zhang Yu, you, please listen clearly! Our child died because of you."
Zhang Yu's head buzzed and he suddenly felt dizzy.
He almost stumbled and fell to the ground.
After regaining his composure, he still shouted stubbornly:
"Nonsense, nonsense! The child followed you, why do you blame me? If you want to blame me, it's because you didn't take good care of the child."
When the ex-wife heard this, she yelled angrily:
"Zhang Yu, you are such a beast! If you hadn't insisted on divorcing me for that woman, the child wouldn't have been so hard to think about."
Zhang Yu then argued:
"Then what do you do as a mother? The child can't think about it, why don't you help him in advance..."
Until then.
Zhang Yu shirks his responsibility and blames his ex-wife.
There is no trace of him being the culprit of this incident.
If he hadn't insisted on a divorce.
There won't be a series of things that follow.
The ex-wife really didn't want to start a verbal argument with Zhang Yu in front of her dead child.
So he spoke:
"I'm too lazy to argue with you. If you still have a conscience, come and see the suicide note left by the child in person..."
Zhang Yu heard that the child's suicide note was an accusation against him as a father.
I also learned the specific address left by my ex-wife.
He was as motionless as a stake.
He couldn't believe that the always cheerful child, because he was so persistent in getting a divorce for Xiao Jin, was so stimulated that he would suddenly take this step.
He kept saying words such as "impossible" and "liar" almost subconsciously.
talk!
Even though that's what it says.
Zhang Yu, a grown man, had already filled his eyes with tears.
Now I'm just waiting for an opportunity.
Tears must flow down like a river bursting its banks.
Maybe it’s because Zhang Yu’s mobile phone receiver is of very good quality.
Xiaodouzi on the side clearly heard the conversation between Zhang Yu and his ex-wife.
I also learned that Zhang Yu’s child was gone.
Xiaodouzi's heart also quietly changed.
Zhang Yu started to feel sorry for him and reminded him:
"Uncle, uncle, please be strong. Why don't you hurry up and go see my little brother for the last time."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Zhang Yu suddenly understood and said a few words "right" before continuing:
"Little princess, you are right. It's time for me to see my child for the last time."
Said.
Xiaodouzi saw Zhang Yu searching the room for his wallet, keys, etc. that were necessary for him to go out.
When I hurriedly opened the door and rushed out.
Zhang Yu seemed to have thought of something more important.
He stopped and looked back at Xiaodouzi.
He thought for a while and then stood next to Xiaodouzi and said:
"Little princess, I'm sorry, can I leave you at home alone for now?"
Xiaodouzi looked around the room, shook his head pretending to be scared and said:
"Uncle, when will you be back? I'm afraid!"
She is determining an approximate time for self-rescue.
Zhang Yu bit his lips lightly as if he had made a huge decision and said:
"Don't be afraid. Your mother will come to take you home soon. Can I leave you here and wait for your mother?"
Xiaodouzi asked warily:
"Mom is really coming back?"
She's not stupid.
If I hadn’t heard my mother’s words in person.
Xiaodouzi would only think that Zhang Yu deliberately tricked her into staying at home and not causing trouble.
Zhang Yu didn't say a word.
Signaling Xiaodouzi to wait a moment.
Then, in front of the children, he put the previously replaced mobile phone sim card into a mobile phone for the elderly.
Without hesitation, I dialed Zhang Ling's phone number.
The moment Zhang Ling answered the phone, she clearly heard Xiaodouzi saying:
"Mom, I am Xiaodouzi. My uncle has to go to work and has no time to play with Xiaodouzi. When can you come to pick Xiaodouzi home?"
Zhang Ling heard Xiaodouzi's words completely and clearly.
I was so excited that I couldn't speak for a while.
Li Xiang on the side quickly continued:
"Xiaodouzi, I'm dad. Where are you? Mom and dad will go over and pick you up right now."
After Xiaodouzi said "this".
He looked up at Zhang Yu with some embarrassment.
Zhang Yu took the mobile phone from Xiaodouzi's hand with a smile and said:
"We are in the XX community near the Science and Technology Museum..."