——It would be better if I could be a little stupider and a little slower.
At that moment, the inferior had hoped so.
If he couldn't capture the loneliness and helplessness that he could never ignore from the cry of the girl named "Kamalse"; if he didn't clearly realize that the girl in front of him was different from
If those men are two completely different people...
Now he can be free.
He could regard the girl in front of him as "Kamalse", laugh at Kamalse's current situation at will, and celebrate the death of his former enemy. He could even strangle the girl by the neck or press her on the bed.
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In that way, the inferior person will feel extremely happy. It will be the great revenge that he has endured for more than twenty years, and the meaning of his life will be complete... He will no longer be an inferior person, and he will no longer have to be an inferior person.
He no longer needs to bear this cursed and dirty name. He will no longer be the son of Kamalse. Twenty-eight years later, he can finally live as himself...
——If he could ignore the girl's sadness and pain.
But the weak can't do it.
Inexplicably, he was trapped in the prescribed "destiny", forced to have relatives that he would rather never have, had no friends at all, and was an outsider in any circle... Today's "Kamalser", and
The inferiors back then were in the same situation.
Rather than saying that she got the retribution of "Kamalse brought it upon herself", it would be better to say that she, like herself, was persecuted by the real Kamalse.
They are the same kind.
In this world, there may be only one of his kind.
But if the existence of the other party is acknowledged... it also means that the inferior person has accepted another thing.
That is, in this life, he will never have the chance to take revenge on that man. He recited the curse again and again in his heart, and finally hoarded it in the childhood he did not want to return to.
The inferior retracted his gaze from the window, lowered his head slightly, and took a serious look at the girl's face for the first time. As someone of his own kind, he had to at least remember the other person's face - although his memory was not bad,
But he never remembers the faces of unimportant people.
Because he has torn too many people apart.
I don't know how many people have burst into blood mist and burst their blood vessels in front of him. That is not a very happy death.
If your memory is too good... you will either degenerate into a devil who has no regard for human life, or you will fall into a nightmare when you wake up in the middle of the night.
The bad person neither wants to hurt others nor wrong himself. So he chooses to forget.
As he lowered his head, the huge antlers cast thick shadows like thorns. The faint crimson light in the room was like the intoxicating light seen through red wine. The girl's face showed a faint blush due to this.
Red... of course, it could also be that he was burned red by his own tears because of crying.
"Take it."
The bad guy hesitated for a moment, but still did not hand back the handkerchief that had wiped his mouth. Even if it was a self-cleaning handkerchief, there was no need to worry about dirt. But he still had the feeling of an indirect kiss.
So he folded the handkerchief and put it on his pillow. He took the silk pillowcase from the other pillow and gave it to the girl.
Kamalse II reached out and took the pillow towel. She was originally sitting on the edge of the bed, crying in the arms of the bad guy...and the bad guy just turned over and sat up from the bed.
If she had to turn around to face the inferior, it would be uncomfortable to twist her waist. So she simply kicked off her boots hard, then turned over on the bed and sat across from the inferior.
Afterwards, she wiped her face with a pillow towel. There was no trace of makeup. She was stunningly beautiful just without makeup... This was one of the reasons why she was chosen by the elf.
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"...I'm much better."
As she said that, she raised her face and tried her best to show a cheerful smile: "Thank you..."
Because she was a little afraid of the inferior's huge antlers, she even pulled her neck back a little as she spoke.
It was only at this moment that the inferior saw and remembered the girl's face clearly for the first time.
——At that moment, he realized where that sense of familiarity came from. The delicate and delicate appearance was closer to a "cute" style than beautiful or mature. The gentle and gentle eyebrows were clear.
His eyes were like black gems soaked in water.
She is almost identical to her mother.
No...objectively speaking, she is even more beautiful than her mother.
Because she has a childish appearance, and when her mother passed away, she was almost thirty years old. Her pregnancy made her cheeks slightly fatter, and her life in captivity also made her skin less soft and fair. But
That's really the same style.
He has the kind of appearance that a bad person cannot become a killer no matter what.
So the bad guy immediately understood - this was also part of Kamalse's plan.
If it was not Russell who killed him, but himself... then he would probably take the body of the girl in front of him and look for him with his iconic cold and devilish smile.
Fortunately, Russell broke the endless cycle of fate for himself.
Only then could he escape from this fear...and this innocent girl could keep her independent personality. She would not be sacrificed as a consumable in the battle between the bad guy and his father.
Just looking at her face and looking into her eyes, the bad guy felt like he couldn't take his eyes off her body.
"……May I have your name?"
The bad guy suddenly asked.
The girl felt a little confused for a moment.
She hesitated for a moment: "I am... Kamalse?"
"I mean, your original name..."
The bad guy asked seriously: "Not as Kamalse, but as myself... What is your name?"
"...That name has no meaning anymore."
The girl with long black hair felt a little lonely: "After carrying the name of Kamalse, my original life has ended. No one will call that name anymore, and my former family and friends have also left me.
...Even if I am not completely Kamalse, I am no longer the same person I used to be."
"——No. Meaningful."
The inferior said in a deep voice: "As long as someone calls something like a name, it has the meaning of existence.
"I don't want to be called Kamalse. It always reminds me of that man. Just thinking about it makes me feel disgusted and disgusted. But I know that this is not your fault... you are also a victim.
"If I feel even the slightest bit of resentment in my heart when I think of your name, it would be anger towards you. But I really can't forget everything that happened in the past immediately... so I plan to call you by another name.
"Whether it's your past name or not, please tell me another way to call you. If you don't want to reveal your past name, you can also give me a name here...or give me a code name, that's fine."
The inferior said seriously.
He is a very silent person. If he can do something, he will try not to speak. His anger is always stored in his heart, and his voice is weighted by silence. It is rare for a bad person to say such a long paragraph in one breath.
, and rarely explain their motives to others.
He talks so much now simply because he doesn't want girls to misunderstand his behavior.
And listening to the bad guy's words, the girl's eyes widened slightly.
For a moment, tears seemed to flow from his eyes again.
She was originally a crybaby. But now she did not willfully cry on the bad guy again... Even if she had taken off her shoes and went to bed, the bad guy would be tolerant and lend her a hug.
But she didn't do that. Because the knowledge and experience she now has can tell her that everything should have a degree... and don't repeatedly ask for sympathy and concern from others.
So she just picked up the pillow towel and wiped her eyes. Then, she hugged the pillow towel, lowered her head and fell into her own thoughts. The white silk blocked the lower half of her face, which made the bad people look into her eyes.
It's clearer.
Suddenly, he saw the girl's eyes suddenly raise.
"Let's s"
She put down the pillow cover, raised her head and looked at the bad guy: "I don't want to call you bad guy, or your name. Your real name is full of his malice towards you, and your code name is also derived from it.
That was a name given to you in order to trample on your dignity, and to allow others to curse and curse you as a matter of course... You also felt ridiculous about your fate, so you gave yourself such an unpleasant code name.
"You said... when you say 'Kamalser', it reminds you of that name; then if I call you a bad guy, it also means that you are also living in his shadow.
"So, do you have any other names? If not, let's give each other a name.
"As a new family member...a gift when you first meet!"
I actually have another name.
The inferior thinks.
When he was working for the "Godfather" in the lower city, he also had a vest called "Silent". This was the name he used specifically to kill people... Although his newly acquired psychic powers lacked much offensiveness, if used for
Assassination, the threat has increased a lot - his original spiritual power is too powerful, so that he cannot use it normally.
And the new psychic ability that can eliminate all the sounds made by oneself, or completely isolate the sounds in an area... coupled with the spell of the deer head statue to teleport at will, makes "Silent" a very threatening name.
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In the past six months, those big shots who have done evil things are afraid of this name. Just like what he did half a year ago when he was taken by his godfather to scare the "Emperor" when he first became silent. Just quietly.
Smoothly place the token in the blind spot of the other party's field of vision - this will shock the other party when they turn around and come back unconsciously.
On the contrary, the name "Inferior" is something that only some of his past acquaintances still call him. Although it originally had a self-deprecating self-deprecation, now it has lost this semantic meaning.
But for some reason, the bad guy didn't want to tell the girl the name "Silent".
It’s not that I want to hide my identity…
But in his heart, he was inexplicably impatient.
He still remembered where this emotion came from -
When he first joined the Special Operations Department, the director was not yet Delphinium.
Because the inferior had never written before, the old minister squatted beside him, held his hand with his big hands, and patiently taught him how to write his name stroke by stroke.
At that time, when he saw the beautiful and smooth cursive characters flowing out of his pen, he also felt this impatience...like a new life.
If he didn't want to maintain his image, he would even want to shake his legs in excitement.
But after calming down, he realized another problem——
——He never went to school.
When he was a child, his entertainment was to slaughter demons. When he was a little older, he would go to the lower city with a gun and massacre uncoded people. When he was older, after he learned to smoke, he started to crush their heads with a lighter. When he extinguished the flames,
At the same time, he also extinguished the fire of life of his enemies.
He has never done anything extraordinary in his life. He either killed people, knocked people unconscious, or captured people alive.
He hasn't even read the book.
Because his heart could never calm down, it was always restless and hot, which was completely opposite to his calm and cold face.
But at this time, the bad guy regretted it for the first time...
He couldn't even think of a nice name or code name.
He looked at the girl silently, almost as if he was angry. But he just felt embarrassed, so he opened his mouth and then closed it again.
The bad guy is a little worried that he will let the girl misunderstand his attitude.
But what he didn't expect was that...she knew him better than he did.
"You can't remember, right?"
She whispered caringly and considerately: "Then let me tell you first...how about the name I gave you?"
In memory, he is his father, claiming to be his mother, and from the perspective of being persecuted by that man, he is his sister... The girl understands everything about the inferior man's life, and understands everything about him better than he himself.
Seeing that the inferior person remained silent, she was not worried at all that the inferior person was angry or unwilling.
So she thought for a moment and gave a new name.
"Just call it [Wolf Words]...how about it?"
"You want Kamalse to hear your angry cry. But now he is no longer in this world... Your desperate cry is like the howl of a wolf on the prairie when it looks at the moon. Although you have never seen it
I have never seen a wolf before, and I have never seen a grassland, but you are undoubtedly a lone wolf who has strayed from the pack.
"Now that you have regained your voice, you have also lost your enemy. The wolf no longer needs to howl in pain and anger... I hope that you can regain your mind, become a human, and speak human words. Even if your body is
You become a werewolf and you can never change back. But at least you have to have a human soul."
She said focused and seriously: "This is my blessing to you..."
Presumably the idea of "renaming herself" was not just born. She had wanted to do this for a long time.
As a mother, give your son a name.
A name full of blessings, not curses. As a way to make up for his past life... even though this kind of making up itself is meaningless.
The inferior ones have always been indifferent.
Even if he was called Shabi, a bad person, and kept silent, he would just accept it calmly. In his life, there were many more painful experiences than this.
and……
Lang Yan, keep silent. It sounds pretty good. It's like a mirror image.
As for mirroring...
"Just call her Lothar."
The bad guy suddenly said.
"...turn it upside down."
The girl immediately realized what the inferior thought.
If CAMAYSAR is reversed, it is "RASYAMAC". The suffix sounds too much like a man, so only the first half is retained.
For those with little education, being able to remember how to spell that man's name is a sign of his hatred.
"Then in front of you, I will call you Lothar."
Lothar smiled and said: "First meeting, Lang Yan.
"...For the sake of our naming each other, can you call me mom?"
He looked at the girl's wet, deer-like eyes looking eagerly at him.
The inferior turned his head awkwardly and whispered: "Let's talk about it later."
"Hmm...but I really want to hear it." The girl soon became lively again.
"……Mother."
"What did you say?"
"No, it's nothing."
"I heard it."
"You heard wrong."
The inferior responded coldly.
Two chapters in one, here you go!
I would like to recommend the book written by a book friend, "Death: The Destined Death". It is said that it will be on the shelves tomorrow~
