Looking at the dejected and depressed inferior, Delphinium also sighed.
"Actually, I'm also scared...because I still have my parents.
"I'm not afraid of death, and it doesn't matter if I die. But I hope the people around me can survive...
"Compared with death, I don't want to fall into the sadness of the death of someone around me. But at the same time, I am also worried that my parents will be very sad if I sacrifice myself.
"Young man, you may not know that my parents like Russell very much. If I told them that Russell put himself in a dangerous situation for the sake of justice, they would definitely urge me to help him.
"But at that time, they will still worry about my safety. They will worry so much that they can't sleep all night. The two of them will hold each other's hands and cheer each other up, but they will still be worried. If I die, they will
I will feel sad, but I will never regret it... If I choose to escape and give in, they will definitely reprimand me for my cowardice."
[But you have many people to love, but Russell is just alone]
The bad guy's message was sent.
It's not ultramarine, it's Russell.
Because that's the first person they met.
Delphinium was silent for a long time.
She stretched out her left hand to cover her face, and curled up into a ball with some exhaustion.
The white-haired girl murmured in a low voice: "You know, inferior. Russell asked me before why I was so nice to him.
"I said, 'Because you're cute'. But actually I lied to him. Because when I first saw the hero Ultramarine on the news, I didn't actually think he was cute, and I didn't have a good impression of him.
I just feel that having another colleague... is very troublesome."
【really】
The inferior nodded in agreement, and he understood very well.
Because you have to invest in love again, and then watch the other person die or fall.
When parting, it always breaks my heart.
Delphinium has experienced this kind of pain many times. Because of her spiritual power, Delphinium is also very sensitive to this aspect.
Every time she parted, her heart felt as painful as when she activated her spiritual power.
"But when I saw him for the first time... I had a feeling. I couldn't leave him alone.
"That's when you picked him up from the executive branch. I saw from the window that he was standing alone in the middle of the gray and black buildings in the first district, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.
"At that moment, I had a feeling... as if he came from another world. He was incompatible with this messy world... but that feeling of being out of place seemed to illuminate the entire dark area."
【It's just your illusion】
The inferior replied coldly: [Where did this other world come from?]
"Yes, I also know that this must be an illusion. But even if he became a hero, he didn't have any pride or excitement, and he didn't even have any false humility. That kind of 'difference' made me respect him a little bit.
curious.
"Until later...the invasion of the Beehive Nightclub. You don't know how dangerous it is, but I do know...I was ready to sacrifice for this, but I was just worried about lack of time and my lack of ability.
, may eventually affect innocent people. But Russell did it without hesitation.
"When I arrived, I found that he had solved the problem. At that moment, I seemed to see another myself.
"The other one... is stronger and more powerful than me, without so many constraints. That is exactly what I imagined, a real hero.
"Do you know how I feel about him?"
【Like? Love? Or jealous? Or worship?】
"It's envy."
Delphinium said softly: "I really want to be like him.
"I also want to be like him. But my talents are not enough, my education is too low, my body is too weak, and my will is not strong enough... I have more worries, and my righteous heart is not as righteous as his Pure.
"Being with him, I feel more and more like a mortal. He is like the best me in my fantasy, a perfect me. I even feel a little inferior...because I don't know, apart from my psychic level and experience, I Besides, there is nothing better than him.
"When I found out that he wasn't very good at taking care of himself... It's a bit despicable to say, but actually I was very happy. Because a perfect god finally had a slight flaw, and finally there was something I could surpass. There is a place where I can help him.
"You are right, I do have love for him. But it is not so much love, I think it is closer to family affection.
"Because a lover's love is always blind, selfish, and impulsive, but my love for him has a clear purpose.
"I want to protect him. Protect him when he is in danger, comfort him when he is vulnerable... I also hope that when I encounter difficulties, when I encounter danger, he can look back. Help me. And I believe that he will definitely do so.
"No matter what, I won't let him go. If I can't stand with him at this time, maybe I won't be able to keep up with him again.
"So I will help him to the end... As long as what he does is right, I will not step back.
"For now, this matter should still be related to Kamalse. It may also be related to the Quanzhou we captured... It should only reach the director level, not the dragon level. I think it can still be dealt with of."
【...Why are you telling me these things?】
The inferior one remained silent and looked at the delphinium.
Delphinium looked at him, crossed her fingers and placed them on her chest.
The fragility in her eyes disappeared, and her rationality emerged.
"You're leaving, right."
She replied very firmly: "I guess you are going to the Lower City.
"Are you going to change your identity and help his other identity?"
The bad ones say nothing.
He didn't know how to respond because he still wasn't sure what Delphinium meant.
Delphinium raised her chest and raised her head, showing a confident smile: "Then take my share with you, you inferior.
"I can't leave this position because I still have parents to love. I also have my own career and my own life...I can't give up everything to love him. The only thing I can give up is myself.
"Go and take care of him where I can't see him. Leave the matters uptown to me.
"You go back, I have to deal with some affairs and sort out the records."
The inferior looked at her deeply and slowly took two steps back.
He remained silent and left without saying a word.
After the inferior man walked away, Delphinium slowly picked up the towel and covered it on her right forearm.
She folded her forearms together, like taking a nap at school, and lay quietly on the towel.
The long white hair was draped over her shoulders, but it seemed to have lost its light and became a little dull.
After a short moment of silence, her body began to tremble slightly.
"...but I'm still so scared..."
Delphinium whimpered softly, and the dark blue halo was like a candle that was extinguished, extinguished in the corner of her eyes: "Why... am I afraid..."
As soon as her tears came out, they fell on the towel, and the bluish color was blurred, which was also a kind of poison.
The delphinium tried its best not to make a sound, and also tried not to stain its clothes with tears.
She won't show her vulnerability in front of others... nor can she show her embarrassment to others.
After waiting, she had to put on her makeup before going home. She couldn't let anyone find out that she had cried.
Delphinium has always been a crybaby, ever since she was a child.
But since joining the company, she has become accustomed to crying in this way.
That has nothing to do with dignity.
Because she can't make people worry about herself, nor can she make people feel unstable.
"Delphinium" must always be confident and reliable. She must take care of everyone, listen to everyone's worries, and always be their strong minister.