Speaking of which, that was already more than ten years ago.
Over time, many memories will be covered with a layer of fog, sometimes clear and sometimes hazy. Occasionally, when I think back, I will wonder which ones are true and which ones are confused.
But for Concubine Chang Huang, the matter was a bit chaotic from the beginning.
She often thinks about and reads about it, but the impression has not faded due to the passage of time. What it was like originally is still how it is.
She was Li Yi's concubine at that time. Li Yi and his wife took their young grandson Li Shao and everyone with them to the temple to pray for blessings. She stayed in the capital to take charge of the affairs of the palace.
When the news of the accident at Dingguo Temple came back, it was just dawn.
Everyone was stunned.
The sixth prince led his guards down the mountain to rescue him, but the prince's concubine and Mrs. Chengyi died in the fire.
The capital was already in a storm due to the illness of Emperor Taixing and the infighting among the princes. The incident at Dingguo Temple was like a thunder, cracking open the illusion of peace.
She hurried into the palace and met the Queen Mother, who was still the Queen at the time, and also met Lin Yunyan, who was by her side at the time.
The little child, only one and a half years old, was being held by the empress, with a pair of big bright eyes full of uneasiness.
Lin Yunyan was too young at the time and didn't understand what fire was or what disaster was. She had no idea about life and death. She just felt the grief and anxiety of the adults and huddled in the empress's arms blankly.
Even if the children don't understand, they won't talk about those terrible things in front of young children.
The empress gave Lin Yunyan some candy and asked Mother Ma to take her away, then she turned to Mrs. Chang with red eyes.
News came one after another, about bandits, the town, manpower, and rescue, and the story of the accident was pieced together bit by bit.
Emperor Taixing was already ill, but the sudden news of the disaster worsened his condition.
Li Cang, who was supervising the court on his behalf, was so busy that his feet never touched the ground, and everyone was tense.
That night, Li Shao was sent back.
Li Yi did not return to Beijing. He stayed in Dingguo Temple and investigated with Uncle Chengyi who rushed over.
The thieves need to be investigated, the fire in the temple needs to be investigated, the fire has burned beyond recognition, and the victims need to be dealt with one by one...
Li Shao was frightened and needed to return to Beijing to settle down and take a good rest.
The responsibility of taking care of Li Shao naturally fell on the Chang family.
Several waves of people in the palace came to ask Li Shao for questions. Li Shao was frightened and anxious. He didn't know what to ask. He cried when he asked too many questions. He cried so much that no one could continue to ask questions.
He is only four years old, and he was lucky enough to be rescued from the fire by his wife. Can he still point to him and speak eloquently?
After the empress agreed, Chang took Li Shao back to the prince's mansion.
Perhaps he had returned to a familiar place and saw familiar people. After Li Shao relaxed, his forehead felt hot.
The imperial physician has almost settled in the prince's residence, waiting for him at any time.
Mrs. Chang is even more meticulous and hands-on, so careful and attentive that no one else can find any faults.
At that time, Chang's idea was very simple.
The princess is a very kind person, and she was treated kindly and considerately in the past. Now that she is gone, leaving such a child behind, she must be more considerate.
Besides, since Li Shao was entrusted to her, she had to take good care of the child before she could fulfill her duties.
She's not a black-hearted person, and she won't get into trouble with a child who lost his mother at the age of four.
That's not necessary.
She is also a decent person and she does not do anything dishonorable.
Fortunately, Li Shao only had a fever at night and felt comfortable during the day, so he was not in any serious condition.
Mrs. Chang did not dare to be careless and stayed with her day and night.
When Li Shao felt better, she tried to ask a few questions, but when she saw that Li Shao shook his head and couldn't answer, she gave up.
Since almost all the nuns who served Li Shao went to the temple with him, it was not appropriate to add new people now. Mrs. Chang was really tired.
After Li Shao fell asleep at night, she lay down and took a nap.
Half asleep and half awake, she heard Li Shao calling for help, his voice was very low.
"help me……"
"It's on fire! It's on fire!"
"I did not do it on purpose……"
Mrs. Chang suddenly opened her eyes wide and turned to look at Li Shao.
Li Shao turned from sobbing to crying loudly, shouting "Help" over and over again. Mrs. Chang woke up completely, hugging him and coaxing him softly.
She even asked deliberately: "What's not intentional?"
Li Shao didn't give her an answer, and he didn't say anything again until he fell asleep from crying.
When he woke up the next day, Li Shao couldn't remember the dream.
Later, when he finally stopped having a fever in the middle of the night, that night at Dingguo Temple disappeared from his memory.
When Li Yi returned to Beijing, he saw that he was in good health, but he didn't remember anything and didn't force him.
For such a young child, forget about bad experiences...
Chang did not forget it.
She also thought she might have heard it wrong in her sleep, but for three nights before and after, she seemed to hear it while she was napping.
But she was the only one who heard it.
Mrs. Chang looked gloomy as she recalled the past.
After a long time, she organized her thoughts, picked out what she could say, and briefly spoke to Lin Yunyan.
Lin Yunyan frowned when she heard this: "Mother, are you sure you heard it right?"
"Who knows..." The imperial concubine smiled, "Maybe she heard it, maybe she didn't hear it. Your Highness has forgotten it. Who else can I ask for the answer?"
Lin Yunyan asked again: "Does Your Majesty know?"
"No," the imperial concubine shook her head, "I can tell you 'maybe this way' and 'maybe that way'. Can I say these two words to the Holy One?"
Lin Yunyan understood what the imperial concubine meant and said, "Then if you tell me, can you get the answer from me?"
"Princess, the answer is not important to me," the imperial concubine looked deeply at Lin Yunyan, "the answer is only meaningful to you. As a daughter, when you see people who had contact with your mother in the past, you ask questions, who do you want most?
Someone who knows what happened at Dingguo Temple."
"That's what you said," Lin Yunyan nodded, "I want to know."
The imperial concubine smiled again.
After staying in the palace for a long time, she has seen many twists and turns. She can't help herself, so she especially likes people who are frank.
"His Royal Highness was still young at that time. He didn't mean to be such a small child. Who can blame him? Rather than blaming him, it would be better to blame the eunuchs and mothers around him," the imperial concubine said, "But now he
As I grow up, I feel uncomfortable looking at the things I have done in the past two years."
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! Lin Yunyan thought for a while, her voice was very soft, but her tone was firm: "But it has nothing to do with you. If his character does not change, when he really recovers, he will be embarrassed. It's me and
Xu Jian, it’s because of your generosity that you are willing to wade through this muddy water. You don’t have to express your preference..."
The imperial concubine sighed softly.
How could she be so persistent?
Her so-called preference is, in the final analysis, smoothness and peace.
In the past, I wanted Li Shao to be a stable crown prince. The more stable Li Shao is, the more concerned people should rest and she will be able to worry less.
However, Li Shao is obviously not a very stable person.
The Holy Emperor favored him and could not let him go. The imperial concubine remembered the friendship of taking care of him in the past, and she used to protect him a little bit, but recently, she saw that no matter how much she protected him, she was afraid that she would not be as good as him.
She never asked Li Shao to treat her like a mother, she wasn't, let alone as a nurturing person, just being kind on the surface would be enough.
At the end of her life, she will be an imperial concubine, a royal concubine, but if Li Shao continues to toss like this, her future may be wiped out.
The imperial concubine said: "If His Highness can change his ways and be able to distinguish right from wrong, I will be very happy to see it happen. I will live up to His Majesty's love for him, and I won't waste your efforts to 'offend' him. I'm afraid he won't understand."
, blindly get into trouble, the Holy Spirit is sad about this, and it is even more difficult for you. Furthermore..."
She paused and looked at Lin Yunyan gently.
The child who was uneasy and scared in the empress's arms has grown up, and her facial features have become the same as her mother's before.
"It's just a life for a life," she said.
Lin Yunyan did not understand this sentence.
The imperial concubine did not give any more explanation.
Seeing that she really didn't mean to explain clearly, Lin Yunyan stopped forcing herself.
If you can't dig it out, just asking questions will only be counterproductive.
After thinking about it, she said: "Since you have never informed the Holy One about those words in the dream, we will not talk about them anymore now."
The imperial concubine smiled and nodded.
The two said a few more words, and then Lin Yunyan stood up and left.
The imperial concubine stopped her and said, "Come here on the first day of the Lunar New Year, how can you not give her a red envelope as a gift?"
With that said, the imperial concubine stood up, went to the inner hall, found a golden hairpin, and handed it to Lin Yunyan with a smile.
"I can't take care of such a naughty girl at my age," she said, touching her face. "It's best to play with someone as young as you."
Lin Yunyan thanked the reward and left Cuihua Palace.
After seeing the person away, grandma returned inside and saw the imperial concubine sitting on the couch, lost in thought.
"You..." Mammy hesitated again and again, thinking about the details of the previous conversation between these two people, she felt very uneasy.
The imperial concubine looked up at her and asked, "Do you think I shouldn't talk too much?"
Mammy said with a blushing face, "I've already said it."
"I don't even know why," the imperial concubine turned her head and sighed, "How can you still not know?"
Grandma was stunned and sighed.
Of course she knows.
The imperial concubine was only twelve years old when she went to the palace to pay her respects for the first time.
Her father returned to the capital to report on his work. Because of his outstanding political achievements, he was highly praised by the late emperor. Even she, who had come to the capital to gain experience, was called to the palace by her empress.
Everything is new, but I don't dare to take a closer look at anything.
Even if she is so cautious, she, a government girl from the "countryside", will offend others inadvertently.
She was called to the garden pond by a little palace maid, and was suddenly pushed into the water.
She didn't know how to swim, and she was sinking. She couldn't even call for help, not to mention there was no one nearby.
When she was almost desperate, she finally heard someone's anxious cry for help on the shore.
Soon the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law followed the sound and she was rescued.
She looked at the person who asked with concern and recognized the person's identity - Shen Yun, the niece of her mother-in-law.
Shen Yun saw her being called away and felt strange, so he followed her, and happened to encounter something wrong with her.
Shen Yun took her back to his residence, gave her clean clothes and asked her to pack them again.
The empress heard about the situation. She didn't recognize the person herself, and Shen Yun only saw the back. She said she would check, but she knew it was difficult to get an answer.
It was a blessing to be rescued.
Before leaving, she came to the palace gate again and wanted to return all the clothes to Shen Yun.
After hearing the news, Shen Yun came over and told her softly that it was Princess Ruiyang who pushed her, and the palace maid took the initiative and the matter was over.
She was quite surprised.
She did meet Princess Ruiyang that day, but she still didn't understand why she offended her.
The punishment will not be on the princess, but the person who did it can be caught, and she is very grateful.
Finally, Shen Yun took all the clothes back, leaving only a handkerchief for her.
"I embroidered it myself, which is like getting to know each other."
She accepted it, never used it, and kept it carefully.
He brought it from the local area to the capital, from his parents' home to Qianfu, and then to the palace, until he gave the veil to Lin Yunyan a while ago.
At that time, I just wanted to return the property to its original owner.
What she is thinking about today is, as she said herself, she wants to repay the favor of saving her life.
Even if her ability is limited, it is better than sitting idly by when Shen Yun's daughter asks questions in front of her.
Seeing that the imperial concubine was deep in thought, Mammy was afraid that her heart would be too heavy, so she added: "When I look at the princess, the more I look at her, the more she looks like my uncle."
"Yes," the imperial concubine smiled, "it's normal for a daughter to look like her mother."
That night, Lin Yunyan returned to Cining Palace.
The Empress Dowager's place is no longer as lively as before.
Lin Yunyan went to the side hall to rest for a while, playing with the gold hairpin and thinking about what the imperial concubine said.
She didn't go to see the Queen Mother until her father-in-law came to invite her.
"Why did you think of going to Cuihua Palace?" The Queen Mother greeted her lovingly to sit down, "It's New Year, and I'm another year older!"
"I just went to pay New Year greetings to the imperial concubine," Lin Yunyan smiled and took out the gold hairpin, "New Year's money."
"Did she give it to you?" The Empress Dowager picked it up and made two gestures on Lin Yunyan's head, "It looks good. If it's given to you, wear it."
Lin Yunyan responded.
The Empress Dowager added: "The Ai family also has New Year's money for you. I'll ask the concubine to do the horse-drawing with me later."
"On the first day of the new year, I can't bear to have you lose money." Lin Yunyan said with a smile.
The Queen Mother was happy: "Then you lose to me."
"No," Lin Yunyan raised her eyes, "I won't lose money on the first day of the new year!"
He was so childish and delicate that the Empress Dowager burst into laughter.
In fact, it's not about winning or losing. Lin Yunyan was thinking about the imperial concubine's words and wanted to go back to discuss it with Xu Jian. She really didn't want to fight.
Fortunately, the Empress Dowager was very impressed by her fallacies. She only wrapped two big red envelopes, one for her and one for her to take to Xu Jian, so she didn't keep her any longer.
Lin Yunyan hurried back to the Duke's Mansion.
Xu Jian was reading in the room, and when he saw her coming back, he raised his eyebrows.
Judging from the past, he should have had lunch with the Empress Dowager before returning.
Look at Lin Yunyan's expression again...
The little princess had a smile on her face, and her mood was the same as usual at first glance, but Xu Jian knew her best, so how could she not see the clues.
Sure enough, when Lin Yunyan changed into regular clothes, she turned everyone away.
Xu Jian had already poured tea for her, tested the temperature of the teacup with the back of her hand, pushed it to her and said, "Moisten your throat before talking."
Lin Yunyan took it, composed herself, and said, "I went to see the imperial concubine, and she told me an old story."
As Lin Yunyan narrated, Xu Jian's expression became solemn.
"Li Shao forgot," Xu Jian rubbed his thumb and said, "He has not had nightmares in recent years."
This has never been found in the nails buried in the East Palace before.
Lin Yunyan understood what Xu Jian meant and said, "I had the same idea when I first heard about it, but on the way back, I remembered that in the paddock that night, when Young Master Xiao took Li Shao into the carriage, Li Shao was groggy and frightened.
