But even after drinking the soothing soup, Shu Yao couldn't fall asleep while lying on the couch. The fear of the day really made her uneasy, and the warm embrace made her couldn't help but think about it. She reached out and touched her face and cheeks.
Sure enough, she was hot. If anyone saw her at this time, they would definitely find her face flushed with embarrassment.
When she thought of that person, there was a little deer jumping in her heart, and the faint sweetness was overwhelming. Before she had time to savor it, a strong uneasiness arose in her heart, a more frightening thought.
It became clearer and clearer. She suddenly realized that her feelings for Shen Junzhuo had begun to change at some point, from fear at the beginning, to unreasonable trust later, and now to the affection that is hidden deep in her heart.
It turns out that for a long time, this was the reason for the faint joy in her heart when she saw him, the reason for being at a loss, and the reason for those flushed faces. How could she be like this! How could she be like this! How could she face this affection?
? She kept calling him "Uncle Ninth", how could she regard him as an elder? She suddenly felt a little ashamed that she was such a shameless person!
And he is a high-ranking minister in the court, a loyal minister and good general in the official family. He is like a standing bamboo or a majestic mountain. In her eyes, he is not cruel or tyrannical, but just kind.
Gentle and elegant, he was so perfect, how could she bear to let herself destroy his perfection?
Shu Yao felt as if a huge boulder was pressing on her heart, dragging her down little by little. The more she thought about it, the more discouraged she felt. Her whole body felt like it was freezing cold, and her heart felt like a knife had been inserted.
, it was still a dull blade, cutting at her heart bit by bit, until the heart was cut into bloody pieces, changed beyond recognition, and shattered into pieces.
After such a hazy night, Shu Yao felt a headache when she woke up in the morning. She touched her forehead and found it was hot. She sat up, suddenly felt dizzy, and lay down again.
Mother Liu and others heard the commotion, came over to take a look, and were so frightened that they wanted to ask the doctor. Shu Yao wanted to stop it, but then thought it would be better to spread some commotion, so that she would not have to find reasons not to leave Yulan Courtyard. In fact, she
After feeling the pulse, it turned out that wind-cold evil energy had entered the body, which would probably cause a fever for a while. I was not in a hurry, so I let Liu's mother take care of it.
When everyone had dispersed, she lay on the couch alone, thinking carefully about those feelings that were not dreams but felt confused. The painful feeling came up again, and she couldn't help but shed tears from the corners of her eyes.
Xing Qinglei, what should I do, what should I do? Teach her how to face him in the future?
She was recuperating in Yulan Courtyard and had not gone out all day. The news reached Gantang Courtyard early in the morning. Mrs. Yu sent Mother Liang to see her and brought a large bag of medicinal materials. There were actually two fifty-year-old herbs in it.
The old ginseng. Shu Yao struggled to get up, even saying that she couldn't use it. Wouldn't it be a waste to give such a good thing to a young person like her?
Mother Liang shook her head with a smile and said:
"There's no need to waste anything. It's the old lady's wish that I give it to you. Just keep it."
Shu Yao had no choice but to accept it. She also asked Mother Liu to take out the knickknacks she bought from the street yesterday, picked out the relatively exquisite ones, and gave them to Mother Liang to bring to Mrs. Yu.
Mother Liang saw that Shu Yao's complexion was really bad, so she didn't want to disturb her, so she left after staying for a short time. Shu Yao was groggy and didn't even eat well all day, but in the evening her fever was even higher, and her whole body
The pain was so severe that I couldn't even wake up.
Shuya asked people to go out and invite the doctor again. After changing the prescription, Shuyao felt a little better. When she woke up, she smiled at them and said:
"As expected, it is not self-healing. I was thinking about how to prescribe the prescription in my dream, and I was still anxious, but I couldn't write a word!"
Shu Ya felt so sorry for her that she shed tears in pain, but Shu Yao knew that she must not have a good rest all day long, and was afraid that she was not in a good condition to be pregnant, and what if something went wrong would be terrible, so she repeatedly said that she was fine,
After persuading her to go back and rest, Shu Ya returned to her room.