Feng Shu was so angry that her lower abdomen hurt. After she became pregnant, she was greatly stimulated and had an emotional breakdown. Her lower abdomen had been uncomfortable for several days. Zhang Lingzheng made the miscarriage medicine into pills for her to take, but the effect was not as good as the decoction. Feng Shu tried her best.
She felt calm but couldn't fall asleep. As soon as she fell asleep, she dreamed of Xie Zhang's heart-piercing scene with thousands of arrows, which was heartbreaking. Zhang Lingzheng told her not to overthink. She was already half a month pregnant and had signs of miscarriage. Feng Shu tried her best to calm down.
But as long as she was in the palace, as long as she saw Yu Wenjing, she could remember how Xie Zhang died. It was an image that was engraved in her mind and could never be forgotten.
"Xie Zhang and I are matchmakers and have worshiped in heaven and earth. We are a legitimate couple. No matter how much outsiders deny it, he is still my husband!" Feng Shu was calm. She knew in her heart that in order to leave the palace, she must endure it.
Go against Yu Wenjing.
But how could she be willing to do so? Why would she deny it when she was getting married openly?
"Shu'er, if you insist on irritating me, what good will it do to you?" Yu Wenjing's face was sinister. He saw Feng Shu getting thinner and thinner, and felt uncomfortable. If it weren't for Xie Zhang, he and Shu'er would have been made for each other.
A pair of beautiful people.
"I'm not irritating you, I'm just stating the facts."
"This is the only condition for leaving the palace. If you don't agree, there is no need to leave."
"Okay, I promise you!" Feng Shu sneered, "I don't want to stay any longer in the palace. I just want to leave the palace and go to Xiangguo Temple to mourn my deceased husband. In my heart, he will always be my husband.
, that’s enough. Whether the world recognizes it or not has nothing to do with me.”
"Shu'er, do you have to talk to me like this?" Yu Wenjing murmured to himself, "We were childhood sweethearts and we had a happy life."
"I forgot a long time ago." Feng Shu thought to herself that the thing she regretted most in her life was meeting Yu Wenjing. When she was in Ningzhou, she should have stayed away from him. Being liked by him was her bad luck for eight lifetimes.
Yu Wenjing's face was snow-white, his eyes were dark green, and his already feminine appearance was even more sinister and frightening, but he endured it, "Xie Zhang is dead, with thousands of arrows piercing his heart. He will never survive again. If you love him again,
He is just a corpse!"
Feng Shu's lower abdomen ached again, and cold sweat oozed from her forehead. She slumped on the chair, desperately telling herself not to be angry, not to be angry.
Children...children are important!
Seeing her so lost, Yu Wenjing felt jealous and humiliated, and felt a secret pleasure, "Shu'er, let's torture each other for the rest of our lives. I have plenty of time to spend it slowly with you."
Feng Shu closed her eyes, unwilling to say another word to him.
Yu Wenjing sent the royal guards to send Feng Shu back to Feng Mansion to meet Feng Changqing, and Su Yuejiao said goodbye. Since her wedding, Mrs. Feng lingered on her sick bed, and the Feng family closed its doors to thank guests. Feng Changqing has resigned from the post of General Dingguo.
Marquis Anyuan and his wife came to visit them regardless of rumors and their future. When they met, they could only sigh that there was something unexpected going on. No one expected such a tragic thing to happen. The only good thing was that Feng Yu left Beijing.
Feng Changqing and Su Yuejiao had the foresight to come to Feng Mansion to ask for Feng Yu soon after Yu Wenjing ascended the throne. He also knew that Feng Yu was the best chess piece to manipulate Feng Shu. Fortunately, they sent Feng Yu out of the capital first.
Mrs. Feng and Feng Shu hugged each other and cried bitterly. Feng Shu did not dare to be overly sad. She kept the pregnancy a secret. She did not tell anyone except Xia Zhu, Dong Xue and Zhang Lingzheng. She did not even plan to tell her family this time.
Go home and say goodbye to your family, and go to Xiangguo Temple to mourn Xie Zhang for one year.
"What about one year later?" Su Yuejiao asked anxiously, "Will he let you go?"
"Just take it one step at a time."
She just wanted to give birth to the child quietly and send him to Ningzhou, so that he could grow up next to Xie Jue and Xie Xun. If Yu Wenjing found out, there would be no way out. She wanted to take care of the people in Xiangguo Temple, and she wanted to
After stabilizing Yu Wenjing and asking him to withdraw the Jin Yiwei, she also had to ensure that Yu Wenjing did not come to Xiangguo Temple within this year, otherwise it would be difficult to disguise her belly. Feng Shu no longer dared to think too long-term.
Mrs. Feng's body looked like it had run out of oil, and Feng Shu was heartbroken. When she and Mrs. Feng were alone, she still couldn't help but took the old lady's hand and put it on her lower abdomen, "Grandma, please take care of yourself."
Body, next spring, your little great-grandson is still waiting for you to hold him."
The old lady was overjoyed and looked at her belly with tears in her eyes. Feng Shu nodded heavily. Old lady Feng held her tightly in her arms and said, "I'm sorry for you, Shu'er."
Her husband was newly deceased and she had to avoid Yu Wenjing with her posthumous child. She made a wrong move and lost two lives. When they got engaged, everyone said that her second granddaughter had a good life and was able to get engaged to the eldest son of the Xie family. But how could the world forget?
Well, if you can withstand glory, you must also withstand humiliation.
"It's not bitter." Feng Shu wiped the old lady's tears, "My brother still has a trace of blood left in the world, I am already satisfied."
"Everything is fate, and you can't control it at all." The old lady stroked her face, "Shu'er, nine times out of ten people will not be satisfied when they go through this world. They will always have to experience life, separation, and death, and it is inevitable. After the sadness, fights
Come on, you are still young and your life is long. Live the rest of your life well. Run away if you have the chance. The further away the better. Your father and mother and I will always be ahead of you. Don’t let us become yours.
burden."
"How can it be a burden?" Feng Shu's heart was broken. Did her grandmother guess what? Feng Shu said, "When Shu'er reaches eighty years old, she still wants her grandmother to be by her side."
"Then grandma will become a monster."
"Monsters are monsters, and Yu'er and I are not afraid of them."
Mrs. Feng was crying and laughing, and Feng Changlin and the eldest wife, Feng Jian, avoided seeing each other. She didn't know whether they were avoiding suspicion or because they were angry. Feng Changqing and Su Yuejiao were determined to rescue the Hou Mansion, putting the whole family in danger.
, the Feng brothers finally had a estrangement, Feng Shu did not force it, and left the city to go to Xiangguo Temple at sunset.
Dongxue lowered her voice and said, "Girl, Chen Lin said that the Second Young Master's shadow guards are nearby. You should be prepared. They will take you out of Kyoto in three days."
Feng Shu closed her eyes and shook her head slightly, "Let Chen Lin tell them that I won't leave!"
"Why?" Xia Zhu was worried, "Girl, if you don't think about yourself, you also have to think about the little master. If the emperor comes to Xiangguo Temple on a whim, how can we hide it?"
Before Feng Shu left the palace, the queen came to see her off and left a message, telling her to live peacefully in Xiangguo Temple and that the emperor would not have time to look for her.
Feng Shu doubted whether the queen knew anything, and couldn't figure out her attitude, and her words were very vague.
But she won't go with Xie Jue's shadow guards.
Yu Wenjing let her leave the palace, because he must have the intention to catch all her rescuers. Xie Jue and Xie Xun left in a hurry, and there was insufficient manpower in Kyoto to take her away. They would be strangled by the Jin Yiwei, and once she left, her grandmother, parents
what to do?
She also couldn't let Xie Jue and Xie Xun know that she was pregnant.
If they knew, their brothers would come back and take her away at all costs. After she knew that Zhang Lingzheng would send a message to Xie Jue, she told Zhang Lingzheng not to tell them about her pregnancy.
Feng Shu only hopes that Feng Yu will be safe and not be caught by Yu Wenjing when she returns to Beijing, so that she can wait for her childbirth in Xiangguo Temple with peace of mind. From the abbot to the young novice in Xiangguo Temple, everyone is Feng Shu, Feng Yu's acquaintance, she wants
It should not be difficult to hide the news of pregnancy.
The way back is hard to find and the road ahead is difficult. Feng Shu caressed her belly. From now on, she will walk this road alone. She will never let Yu Wenjing go!