"The thing that makes you hate me is letting go of the hand that has been holding Lingsi tightly and deciding to let Lingsi regain a new life. I sometimes think like this: If Lingsi's master is not someone like me who is only good at research
, a person who always has willful thoughts, Lingsi, she should be able to have a better life than now. At that time, I lost my confidence and was a little exhausted, so I couldn't help but have this idea in my heart. In order not to
Leaving behind the regrets of the past, I still spent a long time thinking about this issue and determining my determination."
"During that period, I felt that [fate] was an irresistible supernatural phenomenon. Whenever I tried to change a fate that I felt was bad, I found that I had no way to change it and could only helplessly
Watching my fate happen, I was still staying in the capital city of Keno when I suddenly received a special invitation letter. The content of the invitation letter was a special job with good conditions and salary. However, the job specified in the invitation letter
The location is very remote. It is located in the eastern waters of the Federation, on an unnamed island. In order to ensure the confidentiality of the work, the inviter also specifically asked me to go alone. Since I need to take care of Lingsi, I could have declined the offer.
It was a task, but I was still afraid that the other party who knew where I was would take some coercive measures, and the final result might be detrimental to the child Lingsi. So I was cruel and implemented the idea I had not long ago."
"In order for Lingsi's child to truly gain a new life and stop suffering with me, I made Lingsi temporarily forget her memories after leaving ASEAN City. I made her not remember her past life experience, nor did she remember that she had ever been there.
I am a terrible master. I have forgotten the non-training memories of the past. With a near-infinite lifespan, she is fully capable and empowered to start a new life. This is probably what I thought I could do at the time.
"
"After doing such a heinous thing, my guilt towards Miss Ayasi increased instead of decreasing. Only then did I realize that I seemed to have done something wrong again. But now I can't do it again.
.Because I was worried that Lingsi, who had lost most of her past memories and a small part of her common sense, would encounter some dangers that were difficult to deal with. Before Lingsi found a kind-hearted person who was really willing to accept her, I stayed in the capital of Kenuo City and hid in Lingsi.
Behind her, I silently watched her. However, my memory overwriting technology was not complete. Although Lingsi lost the part of her memory after leaving the branch, she still remembered the existence of her master."
"Because the concept of 'looking for her own master' has always constrained her, Lingsi wandered aimlessly in the capital of Kenuo City for more than a month. Just when I couldn't bear to see Lingsi continue to wander in pain, I planned to give up.
The inner constraints, while continuing to live with the child. That lucky child ushered in her fateful encounter."
"It was a quiet night. A young man who was returning home accidentally discovered Ling Si living on the street. The kind young man chose to hold her hand and promised to help her find her master. I also immediately made relevant inquiries
The investigation confirmed the character of the family who took the child in. Lingsi finally found a kind person who could treat her kindly, and I was finally able to go to work on that mysterious island with peace of mind."
"While working on the mysterious island, I have gradually grown up a lot. But even if I am thousands of miles away physically, my heart will cross the vast sea and always miss that child. One day, I
In the hands of a colleague at work, I got a secret message. The message was that Mo Tong, the president of an organization called the Spirit Shadow Society in the ASEAN City area, was looking for a white-haired humanoid girl in the entire Red Federation. White-haired
The humanoid girl was most likely Lingsi. At the same time, I discovered that the agreement I made with President Mo Tong happened to be the time when President Mo Tong issued the search order. These two things that were important to me actually overlapped.
In order to avoid something bad happening, I chose to take a temporary leave of absence from my job tactfully and returned from the uninhabited island to ASEAN City, an important city in the eastern part of the Federation."
"After returning to ASEAN City, which is full of complex emotions, I chose to lurk in the dark, and by establishing a special relationship, I collected intelligence about Mo Tong and the Spirit Shadow Society organization. During the process of collecting intelligence, I discovered that President Mo Tong
I have lost my original self. In addition, my identity is very sensitive and special in ASEAN City, so I did not make the appointment with President Mo Tong as scheduled. Later, in order to find the vague memories of the past, that child Lingsi chose
I gave up the comfortable life in the capital and chose to come to the urban area of ASEAN City. Unable to let go of her, I once again chose to be behind her and guard her silently. I even disguised myself as an intern maid and joined Lingying.
Association Base. As I expected, the urban areas of ASEAN City did not maintain the peace that I had when I first returned. Various unstable cases gradually appeared, and were even brutally ravaged by the Black Shadow Network organization. I also gradually discovered that this
In fact, it was President Mo Tong who was behind this, and he himself seemed to be becoming more and more dangerous due to my breach of contract and other negative emotions. The Spiritual Shadow Society organization with great power would become his best implementation tool.
"
"Later on, the child Ayasi did not disappoint me. With her own resilience and hard work, she established a relationship between the Spirit Shadow Society organization and the ASEAN City branch, and she has grown a lot in both strength and spirituality. She has been silently
Observing her, I felt very relieved and did not take action personally... Later, Lingsi recovered her past memories and left ASEAN City successfully. However, the crisis in ASEAN City did not follow Ling.
It ended with the departure of Si. In order to make a break with President Mo Tong and protect this city, I made up my mind and decided to take action personally and confront President Mo Tong. So I came to the ASEAN City branch of the Spirit of Creation Machine.
After discussing with Minister Qinglao and Huiyue, we established a short-term cooperative relationship with them. As for coming to talk to Muse this evening, it was a choice I decided to make after repeated consideration. Okay, what should I say?
, it’s already said.”
"I'm really sorry, Muse."
After listening to Mengzhi's words, Muse was stunned at a loss.
At first, Miusi had a very bad impression of Mengwei, but after listening to Mengwei's monologue, Miusi felt that she had a little understanding of this very difficult lady in front of her.
Mengzhi chose to leave behind the scenes this time and appeared on stage to seek his own salvation. The previous deceptions and mistakes were all explained in detail, although there were some mistakes in his behavior when he was young.
His youthfulness led to him committing irreparable mistakes, but he did not choose to evade responsibility, but returned to the ASEAN city.
Obviously she could stay out of the situation without taking any risks, and with her outstanding talents, she could live a very good life for the rest of her life, but she chose this dangerous path of no return.
Miusi raised his head and looked at Mengwei with doting eyes in confusion: "Why bother? Ms. Mengzhi, with your ability, you can leave me and Lingsi alone and go to a certain city in the Federation to obtain
A dream job, meeting the person you love. Why come..."
"Because in my mind, Miusi and Lingsi are like my biological children. I have the obligation to raise you. Even if there is a reason for being forced to separate, I will be at the nearest place and watch.
Your growth." Mengwei gently stroked Muse's short white hair.
"As for you, Muse, you don't need to have excessive feelings for me, you just need to implement your own beliefs. Because I am not the kind of person who stays by your side and guides you gently. I am willing to do it for free.
I have given to you, but you don’t have to repay me. The humanoid girl is originally free and a child who belongs to this earth. I am just a chosen caregiver."
Over the years, Mengwei's knowledge has increased several times, and now she seems to have a more in-depth understanding of humanoid girls.
Muse said suspiciously: "Although I say so, most human races in the Federation will not make the same choice as you."
"Not necessarily. When Muse were in my shoes, you would probably make the same choice as me. No, you would definitely make the same choice as me." Mengwei held Muse's hand.
Cold hands, "I just hope that you, Miusi, will not become negative because of some things. You must know that there are many people in this world who care about Muse as much as I do. Not only the child Lingsi, but also many
A lot of people."
"Even so. I still can't accept your kindness, Mengzhi. I know that I am not alone. In addition to Lingsi who chatted with me, there are many people who value me. But this sentimental heart often
It affects my own reasonable judgment.”
"So even if you are a little more sentimental, why not? Just like the code name I gave you [Muse]. That is the name of an art goddess in past history. The Red Federation is constantly developing towards the future of technology.
The growing aesthetics and preferences of the human race will not lead to homogeneity, but diversification. Muse, you will definitely find those who recognize you. So Muse, you don’t need to be disappointed in advance if you don’t persist.”
Mengwei expressed his unique views.
"Is there really anyone who recognizes me? Even if my character is very unpleasant?" Muse expressed doubts about Mengwei's speech.
"Of course it's true. I'm not playing tricks on you, Muse. You have a unique side, and when you don't fit in with the people around you, you don't need to rush to erase your uniqueness. That kind of homogenization direction, people
There will come a time when you will feel tired of it. Being a niche does not mean it is bad. One day, more and more people will really like you."