I stood at the door and listened to Chen Shu for a long time. I don’t know why, but I thought about my emotions during my eight-plus years as a police officer.
On that day eight years ago, Pu Shu, who was about the same age as he is now, devoted himself to public security work with a supreme sense of mission and unprecedented enthusiasm.
But reality is often different from imagination. Every day in the police station, there are a lot of chicken feathers and grievances. Yes, it is grievances. Who would have thought that as a country's powerful and violent department, an individual can come to the door, point at the nose and curse a few words
.
Especially the public satisfaction feedback launched by the bureau.
Those people who were involved in gambling, whoring, and fighting were sent to a cage by the police for a few days. Then they were asked later if they were satisfied with the service. Can they be satisfied?
They will say, oh, okay, free food and free living, that’s really good!
is it possible?
Then I had to deal with all kinds of religions every day, and I basically saw the dark side of society, and I felt a little numb when it came to things that crossed the bottom line. As I was transferred to the security team, and the number of case files piled up, the enthusiasm in my heart gradually faded away. It is said that drinking ice for ten years can't cool the hot blood.
Chen Shu didn't know how he had gotten through these years.
The police are very hard and tired. Police are also human beings with families and needs.
need?
need.
"Brother Chuan, Yan Song, thank you. I have thought clearly, and I will stay. I will make everyone take a good look at me in the competition at the end of the month, and I will make it in the social recruitment examination next year!"
Pu Shu's calm voice gradually became excited and grateful.
Chen Shu took a deep breath. He was nearly thirty years old and felt that he should go in and say something. It was not a teaching or advice as a senior. It was just the emotions of some people who had experienced it and a basin of cold water.
He stood up straight, turned around and knocked on the door that Chen Chuan had opened before, walked into the house in a few steps, glanced around, and showed a solemn expression: "Pu Shu, you have to think clearly whether you really want to stay.
This road is not as simple as you think."
After a pause, he continued: "Police, it requires blood and honor, not just a little impulse."
Pu Shu didn't know how to answer, so he just shook his head subconsciously and retorted: "Team Chen, I'm not impulsive. Do you think it's difficult for me to achieve some results..."
Chen Shu knew what he had said before, coughed, and then said seriously: "Pu Shu, as a new member of the commando team, you have used your strength to prove the basic qualities of a commando team. As a co-op,
The honor you get is limited, and what you have to give is everything you have, including your family, your life, and your most important future.
"I know that you are full of yearning for SWAT and commandos, but this yearning cannot last long in reality. Then you will know that there is a big gap between yearning and reality. If you want to stay
Next, in addition to being loyal and brave, you must also be mentally prepared to withstand the huge gap between your aspirations and reality, such as pressure from your family.
"In your future SWAT career, you may also face a real life and death test, and you will die. Then you think about your elderly parents, your future lonely wife and helpless children. And the heroes you can get
The sense of accomplishment often only occurs in a certain moment. Of course, I think it would be better if this sense of accomplishment did not occur.
"Then the relatively boring daily duties, patrols, training, and overtime work will also fill your work. You have enthusiasm, yearning, and ideals now, but as time goes by, they will all be worn away. Believe me, there will be nothing but chicken feathers on the ground.
And some insignificant cheap memories, the unit will not leave you anything."
Chen Chuan and Yan Song, who were standing nearby, were completely stunned. Originally, they thought that Chen Shu's appearance would successfully stop the incident of Pu Shu's resignation, and then everyone would return to their normal training and work.
Unexpectedly, Chen Shu's words when he entered the room were like a basin of extremely cold water that instantly extinguished the fire of hope called the police dream that the two of them had finally helped raise for Pushu.
However, Pu Shu's reaction was somewhat beyond their expectations. He went from being shocked and at a loss at first to slowly becoming calm and thoughtful.
Chen Shu took a deep breath and looked at the two young people standing in front of him one by one: "Pu Shu, Yan Song, you must remember that no one can make your own decisions for you, including your parents, your friends, you
As leaders, you have to think carefully about everything yourself.
"You only have this lifetime to live. Are you really ready? Are you really willing to dedicate your youth to the people's public security cause?"
In Chen Chuan's eyes, Chen Shu's words were more like questioning his own soul.
Is he really ready?
At this moment, Chen Chuan suddenly missed his young self ten years ago. If there had been such a leader standing in front of him at that time, he would have agreed with a loud voice and without hesitation.
Just like these two confused young men today.
Chen Chuan smiled, and sure enough, he heard a resonant answer.
"Ready at all the time!"
.......
Ten p.m.
Chen Shu and Chen Chuan came to the "Old Couple's BBQ" that they had not seen for a long time. As usual, they picked up a small round table outside the store and sat down.
A grilled fish, a grilled eggplant, and a pair of pepper-sprinkled lamb skewers.
"Boss, please bring some bottles of beer, some cold ones." Chen Shu greeted into the store.
"Okay! Come right away!"
"Hey, you actually took the initiative to order a drink?" Chen Chuan was a little surprised, then turned around and shouted into the room, "Have a half box of Budweiser."
"So many calls?" Chen Shu, who originally just wanted to have a drink, didn't expect Chen Chuan to go too far with his cooperation.
"It's rare that you want to drink. There aren't many opportunities. I don't want to drink you to death." Chen Chuan joked.
"You can't finish drinking so much, can you?"
"Haha, I've finished my drink. By the way, what's wrong with you? You suddenly want to drink. I think there's something wrong."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Well, it's okay, I just want to drink a little."
At this time, the rich boss came over with a full box of beer and put it on the table. He said cheerfully: "Officer Chen, I haven't seen you here for a long time. The neighbors thought that you would look down on us after you became a high official!"
"
Chen Shu raised his head and smiled at him: "No way. I'm just busy with work and haven't been able to find time. You see, I'll come to your place to taste the old taste as soon as I have free time today."
After the boss opened two bottles for Chen Shu and others and placed them on the table, he opened another bottle and raised it himself: "Officer Chen, I give you a bottle!"
After saying that, he raised his head, Gulu Gulu fucked him upside down, and dropped the wine bottle on the ground. The boss burped, wiped his mouth with beer foam, and laughed and said: "Officer Chen, I did it, you
random."
Chen Shu had no choice but to smile and helplessly drink a bottle in return.
But the boss was also sensible. When he saw Chen Shu swallowing a few mouthfuls, he smiled and turned around and returned to the store.
Chen Shu put down the equally empty wine bottle and looked calmly at the boss's leaving figure: "Chen Chuan, what do you think we are policemen for?"
Chen Chuan reached out and took out a mutton skewer from the iron plate, and said while eating: "Didn't you and those two little guys have a clear understanding of the situation this morning? Why are you asking about me now? We are running away
If it’s three, don’t fix these frivolous things.”
Chen Shu said: "When we were young, we thought that being a police officer must be a battle of wits and courage with gangsters, and that we were powerful. In fact, we had endless arguments with a group of difficult uncles and aunts every day."
"Oh, Shu, don't mention these boring words. Didn't you get transferred from the police station? Why are you complaining?"
"Well, I'm not complaining."
"Then why are you competing with yourself? Didn't you say it well this morning? What our police need is blood and honor!" Chen Chuan took a mouthful of leeks and imitated Chen Shu's serious expression in the morning word by word.
The words were spat out in a straight and round tone.
Not to mention, it’s quite stylish.
After saying that, Chen Chuan made a face, took out a mutton skewer from the iron plate and handed it to Chen Shu: "But having said that, it's easy to understand the passion. Young people all like this. It's just this honor, what's the use?"
I can’t tell that you are so good at showing off."
Chen Shu was silent for a few seconds, then turned to look at the proprietress who was bringing a plate of dishes, and said with a smile: "Madam proprietress, if I remember correctly, our dishes should have been served."
"Yes, it's all here." The landlady responded with a smile.
She walked to the table, bent down and placed a plate of freshly fried bacon on the small round table, and said: "Officer Chen, I know you don't like discounts, so every time I want to give you a discount, you end up giving me more."
We have money, so I will send you a plate of vegetables. This is a pig we raised in our hometown, weighing more than 400 kilograms. We just killed it a few days ago and marinated it for delivery. It is very fresh!"
After saying that, fearing that Chen Shu would refuse, the proprietress who put down the bacon turned around and walked quickly back to the shop. Before entering the door, she quietly looked back for a few times.
Chen Shu smiled and raised his chopsticks and generously picked out two pieces of meat for Chen Chuan and himself. After chewing a few bites, he felt that the meat was indeed much more fragrant than the pork bought at the market.
His tone was calm and slightly complacent: "This is my honor."