The night wind was blowing very cold, and Zheng Fenlan had already stepped out with one leg. Thinking that he still had some memories of this world, he dialed the phone and called Zhou Run.
Zhou Run remembered her mobile phone number. He had put her on the blacklist countless times, but he had pulled her out of the blacklist countless times.
After a long period of hard work, his balance was enough to pay the down payment for an apartment in the center of Beilin.
Zhou Run was sitting in an empty house. Even though he was separated from Zheng Fenlan, the house was still decorated according to her preferences.
He deliberately said what he said in front of reporters today. If Zheng Fenlan still cares about him, he will definitely call him.
Zhou Run looked at the phone and smiled stupidly. It seemed that he was right in his bet.
He answered the phone, but there was no sound from Zheng Fenlan. Both of them remained silent. After an unknown amount of time, she chuckled and asked indifferently, "Zhou Run, do you hate me very much?"
Zhou Run's throat seemed to be blocked and he could not speak. Zheng's mother went to the ward to see her and saw that she was not there, so she quickly sent out everyone to look for her.
When he found her, he saw Zheng Fenlan sitting on the rooftop, his legs swinging up and down, not caring about his own life.
Zheng's mother shouted loudly, "Fen'er, get down from there quickly, it's dangerous there!"
Zhou Run gradually felt that something was wrong with her. He stood up and said urgently, "Where are you? I'll find you!"
Zheng Fenlan stood up slowly, his voice trembling, "Zhou Run, why are you still so nice to me?"
Zhou Run wanted to say something more, but she hung up the phone. Zheng Fenlan turned around and faced Zheng's mother, "Tell me, will my daughter be waiting for me in heaven?"
Zheng's mother burst into tears. When Zheng Fenlan saw this scene, she felt a faint sense of revenge. It turned out that she knew that she was her daughter.
Zheng's mother took a few steps forward. Zheng Fenlan's mood swings became more obvious. She shouted loudly, "You are not allowed to come over. Zhou Run leaves me. You are responsible for the child's death!"
Zhang Hongming also caught up. He said in a panic, "Fen'er, be good, let's come down, okay?"
Zheng Fenlan sneered, "Don't you just want to be with me? You can, but what you get will definitely be a corpse."
She closed her eyes and was just about to jump off when Mother Zheng told the truth heartbreakingly, "The child is fine, but we sent her to another place."
After all, Zheng's mother couldn't bear it, so she asked a nanny from the countryside to take the child back to her hometown.
Zheng Fenlan couldn't believe the person who had deceived her several times again. She asked, "What proof do you have?"
Mother Zheng's expression was full of hurt: "Ferner, I am your mother, the best person in the world to you!"
Zheng Fenlan smiled bitterly. Since Zheng's father passed away, Zheng's mother had supported the family by herself, but she didn't care at all about her true love and always forced her to do things she didn't like.
Her voice was low, "You have hurt me too many times. Now, I only believe in evidence."
Zheng's mother was forced to call the nanny in the countryside. Zheng Fenlan clearly heard the baby's cry.
Suddenly she had the motivation to support her survival. Zheng Fenlan walked down the rooftop and said in a trembling voice, "Where is the child? I want to go now."
Zhang Hongming wanted to come over to help her, but Zheng Fenlan avoided it in disgust. She knew that Zhou Run was the most anxious at the moment, so she secretly sent him a message "I'm fine, don't worry."
She struggled for a long time before arriving in the countryside. The child was well taken care of. Zheng Fenlan carefully took her into his arms. Mother and daughter were connected, and the child held her hand very close.
Zheng Fenlan went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor told her that she had mild depression and needed medication.
She told no one, put the medicine for depression in a vitamin bottle, and chose to bear the pain alone.
Zheng Fenlan's condition was under relatively stable control. Half a year later, the baby developed a fever. When she took her to the hospital, she found that Zhou Run was accompanying a pregnant woman for a prenatal check-up.
He supported her very carefully, and his eyes were so gentle that you could indulge in them. Zheng Fenlan moved out of Zheng's house. Zheng's mother refused to provide her with any financial help in order to make her surrender.
How could it be so easy for a woman to raise her children alone? Zheng Fenlan still got a job with her academic qualifications, but she was unable to balance the relationship between work and children by herself.
Today, Zheng Fenlan saw with her own eyes that the good belonging that once belonged to her was given to someone else.
She tried her best to suppress her sadness and forced herself to turn her back to see him without being embarrassed. For some important people, you don't even need to look at their faces, you can recognize them just by looking at their backs.
Zheng Fenlan and Zhou Run are like this.
He looked up at the room where she parked her car, which was the place where children with fevers were treated in the emergency room. Zhou Run smiled to himself. She might have been engaged to Zhang Hongming a long time ago. Isn't it normal to have children?
Zhou Run's distant cousin said nonchalantly, "Cousin, why are my husband not as considerate as you? You are already a grown man. Find a partner quickly and don't let your aunt nag you all the time."
Zhou Run looked away, not because he didn't want to, but because he had loved too vigorously and did not have the experience and courage to start a new relationship.
Zheng Fenlan was sitting next to the crib at night. The baby felt hot and uncomfortable and kept crying. She was worried, but there was nothing she could do.
She thought of Zhou Run accompanying someone to the prenatal check-up, and her heart ached so much that Zheng Fenlan realized that her depression was getting worse, so she quickly took out the vitamins from the drawer and took them into her mouth.
This time is different from that time. Medicine can only relieve the physical pain, but it cannot cure the mental pain.
Zheng Fenlan ate a whole bottle, and when she was in coma, she called a friend she trusted. The friend rushed to tell her that she was a human and a ghost, looking angry and distressed.
My friend cried and advised, "Finland, if you can't do it, just give the child to Zhou Run. It's too hard for you to take care of it alone!"
Zheng Fenlan shed bitter tears, "Forget it, he already has his own child. Our baby must not lack love."
The fact that Zhou Run accompanied others to the prenatal check-up has always been a thorn in Zheng Fenlan's heart. Finally, when she felt that she could no longer hold on, she chose the least painful way to die.
Zheng Fenlan bought a bottle of sleeping pills and left him a handwritten letter.
[Zhou Run, please don’t hate me. I know you have your own family and don’t want to have anything to do with me anymore. But the child is innocent. She is very much like you and is very obedient. By the way, the child’s name is also the same.
I didn’t take it, because you also know that I am not as good at studying as you. I know that you are about to have your own baby. I would like to say congratulations again. I hope you can treat her well in the future. Please cherish her for the rest of your life.]