On Sunday morning, Yu Chen woke up early, got dressed, and walked down the stairs in silence. He held an envelope in his hand and sat dully on the sofa in the living room.
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Yesterday, when Yu Chen came home from vacation, Yu Ling walked over and handed him a letter. Then she lowered her head in frustration, showing an expression of bewilderment.
what's going on?
Yu Chen also guessed from Yu Ling's strange expression that something bad might have happened. But after he read the letter, he really felt that something was wrong.
In order to find memories of the past, Lingsi actually risked her life and chose to leave the capital.
This unexpected situation made Yu Chen stop thinking for a while.
Why did he, being so slow, only realize this now? He had vaguely felt that something was wrong last week, but for some reasons, he didn't go into details...
"Well, cousin, I will go back to the room first."
After handing the envelope to Yu Chen, Yu Ling, who had learned the news a few days ago, still couldn't let it go. She raised her face as if she was about to cry, not wanting her tears to flow out. In the end, she chose
When she returned to her room, she still didn't want to cry in front of Yu Chen.
Although in the handwritten letter, Ling Si had already told Yu Chen, Yu Ling and others not to worry in advance, there were some things that could not be guaranteed with just a few verbal words.
Lingsi, who usually seemed in need of care, actually left Yuchen's home alone and went to a strange city outside the capital.
Unexpectedly, a week ago, Ling Si, who had smiled and said that she was okay and had no worries, had already "run away from home".
Yu Chen calmed down and thought about it, this matter was not so difficult to accept, after all, it was not a sudden silence.
It is estimated that Lingsi has found the answer she wants. She has made her choice between the beautiful fairy tale and the cruel reality - choosing the cruel reality.
The memories of the past should be very important to Lingsi. Those memory fragments from the past are the existence that Lingsi cannot let go of.
But Yu Chen would rather selfishly hope that Ling Si would choose to forget the past and not go to the cruel reality. Yu Chen couldn't imagine the kind of overly mature Ling Si.
The early morning light fell on Yu Chen through the curtains. Yu Chen sat on the sofa, silently stroking the letter.
Upon closer inspection, there were still some wrinkles and a few tear stains on the envelope. It was probably because Yu Ling had read Lingsi's message several times and cried several times while holding the letter tightly.
Yu Chen thought: As the eldest member of the family, he must be strong.
In order to face the fact that Ling Si left, Yu Chen took a deep breath and opened the heavy envelope again.
The words are as clear as the face. Yu Chen, who was reading the letter, felt that Lingsi was standing in front of him.
——Qi Jing, brother Yu Chen, sister Yu Ling, and all my friends.
——When you see this letter, it means that I have left the capital.
——Hehe, this unspeakable matter was exposed in the end. I'm sorry, brother Yu Chen, sister Yu Ling, I feel very ashamed for leaving without discussion.
——Brother Yu Chen, sister Yu Ling, when you read this letter, it means that I have made up my mind to leave the capital and go to the distant place to pursue the lost memories of my past.
——I can't forget the past. I feel that I still can't abandon the past easily and live comfortably and naturally under your protection.
——I can no longer escape. No matter how many difficulties and dangers await me ahead, I am determined to face them and move forward confidently. If I don’t do this, I may never grow.
——A week ago, a letter containing part of my past was handed into my hands. In order to seize this hard-won opportunity, I decided to go with a stranger to the Federation outside the capital where I was born.
Eastern city.
——This is my true thought, and it is also a decision I made of my own will after thinking about it for a long time.
——Thank you both for your support and encouragement to me now. For me, my home in the capital is also my eternal destination, and Lingsi thinks so too now.
——For me now, the fact that you two and other friends are willing to stay with me is my greatest happiness, and I am very satisfied. But I still can't betray and give up the memories of the past. This is what I am now
Feeling.
——You don’t have to worry about me who is far away in the east of the capital. I will take care of myself. Let you as humans fall into
It’s dangerous, and I’m also very troubled now.
——Even if I may have to sacrifice something, I must move forward in a big way now.
——Finally, after I successfully obtain the memories of the past, I will return to the capital as soon as possible and return to you.
——If it were me, I would definitely be able to do it. Right, dear Brother Yuchen and Sister Yuling.
——Take care of yourself, and wait patiently for my triumphant return at home. I firmly believe that the strong bond will never be broken, and I look forward to our meeting again in the near future.
——【Then, goodbye.】
The words were as clear as the face. Yu Chen closed the letter with tears in his eyes and emotionally.
For Yu Chen, compared to the news that he successfully achieved 100% compliance rate in the preparatory examination, it was not an important thing at all. The good mood of the past few days with 100% compliance rate disappeared all of a sudden.
Yu Chen gritted his teeth and said angrily: "Even if it's just to find the past, Lingsi, don't disappear suddenly."
"In order not to hurt others, I choose to bear the consequences alone... This sister Lingsi is too immature. How can she not make people worry when she leaves her comfortable home alone and goes to a strange city in the east."
"You don't give yourself any way out, you don't even dare to write down your specific destination. Do you want to disappear into thin air? What a fool, a big fool."
Yu Chen talked to himself, venting his dissatisfaction.
However, no matter how much he vented, it was of no use. Yu Chen hated his own powerlessness, his fighting ability was at the same level as that of an mechanics master, and he couldn't save the people he wanted to save every time.
I haven't felt this way for a long time. Ever since I entered Tiangong College, I have become a bit self-righteous.
If I could be more sober and not measure myself according to the hospital's standards, I probably wouldn't be so upset.
At present, we can only move forward. When Lingsi needs help, let the hard-working self have enough knowledge to help him.
After reflecting, Yu Chen stood up and walked to the window.
He looked at the sun that had just risen outside the window and clenched the letter in his hand.
"Lingsi, you must come back. I am very dissatisfied with the current ending. A home without Lingsi is not the future we want."