The two sat opposite each other, silent for a long time.
"So, from now on, when I die in reality, I will really die, and there will be no chance to look back, right?" Shi Ying struggled to clear up the chaotic thoughts in his mind, and asked this question one after another.
talk.
"Yes, you can think of it as a trial. There is novice protection in the early stage, but not later." Qinghan's tone was calm, as if he was saying that the weather today is good.
Shi Ying only felt a huge sense of absurdity. Did she get a permission to die after working hard through eight dungeons?
What does she say now? "Thank you for allowing me not to be born again and giving me my birthright"?
Or "I can finally die, and I will die now to cheer everyone up"? It's really outrageous, outrageous.
"You, why?" Shi Ying looked at Qinghan opposite and squeezed out these words from her throat.
Silence, the silence in the air is extremely depressing.
Qinghan looked back without hesitation and said calmly: "It's not me, I'm just a tool of your destiny. Before, I could protect you and take you back. But after that, it depends on you how the road will turn out.
On your own."
Does Shi Ying believe in fate? She should believe in it after experiencing the dungeon, but in Shi Ying's understanding, "faith" and "fate" and "faith in fate" are three very complicated things.
If everyone's destiny is arranged, then whether she believes it or not, it is all destiny set in advance. She may think that she is "not", but how does she know whether this "not" is also written
part of the script.
She felt like she was trapped in philosophical debate, and like she had met Schrödinger's cat. She was in a superposition of "belief in fate" and "disbelief in fate."
Incorrect.
In this situation, she wanted to choose not to believe it, but it seemed like she had no choice.
Shi Ying took a deep breath, put aside the chaotic thoughts in her mind, looked at Qinghan again and asked, "Why me?"
Why her, why she was selected to enter the dungeon, why she had to go through this, what is her speciality compared to others...
Shi Ying asked a difficult question, but Qinghan answered very easily: "Because it's you."
His ending was even a little longer, as if he was taking it for granted or sighing.
Shi Ying was a little speechless and a little at a loss.
She closed her eyes and asked the most important question of the day: "Can I refuse?"
This kind of dungeon that was out of her control, triggered extremely randomly, and had a time difference from reality always made her feel deeply worried. She had already stumbled on it before and died once, and she didn't want to be killed again and again.
This setup is a copy pit.
If she did it again, she wouldn't even have a chance to survive.
She still has to go to work without security. Does this umbrella think she is stupid and easy to fool? He tried to deceive a long-term free worker by throwing out a trial version that is different from others. He also canceled employee security and called it "trial".
Cancel novice protection in the later stage of training."
Qinghan was obviously stunned when he heard this, and stayed there for more than a minute as if he didn't react. Then he frowned and looked at Shi Ying and asked, "Why?"
After Shi Ying asked this question, she felt that most of the burden on her heart had been lifted, and she seemed to be more comfortable when trying to pull Qinghan: "I think this is too hard, very tiring, and I don't like it. So, can I refuse?
?”
Qinghan frowned, seeming to be considering countermeasures.
Shi Ying continued: "I was never voluntary from the beginning. You brought me danger, and you used time to go back and save me again and again. Do you think it's okay as long as I live?"
"I can enter the dungeon while I'm alive, and get a souvenir of the dungeon for you. In this process, you gain energy, but what do I get, work experience?"
Qinghan opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by Shi Ying. She made a gesture not to interrupt her speech and continued:
"We were not equal from the beginning. You forcibly intervened in my life, which changed the trajectory of my life drastically. My mentality also became different because of your existence."
"Do you think that your time-traveling is protecting me from the wind and rain? Then have you considered that you brought all the wind and rain, and I shouldn't have to bear it."
"I'm just an ordinary person. No matter what your purpose is, you shouldn't involve ordinary people who have nothing to do with it, right?"
"So, can you let me return to my original stable life track? Find another suitable person, but don't treat him like you treat me. Not everyone can be PUAd by you."
Qinghan thought she wanted a reward, and his expression became a little more relaxed, and he said: "You have now completed the novice stage and passed the test. Every dungeon in the future will be rewarded accordingly, and you will not be allowed to work in vain."
Shi Ying almost laughed out loud at this person's indifferent attitude, but adhering to the principle of getting together and leaving easily, she still shook her head and simply explained: "That's not what I meant. I just simply don't want to continue.
It has nothing to do with whether I am paid or not. I want to rest and return to my ordinary life path as an ordinary person."
Shi Ying said what she had been thinking for a long time and felt much happier. She changed to a more comfortable position and sat down, waiting for Qing Han's reply.
After Qinghan listened to Shi Ying's words, he closed his eyes and thought for a long time. After a long time, Shi Ying changed his posture again, and then he slowly said: "I will give you the answer tomorrow, okay?"
Shi Ying nodded, of course, as long as she could get rid of the umbrella, get rid of the copy, get rid of these things that made her deviate from her normal life, and just wait for one night, there was nothing wrong with it.
Although she was in a hurry, she couldn't wait even a day.
Qinghan no longer struggled with Shi Ying, but changed back to his original form.
Shi Ying also got up and went downstairs, preparing to go to the beach to enjoy the breeze.
It was like a new resignation, she thought as she looked at the calm sea level on the beach. By the way, after submitting her resignation, she reviewed all her experiences since she was forced to join the job.
From the day she took the umbrella to today, only twenty days have passed in the real world, and in these twenty days, she died six times, worked seven jobs, experienced eight dungeons, and earned nine dollars for the umbrella.
Pendant.
Now that she thought about her first death on the subway, she actually became a little calmer.
Experience can indeed make people grow. In just twenty days, Shi Ying felt that she had changed too much compared to before.
She used to think that work was boring and meaningless. But now, she found that she had such thoughts because she was trapped in one kind of life before.
One benefit of the dungeon is that it gives her the opportunity to experience different professions, face different people, and do different things.
Although those jobs may not exist in reality, and she may never be exposed to such jobs under her own conditions, the experience itself is a kind of wealth.
Even though there are such benefits, Shi Ying still hopes to stabilize and settle down in her heart.
With backing up from the past, she thought there would always be a chance to do it again.
But now death is death.
It is true that she has been able to accept the death arranged by fate, but she does not want her efforts to be in vain. She can feel that there will be more complex copies and more extreme situations in the future, but she does not want to rush forward.
If working in a dungeon is a job, her previous experience is enough for her, and the subsequent dungeons will only be more dangerous. Although there will be corresponding rewards, she wants to rest.
Maybe this will be a good opportunity for others, and what will happen in the future, but she is quite satisfied with her current life, and her biggest hope for the future is to maintain the status quo. Instead, the appearance of the umbrella disturbed her.
Life with a copy is very interesting. She has experienced it and that's all.
The next morning, when Shi Ying got up, she didn't see the umbrella. She walked around the room twice, looking inside and outside, but couldn't find it.
The disappearance of the umbrella made Shiying afraid to go out, fearing that it would come back suddenly and not find her, which would delay its reply to him.
After being bored in the room for a whole day, Qinghan finally appeared in the room in the evening, in human form.
When he saw it, he lingered and waited. His words went directly to the topic without any hesitation:
"If you really don't want to, I can leave."
Shi Ying was still waiting for his next words, but after a minute he didn't see the other person speaking, so she blinked: "That's it?"
Qinghan nodded: "The melon that is forced is not sweet."
Shiying OS: You used to be very forceful, but now you know it’s not sweet anymore.
He complained in his heart, but nodded seriously on the outside: "Then what should I do next? Can you leave by yourself?"
Qinghan shook his head: "I can leave by myself, but if you can, please return me to your father."
Shi Ying didn't expect that the way to send Buddha to Buddha was so simple. She didn't need to hesitate at all and agreed immediately.
…
Shi Ying feels that this matter should be done sooner rather than later, otherwise things will change if it is too late.
She directly bought her flight ticket for tonight without saying hello to anyone, and the next morning she showed up downstairs at Shi's father's company.
After handing the umbrella box to Shi's father, Shi Ying felt relaxed. Although she had left the island now, she really felt like she was on vacation.
She had imagined many things to do after delivering the umbrella on the road, but when it came to this moment, she just wanted to go home and take a nap. She didn’t have to worry about entering the dungeon on the way or entering the dungeon in her sleep. She was serious about it.
Yes, simply take a nap.
She turned around and took a taxi. The taxi slowly flowed towards Shi Ying's home in the afternoon rush hour traffic. It was also raining lightly today. It was a bit like the day when she took an umbrella home, but the driver didn't know how to praise her when getting in the car.
Her umbrella is pretty.
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This book is finished.
Thanks to my friends who can see this.
I'm very sorry, but due to poor grades, this book can only be written here.
Maybe there will be a chance to revise this book, make it longer, and finish it in the future, but that will happen in the future, I hope there will be such a day.
I will sum up my experience, learn lessons, and try to write better next time.
