Chapter 388 The pounding feeling came to my heart again
Author: Wen Dao Shouyu
Chapter 388 The pounding feeling came to my heart again
One year later.
The same place where we last had dinner, Karasawa Makoto once again asked Satomi to meet.
This time, Karasawa Makoto arrived half an hour early and ordered the menu.
While ordering, she remembered the phone call she made to Satomi.
She was probably really angry, there was a lot of resentment in Satomi's words,
"If you don't go, don't go. You said you won't contact me for a year, but you really won't contact me? You won't answer the phone or reply to the text messages. You are really cruel."
After a year of settling down, Karasawa Makoto has developed a lot of patience, "Everything happens for a reason. I'll tell you when you get here."
"Don't listen, don't listen!" On the other end of the phone, Satomi seemed to be about to press the hang up button.
"That's it,"
Makoto Karasawa sighed with regret, "I specially prepared a set of limited edition commemorative albums for the 10th anniversary of Lito Love Story. It has the signatures of every actor and my signature. I planned to give it away.
It’s for a loyal fan named Satomi, what a pity..."
As she spoke, she deliberately flipped through the picture album.
"Wait a minute,"
Satomi hurriedly asked: "Where have you booked the dinner place?"
"Still the same place."
"I didn't go to the appointment because of that album," Rimi said, "I wanted to seriously criticize your bad behavior over the past year!"
…
“Wow, it’s really a precious picture album with a national limit of 100 copies!”
In the beautifully decorated high-end club, Satomi's eyes were shining as she hugged the album and refused to let go, "I can't like it anymore!"
Karasawa Makoto said: "How about it, I only have this last book left in my hand."
"Tell me," Satomi's eyes rolled, "How do you want me to help you?"
Karasawa Makoto looked at her in surprise.
Satomi smiled and said: "You arrived early, prepared carefully, and bribed me with a lot of money. Combined with the content of our last conversation, I guess you finally made your mind clear, and then came to me for help."
Makoto Karasawa: "It's considered compensation, not bribery - but the second half of what you said is correct."
"I'm surprised," Rimi said, "You actually thought about this for a whole year?"
"That time,"
Karasawa Makoto was quite emotional: "I really thought that my feelings for Gu Xingjun were an illusion due to the suspension bridge effect, so after much thought, I decided to give myself a year to put this relationship aside temporarily."
"One year?"
Satomi was speechless: "In today's fast-paced era, one year is too long, right? Aren't you afraid that by the time you think it through, Lord Gu Xing will already have a relationship with another girl?"
"He won't,"
Karasawa Makoto said firmly: "Although we have only known each other for a short time, I can tell that Gu Xingjun, like me, is extremely cautious in relationships. Otherwise, there are so many girls in the Lidu Police Headquarters who like him, and he should have ended his single life long ago.
.”
"What if?"
"That means we are not destined to be together," Karasawa Makoto said, "If Gu Xingjun is with someone, I will never get involved - but I believe that he will definitely wait until I come."
"You are really confident," Satomi said, "but you two are really extreme conservatives in terms of relationships... By the way, what's the result after you waited for a year? Did you find that you still like my adults very much?
.”
"No,"
Karasawa Makoto said: "On the contrary, I have been focusing on filming this year. I have been so busy that I almost never thought about Gu Xingjun."
Satomi: "Doesn't this prove that your feelings for my adults are the suspension bridge effect?"
"Yes," Karasawa Makoto said: "At first, I thought so too. So, some time ago, I recalled the scene I had longed for with Gu Xingjun, and I suddenly felt that it was so strange, and it seemed that it was no longer the same as before.
It feels so exciting.”
Satomi: "So, you came to me today just to tell me that you have no feelings for my family anymore?"
"Listen to what I have to say,"
Karasawa Makoto said: "In fact, I underestimated my thoughts about Gu Xingjun. Not long ago, due to an accident - a weird incident suddenly occurred at a brand event I participated in. Gu Xingjun was ordered to come, and I
I met him again. In other words, I hid in a corner and saw him, but he didn't notice me."
"I'm his assistant, why don't I know this?"
"It must have been an accident. Gu Xingjun was also sent here temporarily. You should blame him for not reporting to you afterwards."
"Okay, how did you feel after meeting?"
"I discovered that imagining Gu Xingjun's appearance in my mind and actually meeting him are completely different concepts.
When I imagined him, he was just a fragment, a memory, a blur of images and pictures. But meeting him in real life was too scary. His voice, his expression, his dress, his careless every move,
The impact was indescribable... To be honest, after seeing Gu Xingjun again, the feeling I had for him flooded into my heart again.
No, to be precise, it was much more violent than before. It felt like a scourge rushing toward me. I hid in the corner and secretly glanced at Gu Xingjun. I felt that my whole body was hot, my head was dizzy, and my heart was beating wildly.
Once his eyes show signs of turning towards me, I will immediately shrink behind the wall. Otherwise, I feel that my body will melt under his eyes - I haven't seen him for a year, this is not like
, what else could it be?”
Satomi said with emotion: "To be liked like this by Makoto Karasawa, the collective idol of national men - my family is really lucky. Tell me, what do you need me to do?"
Karasawa Makoto said: "I want to ask you to be my spy beside Gu Xingjun."
"Oh~"
Satomi was instantly excited, "I understand! This is totally fine... However, I'm a little curious. Your current state is really strange. You obviously like my elder very much, and you are still his only idol in the entertainment industry. Why not
How about just hitting the ball straight and confessing to him?"
Karasawa Makoto picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, "Because I really want to be with him."
Satomi: "I don't understand..."
"You have to understand - confession is an oath of victory, not a clarion call for charge,"
Karasawa Makoto smiled and said:
"A man like Gu Xingjun may appear to be gentle, gentle, and easy to talk to, but his inner thoughts are actually very firm. Moreover, he probably hides some unknown secrets and burdens in his heart, so he turns to the Lidu Police Headquarters.
The girls who pursue him are indifferent.
He regards me as an idol in the arts, but he will never have a favorable impression of my rash actions and direct confessions just because of this. On the contrary, it is very likely that it will backfire and make him feel disgusted.
I once carefully analyzed Gu Xingjun’s micro-expressions when he and I were getting along——
In fact, when we first came into contact, Gu Xingjun had a good impression of me, which could be seen from the way he looked at me in his Nara apartment.
But after the ogre incident, every time I tried to get close to him, I could feel a very obvious sense of resistance exuding from him.
Therefore, after careful consideration, I decided that Gu Xingjun can only be outwitted and never attack by force."
"I see,"
Satomi felt that she really had to re-examine the national actress in front of her, "But don't you think it's boring to be in love and engage in all these schemings? If we really like each other and are suitable for each other, why can't we be more sincere and happy?
?”
"Because sincerity and happiness cannot be used as excuses for failure,"
Karasawa Makoto looked out the window,
“The more you like someone, the more carefully you should treat them and the more effective strategies you should pay attention to.
If the person you like likes straight shots, then you play straight shots. If the person you like likes a long tug-of-war, then you play a long tug-of-war.
In short, if you really like him, you should find ways to get close to him, use all your logic and scheming to reason about the possibility of dating, and crack the code lock of love - confess to him recklessly, then fail, and then pitifully say to yourself that there is no way, he can't
Liking me is just a bad excuse made by an emotional weakling for being too lazy to use his brain and retreating from difficulties."
Satomi was greatly shocked, "Listening to your words is better than ten years of reading - what are you going to do next?"