There is a peaceful atmosphere in the temple, which can cleanse people's soul. Shu Yao sat on the stone bench, holding her chin, feeling that her mind was calm at this moment, and the pain just now also faded away.
No wonder some people can find salvation after converting to Buddhism. They must have been here for a long time and can really be free from desires and look down on the world of mortals. Looking at the clouds and mist in the sky, rolling and relaxing, without thinking about anything, it can really forget the worries and sorrows. But she
She knew that peace was only temporary. After leaving here, she was still in pain. Could she really twist her hair and become a sister-in-law?
She smiled miserably in her heart, let alone becoming a sister-in-law, even thinking about combing herself would be a struggle. She was only fifteen years old, but she felt so old in her heart, as if she had gone through all the vicissitudes of life.
She sighed softly. She really shouldn't have come to the capital. Now she has caused a lot of emotional damage. Even if she goes back, it will be difficult to heal. Thinking about how long life is and how slow the days are, how can she still have life without him in the future?
What?
She looked at herself slowly like a wooden figure, and finally smiled sadly and warned herself that when her sister gave birth to Lin'er safely, she would go back to Yongzhou. At least she would not see him again. If we don't see him for a long time, time will tell.
Healing her wounds might really help her survive this disaster.
Just for a moment, she lowered her head and saw someone standing far away. She thought to herself, what's going on? Could it be that she was seriously ill and her eyes were blurred? How could she think that figure was him?
She stood up and tugged on her slightly wrinkled skirt, then slowly picked up the handkerchief from the stone bench, thinking that she would take a few more steps here to keep fit. Unexpectedly, when she turned around, she saw Shen Jun Zhuozhen.
It's so close!
She let out a low cry. The plans she had just made here fell apart the moment she saw him. She couldn't lie to herself. How could she let him go?
Their eyes met, and they were speechless. After a while, he spoke first:
"Shu Yao," he said, "what's wrong with you? What's wrong?"
What's wrong, what's wrong with me? Can I say that I'm heartbroken and exhausted because of you? Can I say that I don't want to sleep all night because of you? Shu Yao shouted in her heart, and tears of grievance filled her eyes.
As it turned around, it only took a moment for the eyes to fill up, and it fell down drop by drop.
He panicked, took out the handkerchief from his sleeve, stepped forward and hurriedly wiped her tears, gently coaxing her with words: "What's the matter? Don't cry, I'm here."
But the more he said this, the faster her tears fell. Seeing the wind blowing around her, her dress was blowing, and a heavy rain was coming. He glanced at the meditation room next to him and picked one up.
The door was wide open, and knowing that no one was inside, he pulled her in.
As soon as I walked in, I heard it raining outside. Big raindrops hit the ground, and soon the ground was soaked.
Shen Junzhuo turned back and closed the door. When he looked at her again, she was still so tearful. This look made him at a loss. Although he was used to life and death, he could not be calm in front of her tears. He asked again:
"Shu Yao, what kind of difficulties have you encountered? Tell me and I will help you solve it. Don't be afraid of anything. I'm here, don't worry!"
Shu Yao looked up at him, he is so good, so good! What should I do, what should I do! She was tangled and hesitant, with two thoughts in her mind. One of them told her to be wild once, just like the last time in the restaurant.
Like, I went to hold his hand once and told her to run away quickly and never get into any more entanglements with him.
In the end, the latter thought overcame her. She took a deep breath, suppressed the tears that were about to fall, showed a smile that was uglier than crying, and said:
"It's okay, I have nothing to do. Is Uncle Jiu here to see someone? They were at the Main Hall just now. You can go over now. It's not easy for me to see people like this. I'll go over when I feel better." With that, she was about to go.
Open the door and let him go.
When she missed him, Shen Junzhuo grabbed her arm, pulled her whole body over with a sudden force, and pulled her into his arms.
He lowered his head, met her panicked gaze, and held her tightly in his arms with both hands. He had wanted to do this for a long time, had wanted to do it for a long time, had wanted to do it for a long time! Now that he had actually done it, he found that
There's nothing difficult about it. Even if she slaps him right now, he won't regret it.
She began to struggle, using both arms to push him away with all her strength, but her little strength was like that of a child to him. It was easy to control her, but he did not dare to use force for fear of hurting her.
It hurt her, he could only murmur softly:
"Shu Yao, Shu Yao..."
Those calls that sounded like ringing in her ears softened her heart. She was not strong-willed to begin with, but he still called so softly. Her last bit of persistence was gone, and she felt that she was completely defeated.
When she came down, she was surrounded on all sides and collapsed. She took out her hands angrily and beat him on his stone-like chest. She felt that she had lost her mind and said to him arrogantly:
"What troubles do I have? My troubles are all with you! You make me care and miss you. You are all in my eyes, my heart, and my dreams. If we can't be together, it would be better for me to die than to be tortured like this!"
"
After hearing such words, there was a roar in his mind, and he was hit by a huge burst of joy. Clusters of fiery red flowers seemed to bloom around him. Without thinking, he used one hand to control her still going crazy.
With both hands, the other hand held the back of her head, lowered his head to kiss the lips that were still opening and closing while talking, and kissed away the tears on her face bit by bit, and finally returned to the starting point, gently
Seize those soft lips.
At that moment, Shu Yao was stunned. She forgot her movements and struggles. All the sensations in her body were concentrated on his lips. The warm lips made her tremble all over. Waves of shudders came from his lips.
It spread throughout her body. She was still dazed, so he stopped his movements, looked at her who finally calmed down and said:
"Shu Yao, why don't you know? I'm the same as you. I'm just afraid that you have no intention of me, and that you can't face it with me! As long as you are willing, as long as you promise me, I will take care of all the rest.
Give me, don't be afraid, don't worry, I will never let anyone hurt you!"
Shu Yao stared at him blankly, the last tear falling from the corner of her eyes. She still felt that her nose was sore and the handkerchief was dirty. She grabbed her sleeves and lowered her head to cover her face. She suddenly felt cheerful in her heart. There was nothing better than this.
It’s time to be even happier!
He turned her face up, looked at her seriously, and asked:
"Shu Yao, are you willing?"
Shu Yao Xi moved her lips and her eyes were filled with tears. She looked up at him again for a long time before she nodded heavily and said:
"I do!"
Shen Junzhuo slowly breathed a sigh of relief, his heart filled with indescribable joy. He pulled Shu Yao into his arms and kissed her hair gently.