When the bad guys and strangulation came, I really didn't have time to appreciate the unique style of Yongquan Island.
On the one hand, it's because their condition is really bad, and on the other hand, it's because Tongshen Island and Sun Island have given them too much of a shock.
The magnificent perspective of sitting in an airship and overlooking the earth from top to bottom is enough to completely reshape a person's outlook on life.
——For example, strangulation. When he saw the solemn and sacred Sun Island, his whole mind seemed to be washed and reshaped.
Now every time he thinks of the island of the sun with thirteen large and small disks revolving around it, his mind becomes peaceful and he realizes how small and ordinary he is.
Regarding this, the godfather could not do it, and neither could Zhongxiang.
Even though Strangler has now left Xiacheng District, lives under the sun, and has a decent and serious job.
But he still didn't think that he would become ordinary and lose his spirit.
Even if he could understand that the godfather had now become a big figure accepted by people, and even had many followers... but he still did not show his loyalty by strangulating himself.
He is not a tamed lion who can endure the humiliation of the lion dancer. The tiger skin he always wears proves this point.
Of course, his unwillingness to obey his godfather was not because of his past as a singer and idol, Xiao Liuli. Hangzhou also disdained looking down on others for stupid reasons such as appearance, gender, spiritual relatives, and occupation.
If you do not offer your loyalty as a subordinate just for this reason, it is as if you would be willing to obey the godfather if he had not been a woman, if he had not been a singer or an idol - saying this
If this is not interesting, it will only devalue the value of your loyalty and your personality.
The reason why he was never willing to be completely loyal to the Godfather was simple.
Because of the pride of strangulation, he was destined to be unable to live under others for a long time. And his wisdom and sobriety made him clearly aware of this.
His attitude towards his mentor Zhonggo is very respectful, which is based on a sense of filial piety, and also because his mentor does not hold power, nor does he want to rule or control him - if he really wants to control himself,
Then Strangler will definitely rebel.
He must establish himself as a king. Even if it is just a lonely king of one person - even if he is trapped in a nut shell, he is still willing to call himself the king.
——Not to rule others, but simply not to be ruled by others.
Therefore, Strangler also clearly understands that... his ability as a leader is far inferior to that of the Godfather. But he will not suddenly, lose his temper at an inappropriate time, or get angry like a baby.
His clear will allowed him to understand what he should do.
Because of this, even though he was unwilling in his heart, he had already obeyed the leadership of his godfather for more than half a year.
And when he was a subordinate of the godfather, no matter what kind of dissatisfaction and unruliness he had in his heart, he would never let go. He would always take every job that fell on him seriously - even if it might cost him...
Even if he dies, he will never retreat.
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He does not respect the leader and does not obey the rule...but at the same time, he will complete the task 100% seriously, even at the cost of his own life. Strangulation is exactly such a contradiction.
But in general, his core is pride.
Of course, because of this... the furnace fire and strangulation, which were born based on anger, are no longer usable.
When he saw a broader world, when he clearly realized more realities... the endless anger hidden in the flames began to be gradually contaminated by arrogance and jealousy, losing its purity.
Specifically, it started in the winter half a year ago - when The Godfather appeared on the Emperor's talk show and Fuji Society was completely cleansed and able to stand in the sun.
Strangulation finally let go of everything in the past.
He can truly confirm that the godfather did not tell a lie. He is
The person who, after escaping from the swamp, is still willing to pull out the people struggling in the swamp one by one... rather than the kind of person who teases and bullies the person who is still trapped in the quagmire just because he is on the shore.
Because his perspective was different... He never paid attention to that little quagmire. From beginning to end, all he saw was the sky.
These people cannot be his enemies, nor can they be his opponents.
It was this kind of natural kindness that asked for nothing, that made those communists who didn't know what rules, promises, and disciplines were willing to respect him as their leader...or, in other words, regard him as their king.
Realizing that his time has indeed passed, the anger in Hangzhou's heart finally dissipated... replaced by confusion.
——In Zhongxiang’s words, he was originally not suitable for the way of the melting pot.
Because his vision is not broad enough.
He never lived for others, for the people.
It is precisely because of this that Hangzhou's eyes cannot see the pain that people suffer, and he will not be angry because of it. He does not have the decisive desire to improve himself and sublimate to gain great wisdom, so he cannot forge his own strength in the suffering of suffering.
Beat your own soul.
From beginning to end, he only had eyes for himself. What he sought was freedom, transcendence and unrestrainedness.
For Strangler, anger is just anger, and pain is just pain - anger will not be poured into him to become his strength, and pain will not sharpen his edge.
Just like the Godfather, they are not suitable for the way of the furnace. They do not have that kind of fiery anger in their hearts.
It is not blind devotion, nor burning out, but the determination to slowly and painfully ignite oneself and illuminate the world for others.
It is impossible for such people to live and grow up in this kind of world. There is no place for them in either the upper city or the lower city.
But precisely because of this, after letting go of his own burden and no longer needing to protect the younger brothers who once followed him, Strangler was finally able to pursue his own path.
So starting from mid-December, Strangler left the furnace of pain and entered the Mountains of Madness after bidding farewell to his hometown.
He is no longer in pain or angry. However, the flames condensed by the pain and anger of the past can still be transformed into adjacent roads.
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And there are only three roads here...
He can choose to take the path of frustration, leading to rage or madness; or he can take the path of despair, leading to areas of reflection or depravity.
——Or it is to rebuild one's own pride after being tempered by madness, or it is to fall into the same madness as the end of the road of frustration.
The destination that Strangler wants to go to is a place that symbolizes pride and can trade its own arrogance for strength.
After months of being confused day and night, he finally woke up from the endless madness.
He did not succumb to madness, but came to his senses - and successfully entered the Kuasheng Gaoya from the end of the Crazy Mountains.
He completely burned out all his anger and turned it into a ruthless light that represented arrogance.
He is much weaker now than he was at his peak... He is much, much weaker than he was then.
Because the emotion of arrogance is not as suitable for fighting as fury. The spells emerging from this emotion will not be as dangerous, manic and deadly as anger. And more importantly, he gave up his own
school.
Before finding a new mentor, Strangled is now Master Yeluzi.
However, a blessing in disguise is a blessing in disguise.
After losing the boundless anger that always lingered in his heart, Strangler's character became a little calmer. Although a mind full of arrogance is also not suitable for thinking, at least he will not be like in the past because of passion.
The fight broke out out of nowhere.
On the contrary, that kind of pure pride without any inferiority complex breeds the light of compassion.
Today, his temper is much better than that of the bad guy with the spiritual power of Hollow Silence.
It's the bad guy... After the irrational mania of the past faded away, the feeling of emptiness lingering in his heart made him more and more irritable. However, the strong feeling of emptiness that he didn't care about anything and that nothing could satisfy him made him even more irritable.
His perspective on things has become extremely rational. Because he doesn't care about anything, it also makes his perspective wider and farther... Things that he could never see before can now be easily understood after calming down and paying attention.
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The bad guys also understood after that how naive and stupid they were before.
The bad guy in the past was actually cold-faced and kind-hearted. But now, although he seems to have a calm expression and no longer has a bad face, his heart has become indifferent... and he originally cared too much about everything.
I was deceived and teased by almost everyone.
Now that he has become silent, after losing his warmth, impatience, and short-sightedness, he has also gained the opposite ability.
If you want to say, the bad guy and strangulation have something in common...
That is, they are all in completely opposite situations to where they were a year ago.
If you told the bird in paradise, she would definitely not believe it - this tough guy lion with scars all over his body is actually only twenty-eight years old this year; but in the past, he always had a stinking face, as if he was the only one in the world.
The inferior person is actually only twenty-six years old.
In the words of Russell's educational paradise bird, it is: young people in their twenties can easily reshape their past outlook on life. It is not that they are too fickle, but that they have not yet been finalized.
Now, Russell still has a say about their combination.
