When Feng Yu found Xie Xun, he was sitting on the roof of Yancheng drinking. After she said she was going to the Twelve States, Xie Xun left the study and stopped participating in the discussion. Feng Yu and Xie Jue discussed in detail in the study for nearly two hours.
Feng Yu became more and more absent-minded, while Xie Jue became more energetic and wanted to have a long-term discussion with her on a three- to five-year plan. After noticing that she was distracted, the efficient second son sent Feng Yu to find Xie Xun.
Nuanyang complained secretly, "Master drank a jar of wine."
Feng Yu frowned, Xie Xun was seriously injured and had not yet recovered, and the doctor had told him to stop drinking. Yancheng was already in the northern border, and he liked strong liquor. Feng Yu had tasted a few sorghum wine, and it tasted extremely strong.
She raised her head and looked at Xie Xun. Xie Xun was dressed in black clothes and blended into the night. He was sitting on the roof coldly and coldly, soaked in the moonlight, which was colder than the moonlight. He looked particularly lonely. Feng Yu felt a little suffocated in her heart.
As soon as she climbed up the ladder, Qiuxiang became anxious and said from below, "Little Marquis, please come down. My girl has never climbed over the roof since she was a child. Don't worry if she falls."
Xie Xun was indifferent. Qiu Xiang wanted to say something else. Pulled by Chunlu, Feng Yu climbed up carefully. She was really afraid of losing her footing and falling. Xie Xun was extremely indifferent. When Feng Yu couldn't see him, he glanced over
, Feng Yu climbed up without any danger and sat next to him.
"Angry?"
Xie Xun's eyebrows were sharp and deep. When he smiled, he was romantic and wanton. When he wasn't smiling, he had a natural pressure and sharpness, like an unsheathed sword, which made people dare not look directly. After crying in her arms that day, Feng Yu again
I didn't see Xie Xun happy either. Those laughter, carefreeness and wantonness were buried in the rainy night when his family was ruined.
Feng Yu felt a dull pain in her heart. She knew that she should not leave Xie Xun at this juncture. He had just lost so many family members. It was when he was at his lowest and most in need of her company that she could not leave him to go to the Twelve States.
But she had to leave. In addition to making basic preparations for the future cavalry's granary, she also had to take care of the twelve states' industries.
Her sister's life and death were uncertain, her parents and grandmother were trapped in Kyoto, and the minerals in the Twelve Prefectures must not fall into the hands of the imperial court. She also had to find a way to get her grandmother and parents out of Kyoto.
She had no choice but to leave Xie Xun.
Xie Xun raised his head and drank the wine. The aroma of the wine floated along the night wind. Feng Yu took away his wine flask.
When she came back, Feng Yu was choked with tears, her nose was red, and she looked at him with tears in her eyes. Her tearful eyes could not express her endless grievances. Xie Xun's heart seemed to have been hit hard by something, and he said goodbye coldly.
Open your eyes.
Yancheng is very quiet late at night, the wind is quiet, it is hot and dry, and the sky is filled with stars.
Mortal joys and sorrows, love and hatred could not cover up the starlight. It was so bright that it stung his eyes. Xie Xun also trapped himself in that rainy night in Kyoto, from which he would never be able to escape.
Now, Feng Yu is leaving him too.
"My sister gave me the property of the Twelve States before she got married." Feng Yu took out the token of the Twelve States from her arms, "She handed over the property that the Hou Mansion needed most to me. Does that count?
A prophet of uncertainty? Ever since I took over the token of the Twelve States, I have always wanted to restore the industries of the Twelve States. The industrial structure of the Twelve States is very complicated and unreasonable. The main reason is the perennial melee. Now Yanyang is in civil strife.
The state has become a battleground between you and Yu Wenjing. I think when you occupy the twelve states, it will be a fertile land with loyal people. I want to provide you with stable food, grass and military supplies like my sister, so that you can
No worries, Xie Xun. Food is the most important thing for the people, and soldiers are also subjects. If you want to take revenge and fight back to Kyoto, you must first be able to raise this cavalry. I follow you, just a dodder flower, waiting for you to charge into battle.
I pray for you when I am trapped in the back house, and wait for your safe return at the door every day. When I was a child, I was waiting for my parents to return home from the Ningzhou front line. I went from excitement to indifference, from expectation to disappointment. I don’t want to be like this when I grow up.
Waiting in front of the door for my husband to come home, from dawn to dusk, from full of enthusiasm to until my heart feels calm."
Feng Yu looked at him tenderly, "I feel sorry for you, I pity you, and I want to accompany you. When I saw you sitting alone on the eaves drinking, I admit that my heart softened. I don't have to go to the Twelve States, I can
Stay by your side. But Xie Xun, if I stay with you and love you, can you walk out of the rainy night in Kyoto?"
She clearly realized that it was not hatred that could be overcome by companionship, but a blood debt that could only be repaid with blood. Even repaying the blood debt might not heal his regret and pain.
Xie Xun lowered his eyes and did not respond.
"Ningzhou also has military fields and is reclaiming wasteland. We also need you to help manage the rear. Can't you do it in Ningzhou?"
, once the news that my second brother and I defected from Kyoto comes out, there will be riots in various places, and the flag of Zhenbei Houfu will no longer work. I am in Ningzhou, the sky is high and the water is long. Will I receive you one day?
News of death?”
"I won't die!"
"Who can guarantee that!" Xie Xun suddenly became furious and smashed the wine bottle on the ground, splitting into four and five parts. Feiying Nuanyang and others were so frightened that they dared not speak. "My father also swore that the royal family is worthy of trust. After the implementation of the new policy,
, our family was able to move to Ningzhou, but what happened? He died under a knife, and my mother, aunt, eldest sister, and eldest brother all died. A generation of monarchs can't guarantee their own lives, so what guarantee can you give?"