"What do you want to do?" Qin Xia leaned against the door and looked up at him, her eyes moistened not knowing whether it was because of drinking or some other reason.
Chu Zhengran looked at her without saying anything. He lowered his head and took off his shoes, placed them at her feet, then picked her up and let her step on his shoes.
After Qin Xia stepped on his shoes, he calmed down, lowered his head and stopped talking.
"Qin Xia." Chu Zhengran called her.
Qin Xia still lowered his head and said nothing.
Chu Zhengran looked down at her for a while and said, "What did my mother say to you?"
Qin Xia still lowered her head.
But Chu Zhengran clearly felt her whole body stiffen.
"When did you first meet my mother?" Chu Zhengran asked again.
Qin Xia lowered her head and said after a while: "Can you let me leave?"
"No." Chu Zhengran said.
"Let me leave." Qin Xia raised her head to look at him. As soon as she raised her head, tears fell out of her eyes uncontrollably. "Let me go. We will never see each other again. We will never see each other again.
Forget about each other and start a new life of your own, okay? Just think of it as my begging."
Chu Zhengran's heart suddenly shrank. He looked at her tears and raised his hand to wipe them away.
Qin Xia pushed his hand away and said, "We can't be together."
"Why?" Chu Zhengran asked.
"I don't like you anymore." Qin Xia said, "I don't want to be with someone I don't like."
Chu Zhengran narrowed his eyes.
Qin Xia lowered his head, tears fell from his eyes again, and fell directly to the ground. It was like mumbling to himself, or like gibberish after being drunk: "I don't like you anymore, I really don't like you anymore."
."
Chu Zhengran pinched her chin, asked her to look up at him, and asked, "Do you really not like it?"
Qin Xia looked at his red eyes, feeling a tingling pain in her heart. Her lips moved again and again, and finally said: "Chu Zhengran, you also saw Qin Rui that day and learned about my family. The violence hidden in my family's genes
, disown all relatives. Kill your mother, sister, brother, and brother. Do you really dare to marry someone with such a gene?"
"Why don't you dare?" Chu Zhengran looked at her and asked in a low voice.
Qin Xia laughed softly: "You are the only one in the Chu family, and they are counting on you to continue the family line. If you marry me, what will happen to the child? You dare to have it, but I don't. I don't know what kind of child I will give birth to. I
I don’t even know if I will die in his hands.”
Chu Zhengran understood what she said and really liked children.
She really likes children, but because of her family situation, she doesn't dare to have one.
Things like getting married and having children almost existed in her fantasy expectations.
"Did my mother tell you this?" Chu Zhengran asked.
Qin Xia shook her head. She felt dizzy after shaking her head twice. Then she stopped: "I'm too tired. I want to go back."
She said, turning around and turning the door handle again.
Chu Zhengran watched her open the door, put her bare feet on the ground, opened the door and backed away, planning to leave.
Seeing Qin Xia was about to go out and leave, Chu Zhengran suddenly pulled her back, closed the door, pressed her against the door, and kissed her.
Qin Xia was startled for a moment, then struggled violently. She pushed Chu Zhengran away and said, "We broke up!"
"I didn't agree." Chu Zhengran's eyes turned red, his mask was torn, and his aggression was revealed.
She said she wanted to break up, but Chu Zhengran never agreed.
To him, the past few years were like the two of them quarreling and having a cold war. As for breaking up, he had never thought about it.
After he finished speaking, he pressed her head and kissed her.
Qin Xia still struggled, but Chu Zhengran didn't let go.
Even though he tasted blood in his mouth, he didn't let go.
It wasn't until Qin Xia struggled to let go and started crying that Chu Zhengran let her go.
As soon as he stepped away, Qin Xia pushed him, then covered her face with her hands, squatted against the door, and cried harder.
Listening to her cries, Chu Zhengran closed his eyes and took a deep breath. His heart was shaking uncontrollably. He also knelt down and said, "I'm sorry."
"Asshole!" Qin Xia buried her face in her knees and cried.
"I'm sorry." Chu Zhengran touched her head and said.
Qin Xia didn't move and sobbed softly.
Chu Zhengran touched her head and said after a while: "Qin Xia, if you like children, we can have one. If you have concerns, we won't. What you just said is not quite right."
Chu Zhengran's voice was gentle and a little hoarse: "I am not a tool to carry on the family line. I also have the right to decide whether I will have children in the future."
Qin Xia kept crying with her head buried.
Chu Zhengran knew that she was listening, and continued: "It is gratifying to have a prosperous family, but many things must go with the flow, the environment, and people's natural wishes. The Chu family has a great cause and has nothing more than two purposes. To bless the descendants and contribute.
nation."
They used to be together and rarely discussed this.
At that time, there was only love between them, they loved each other, their souls were in harmony, and they didn't care about other things at all.
Chu Zhengran rarely talked to her like this.
He touched her head and said gently: "The prerequisite for blessing descendants is to have descendants. If there are no descendants in the future, there is no need for them. If there is no one to inherit, the Chu family will naturally return to the country, and then it will contribute to the country."
The purpose has still been achieved. Its existence can promote economic development, which is the meaning of its existence, and the day when no one inherits and confiscates it is the meaning of its disappearance. So the problem of continuing the family line that you are considering does not exist at all."
Qin Xia still cried and ignored him.
Chu Zhengran was silent for a while, held her in his arms, patted her back gently and said, "I will take care of my mother's side."
Originally, Qin Xia was leaning in his arms obediently, but as soon as she heard about his mother, she immediately withdrew from his arms, wiped the tears on her face carelessly, stood up and wanted to leave.
Chu Zhengran grabbed her, took a handkerchief from his pocket, and wiped her nose and tears.
She didn't want to listen to his mother, so Chu Zhengran stopped talking and changed the subject: "If we like children, we can have one. Our children will never be bad."
Qin Xia snatched the handkerchief from his hand, wiped her tears, glanced at him and said, "You must be sick, who will give you a child? What are you thinking about?"
Chu Zhengran smiled, rubbed his hand on the mole under her left eye and said, "I'm thinking about the first time we met and our life in M state."
Qin Xia stopped talking. She looked at him with a dazed expression. Gradually, the Chu Zhengran of before and the Chu Zhengran of now overlapped.
It's like time has been compressed, and the few years in between have been compressed.
It seems like they were living together yesterday.
Chu Zhengran also looked at her, looking at her dazed expression, and after a while, he kissed the mole at the end of her eye.
Qin Xia shook slightly, but did not move away.
Seeing that she didn't hide, Chu Zhengran gently kissed her eyelids, the tip of her nose, and finally landed on her lips.
After kissing him and planning to separate, Qin Xia suddenly came closer, hugged his neck, and kissed him.
At the moment of contact, Chu Zhengran's blood surged, his head went blank, and all the suppressed emotions surged out. He didn't hesitate for a second, put his hand on the back of her head, and wrapped his other hand around her waist, holding her in his arms.
Li kissed her.
After kissing at the door for a while, Chu Zhengran was worried that she would be cold, so he took her back to the bedroom and put her on the bed.
The two kissed each other again.
They are so familiar with each other's body that even if they have been separated for several years, all the memories will come back when they touch each other.
As if to draw a sense of security from each other, the two hugged each other tightly.
After a long time, Chu Zhengran stood up, breathing heavily, looking at Qin Xia's watery eyes, swallowing his throat, and said hoarsely: "Continue?"
Qin Xia looked at him steadily. She didn't say anything, she just put her arms around his neck and kissed him.
Chu Zhengran felt that he was crazy.
He kissed her for a while, stood up, stood beside the bed, pulled Qin Xia up, and let her wrap her legs around his waist. He hugged her, kissed her, and took her to the bathroom.
Two chapters today.
The story in this chapter tells us.
First, when you are with the opposite sex, drink less and keep yourself awake and rational.
Second, you must learn to distinguish between the rhetoric and true feelings of the opposite sex. You must distinguish whether he really loves you, or whether he just wants to achieve some of his goals.
Qin Xia's behavior today may serve as a negative example.
Fortunately, Young Master Chu is a dedicated man. He is just a man who can't control himself when he touches her.
But he only recognized Qin Xia from the bottom of his heart.
Therefore, brothers and sisters should protect themselves in life, keep their eyes open, and maintain some sense in love.