"I am very good, I don't cry or make trouble. When the children in the cage are still crying, I am already calmly choosing the owner. After seven times of escape and torture, I already know how to protect myself. Even if I am about to be trafficked,
I also wanted to choose my own master. I chose an old madam from a brothel. Her surname was Liu. She was charming and charming, with kind eyes. When she came to me, I smiled at her. She liked my appearance, and I liked her.
Her kindness made us hit it off right away. Aunt Liu likes to select some beautiful girls to train and sell for a good price in the future. In order to sell them for a good price, she asked a doctor to treat my hand. She served me delicious food and raised her.
With her white teeth and red lips, I almost thought I had met a good person."
Xie Xun held Feng Yu's hand. Her palm was slightly cold and she was sweating a little. Xie Xun felt distressed and said, "That's enough, don't say any more."
"Why?" Feng Yu raised her eyebrows, "You dislike me and don't want to hear it?"
Xie Xun's eyebrows were dark and distressed.
He just felt sorry for Feng Yu and didn't want her to recall those tragic past.
"I just want to kill them!" Xie Xun said fiercely.
Feng Yu paused and patted Xie Xun's hand gently, "Aunt Liu took me back to Jiangnan. On the way there were several girls with me, as well as Thirteen Niangs. She asked me where I came from and why I was sold.
, I made up a story about a famine year, when my parents were forced to sell their girls. The Thirteenth Mother was very kind to me, but I didn’t trust anyone, and I kept waiting for an opportunity to escape. Because the number of girls accompanying me was getting fewer and fewer every day, and I couldn’t
I know why, until one day I had a nightmare and couldn’t sleep, and I saw Aunt Liu bringing a man into the inn. I secretly leaned on the window to watch, and saw the man abusing the girl who was traveling with him. She was only nine years old. Those girls died one by one in the abuse.
, I knew that sooner or later it would be my turn. Aunt Liu almost caught me peeping, but luckily Thirteenth Niang helped me cover it up. It was not easy to escape from Aunt Liu. She used medicine to control us, and she also accompanied us.
There were more than a dozen strong men, so it was almost impossible to escape. Later, Thirteen Niang and I poisoned Aunt Liu and Hu Yuan... eighteen lives."
Feng Yu paused and saw Xie Xun's frown, hiding the details of the murder. After all, she was still young, so maybe Xie Xun didn't think she would kill someone with her own hands.
But she couldn't control it, and she confessed with malice in her heart.
He is such an upright and compassionate young general. If he knew that I had been a bad person since childhood, would he still like me?
"That day, a man came to choose a girl and chose me." Feng Yu told the story calmly. It was only at this moment that her emotions began to rise and fall. "What made me most desperate was not that I was about to be tortured and killed, but that I was about to be tortured and killed.
It was when I was bullied by him that I saw my sister. After I disappeared, my sister had been looking for me. I watched my sister riding a horse and passing downstairs with a group of guards. Later, I stabbed his neck with a knife.
Here, no one would be wary of a young girl. After killing someone, I calmly went to find Thirteenth Mother."
Feng Yu took a deep breath and still concealed some details, "We escaped and stole a lot of money from Aunt Liu. Then there was a famine and the money was robbed. Thirteen Niang and I were also separated. At that time, Li disappeared.
, a year has passed. I was young at the time and didn’t know how to go to a trading house for help, so I stubbornly begged all the way back to Ningzhou. Later, I met a man who gave me a gem. That was the only person I met in the two years since I was abducted.
A good man, I have never been willing to sell that gem. Even when I was the hungriest and most embarrassed, I kept holding it in my arms. Maybe it was because of this that I became obsessed with it."
For two whole years, she suffered a lot of suffering, killing, betrayal, and despair. She had been held in the palm of her hand, cared for, and cherished since she was a child. But those two years were filled with pain, hunger, and illness.
Walking back to Ningzhou alone, she had to endure many hardships on the way. Even if Feng Yu didn't tell the details, Xie Xun could imagine it. He had seen refugees fleeing famine.
Feng Yu is more difficult than refugees fleeing famine!
It's a miracle that she survived!
No wonder... when he first met Feng Yu, he felt that she was selfish, hypocritical, and would be punished if she didn't care for herself. No wonder Feng Yu had such a strong desire to live, and survived several life and death situations with her tenacious willpower.
She had already had all her bones broken by fate, and she had healed herself over the long years.
"Xie Xun..." Feng Yu reached out to touch his face. Xie Xun's eyes turned red. Feng Yu said softly, "Don't be sad, that was ten years ago."
"You must have been very scared at that time." Xie Xun looked solemn and distressed. Who would have thought that Feng Yu would have such a tragic experience when she was young.
"I was scared when I was first kidnapped, but after despairing again and again, I am no longer scared." Feng Yu smiled lightly, "Occasionally, I think... it would be great if I could meet a good person. As time goes by, I feel like this in my heart.
I have evil thoughts."
"Who kidnapped you?" Xie Xun asked in a deep voice. A gentleman's revenge is never too late. He wants to know who killed Feng Yu.
"I don't know." Feng Yu held his hand tightly, "I was too young back then, and something happened to me. Some details are very vague. I am only sure that I am an enemy."
She found an excuse to cover up the past, not wanting Xie Xun to worry about it.
Feng Yu is bound to take revenge. When she was young, she was helpless against the suffering. As an adult, when she wants to find her former enemies, there are always clues.
Feng Yu said, "It's not your turn to avenge me!"
She likes to avenge herself.
"I'm sorry!" Xie Xun held her hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, his heart aching.
"Why?"
For the first time, Xie Xun regretted why he was prejudiced against her in the first place, why he had so much hostility towards her, and why he never got to know her well.
When he lived in Furong, he put her in danger and killed someone in front of her.
Did he bring her nightmares, did he remind her of the previous killings, did she have nightmares and fear when she returned that night? He had also brought her suffering.
During the snowstorm, she helped him regardless of past grudges.
His grandma is so good!
Regret was of no use. Xie Xun had lived for nineteen years and had never felt so distressed or pitied someone. He kissed Feng Yu's eyes and said, "It would be great if we could turn back time."
If he could go back in time, he would hold her in his hands when they first met. He would never speak harshly to her again, let alone put her in danger.
He will protect her and cherish her.
The prejudice he once had against her has become a knife to his heart.
"It's okay to go back in time. It's the road we walked step by step that made you and me what we are today, and we fall in love with each other." Feng Yu chuckled and said, "Those sufferings, prejudices, and hatreds have made us what we are today."
Today's Feng Yu and Xie Xun are attracted to each other. If nothing had happened, I might not be able to reach your heart."
"Auntie, what should I do? I want to marry you right away." Xie Xun kissed her tenderly on her lips, "If I want to get married with my eldest brother, are you willing?"