After hearing this, Shu Yao's heart tightened. If he wanted to kiss her, he would have his own wife. By then, he would have completely forgotten her, right? Just thinking about it made her heart ache.
Unable to bear it, her nose became sore and her eyes became moist. Fortunately, it was night and the lights were turned off, so Shuya couldn't see her.
She tried hard to keep herself calm, coughed slightly, adjusted her voice, and then said:
"Did the old lady tell you which girl you like?"
Shu Ya said:
"That's the fifth lady from Uncle Zhongwei's house, the one who will be your compliment today. You have also met her. This fifth lady has outstanding appearance. Although she is a bit too tall, Uncle Jiu is a tall person. If
They must be a perfect match when they stand together. The most important thing is that the old lady said that the fifth lady has a gentle temperament, is knowledgeable about books and etiquette, and she has learned how to manage the house with Mrs. Zhong Weibo early. If she can succeed, she can take care of things as soon as she enters the house.
He took over all the affairs of the house and took care of them, which relieved some of the burden from Uncle Ninth, making him a good wife. The old lady had long been optimistic about the Fifth Miss. She met Mrs. Zhongwei Bo a few days ago and explored the matter.
After testing the other party's tone, it was rare that the other party did not feel that Uncle Jiu was a scary person, and agreed to let Miss Fifth and Uncle Nine get together first."
Shu Yao listened and felt that the words were harsh. The person he was dating was so good. She had won the love of her mother-in-law before she even entered the door. She would definitely win his favor. According to Mrs. Yu's current anxious look, it won't take long.
It is estimated that after completing the three books and six rituals, he will start his new life, a life without her...
The more she thought about it, her heart felt as if ten thousand silver needles were being pierced densely. Her whole body shrank into a ball in pain, and tears were flowing from the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't wipe them away no matter how hard she tried.
Not daring to let Shuya notice anything strange about her, she just pretended to be uninterested and said:
"I'm a little tired and sleepy today. Let's go to sleep."
Shu Ya didn't doubt his presence, and felt that it was getting late, so she stopped talking.
After a while, Shu Yao heard even shallow breathing next to her, and knew that Shu Ya had fallen asleep. She turned over, curled up into a ball, hugged her arms tightly with both hands, and buried her head in the crook of her elbows.
Let the tears flow freely. The sadness spread from the bottom of her heart to her whole body, making her whole body tremble uncontrollably.
In this case, why do you need to know him? Why do you need to meet him? She thought of the first time she saw him. If she had always been so afraid of him, she might not have reached this point today! But, but... her heart hurts so much,
We can't go back to the past! In the future, when she returns to Yongzhou and he stays in the capital, she will comb herself at home, and he can continue his normal life...
It's best this way. No one will destroy the ethics of the society, and no one will make her sister unable to live with herself. No one will be disadvantageous to him in the court because of this - officials should pay more attention to their official reputation. Her father is the court official, so naturally she
He also understands this behavior. He will not be questioned in court or pointed out behind his back. He has a brilliant future and must not ruin it because of her.
She enlightened herself sentence by sentence, and each sentence stabbed her heart. She could understand the truth, but the pain in her heart could not deceive herself. The tears wet her pajamas, and through the pajamas, her whole arm was wet.
Even she herself couldn't figure out why there were so many tears. Could she have shed all the tears in her life in these days?
It doesn’t matter if it’s all gone, it would be a good thing if the mind can be as calm as water in the future and no longer hurt like this...