Now, he no longer pursues this kind of slap-in-the-face plot - or in other words, Russell no longer looks down on Mr. Da's status as a mere technical director.
There is really no point in getting angry at such a little person who is pushed out to take the blame.
——He wants to target everyone here.
The truth brought by Sally Ruth...even if he only heard it once, it would inevitably change Russell.
Just knowing some things will drastically change your worldview.
In Russell's case, it is better to say that it shows the essence - just like a bronze vessel that turns into dark blue after oxidation, exuding its original golden brilliance.
Russell has long been aware of his abnormality.
Compared with other people's demons, the "Vessel of God" is more like a weakened version of Russell. And it has also hinted many times that it is a "vessel created by God"; Russell also immediately recalled the truth that he had forgotten -
- He thought of the real "vessel of God", the "sealed container that contains 'god'".
It wasn't the container of God that made him forget it in the first place, but he himself didn't want to remember it.
Because Russell enjoys this daily routine of doing nothing.
Just like a thief who hides his own ears...as long as he forgets his own uniqueness, he can enjoy a relaxed daily life wholeheartedly.
The massive unemployment rate in the urban areas of Happy Island, the future where the world's resources are about to be depleted, the historical truth that the Tower of Babel longs for, the church's conspiracy to devour angels, the inevitable madness but gradually resurgent mage inheritance, and the man who betrayed everyone.
The man takes revenge and looks for the curser who killed his mother...
Russell has known these things for a long time, and it’s not that he doesn’t want to take care of them...
He just wanted to delay it for a while.
Because he has too many troubles, and there is no end to these disasters.
Once touched, the peaceful daily life Russell cherishes now will be gone forever. Like a tattered car going downhill, and being hit hard by the accelerator, it will only become worse before it completely falls apart.
Coming faster and faster.
——Starting from May 13th, Russell recalled the memories of his previous life from the airship, which kicked off everything;
Until now December 14th.
Seven whole months of peace and happiness.
From the time "Russell" was born - no matter which "Russell" it is - until now, these have been his happiest and most fulfilling seven months.
If there were no accidents, he could keep repeating his quiet and ordinary routine like this.
Make jokes with your friends, help the people you want to help as you wish, and live a rich but not luxurious daily life;
Huddle together with the person you like, rest your head on your head, bask in the sun, and take a peaceful nap;
At the same time, he was slowly advancing his career in Shangcheng District and Xiacheng District. He would go out for a walk to enjoy the admiration of others and maintain the balance of power...
--until the inevitable destruction comes.
The despair caused by running out of resources will destroy all the good things he holds dear.
Perhaps... it was not until then that Russell would see his twilight soul and understand his mission in sorrow.
But the instructor brought all this forward.
In a sealed and unbreakable iron house, everyone was originally going to be suffocated to death while sleeping - when they woke up, they had already entered the countdown to death. By then, there was no need to struggle.
.
But now, Sally Ruth woke Russell up alone.
Let Russell look around and see clearly the despair that was close to him, as well as his mission.
Destruction that follows the trend, or redemption with no hope in sight?
If it were Russell in his previous life, he would choose the former without hesitation. He is that kind of person who is full of malice towards the world.
From the perspective of an outcast, Russell does not hate Sheath.
Because Russell's parents in his previous life were colder and more hateful than Sheath... and they disappointed him even more.
That was the culprit that twisted his personality into a monster.
But Russell felt from Alice the pure motherly love that he had never experienced in his previous life, and that only existed in illusory works... Maybe it is a good thing to have the memory of his previous life sealed. Because of this, he can have no malice.
, and I feel Alice's gentleness and tolerance without any pretense.
——You must do your best to help the weak, but you must also protect yourself;
——When tragedy happens before our eyes, we cannot turn a blind eye, at least not without sadness;
——To become a great person, you must use your power to help others;
——Don’t use other people’s hatred as food, but use other people’s jealousy and love for you as fuel.
This was the language that Alice taught him and formed the personality of "Russell" today.
Russell's hatred and hostility towards Sheath came more from the fact that he abandoned such a good Alice, failed to protect Alice and instead made her enemies - rather than abandoning himself.
If there was a button in his hand, if he pressed it, the world would be destroyed instantly. Russell would not press it now.
It's not that he really has compassion and morality in his heart, but Alice's love for him makes him unable to press the button confidently.
But if the world is really going to end, he will probably just stand by and watch - before arriving at the Island of Happiness, Russell's kind thoughts were only to this extent.
...But as he began to know more and more people, Russell could no longer sit back and watch indifferently.
Delphinium, bad sun, bird of paradise, inferior person, ignorance, cloud, ice water, deer head statue, uncle, Azhan, emperor...
He got to know more and more people, and his concern became deeper and deeper.
Until now, Sally Ruth's words made Russell wake up reluctantly.
If he really wants to change something... he must not act on the basis of "I want to do this".
How do people on Tongshen Island view people from outer islands, how do they view heroes, and how do they view "Ultraline"? Will it affect Ultramarine's life?
Not at all.
But if one day, Ultramarine must also unite the people of Tongshen Island, then the estrangement at this moment may become the last straw that breaks the camel's back.
To unite all people who can unite.
In order to gather all the power that can be gathered.
Russell, who just longed for enjoyment and comfort, finally had to stand up and seriously engage in some "great undertakings" that he was actually unwilling to do and would not be excited about.
However, he must stand up.
Even if it is just to save the one millionth person he loves, he will also save a million times more people.
And how can he help Tongshen Island, which is full of hatred, ignorance, and prejudice, to help him?
The insight from the deer-headed statue told him that this time should lead to hatred and enlighten his mind;
Towatus told him in his ear how to direct the hatred of the people of Tongshen Island to the top management of Theosophy Heavy Industry;
Thrall gave him forgiveness, a sense of intimacy that soothes anyone;
Tokifat gave him the tentacles that laid out the conspiracy as densely as a spider web;
Amirus gave him the leadership to make people obey his will unconsciously...
Everyone "Russell" has seen and learned will become a part of him and be stored in that container.
And Sally Ruth opened the seal on the container.
"Really, there is nothing to be afraid of."
Russell repeated again.
Just like he was looking at Sally Ruth just now, Mr. Otter's attention seemed to be completely deprived of him.
At this time, the gray and foggy white glow in Russell's pupils finally condensed again.
——It turns into a stable dim yellow that gives people a sense of tranquility.