Chapter four hundred and eighty sixth retrospective
(Muse's point of view)
Alas, I have chosen to give up treatment, and it seems that I am completely hopeless.
I heard that I inherited the absolutely emotional side of "[Muse] L017". However, I did not make my life more real and colorful because of that "sensibility".
Because if you cannot make good use of it, the many complex emotions in your heart, and the emotions you originally had, will be washed away by the excess emotions and become extremely confusing.
Too much emotion makes me a little sentimental and even a little neurotic. I can empathize with other people's experiences every time. This makes me always need to bear twice the psychological burden of others.
Even if you have extremely strong sensibility and can feel the emotional changes of anything, it is just an increase in the trouble of "being able to recognize, but not being able to change".
The bright and colorful emotions are like countless disorganized lines, intertwined in confusion, making me confused. Even the unwarranted venting around me is enough to make me breathless.
Feeling painful, I once tried to escape, but found that I was too special and had nowhere to escape. Without the means to blend in with ordinary people, I could only live like an actor in the public eye.
Life.
After experiencing life for a period of time, I vowed that I would never have any expectations for this real world again. So I used my own abilities to make countless chains to block my actions, hoping to escape.
In the real world, those emotions are too rich.
But I was finally awakened. Attracted by the actions of Lingsi's child, I began to occasionally observe the outside world.
And those chains that sealed his own soul finally loosened.
Maybe that's an emotion that I, who have countless complex emotions, can't understand.
When I first met Ayasi (during the period of the capital city of Kenuo City), the mood and excitement I felt at that time still remain in my heart.
…
In ASEAN City, members of the alliance against President Mo Tong are actively carrying out actions to liberate ASEAN City.
Their mission was to brave the bad weather and place the mist gas reagents at several key coordinate locations.
Once those mist gas reagents are turned on, they will produce a neutralization reaction with the air containing special powder, automatically evaporating at an extremely slow rate.
The reagent and antidote of the mist gas also protected them from the special powder. This was also a crystallization of wisdom that Mengwei successfully obtained after solving President Mo Tong's conspiracy.
If there is any reward for completing the game designed by President Mo Tong, it would be the not-so-simple antidote information in the hands of the imprisoned researcher.
In the end, Mengwei's skills were superior and she successfully developed an antidote that could truly deal with the special powder. However, through trial and error, she was not careful and was harmed by the poison.
Jiu An and other researchers from the creative workshop were not idle either. Instead, they used the mist gas antidote that was delivered, and then tried their best to study the ingredients of the special powder, trying to find out how the special powder was composed.
At present, there are not many things that need to be dealt with in the urban areas of ASEAN cities. The final decisive battle has also entered the final stage. The crisis in the urban areas of ASEAN cities has passed.
But why, Lian
Will the reinforcements sent by the state government suddenly disappear? Director Linyao has not been able to think clearly about this. Although the ASEAN cities and districts do not need their help and can solve the problem on their own, suddenly so many people
It's really weird to disappear.
For the specific situation, it is better to ask Mayor Qianyu to contact the federal central government after the matter is resolved.
Generally speaking, due to the active actions of Director Linyao and everyone, the losses in the urban area of ASEAN City during this special powder crisis were not as great as the last time the Black Shadow Network invaded the urban area of ASEAN City.
However, there were still hundreds of ASEAN City citizens who accidentally came into close contact with the special powder that was like a nightmare. As a result, they were successfully used as experimental subjects for mind control by President Mo Tong, and were reduced to nothing more than empty shells.
The Walking Dead. After the death of President Mo Tong, their mental state has completely collapsed, and no particularly effective method of management has been found yet.
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The Spirit of the Creation Organ, ASEAN City Branch, Creation Building.
Yu Chen's cousin, Yu Ling, lay on the wooden coffee table with some sadness, and said faintly: "Eh? I didn't expect it to be over so soon. Apart from writing some optimistic articles, I haven't started anything yet.
Just come over suddenly and tell us that the crisis in ASEAN cities is almost over."
Yu Ling thought to herself, this ended at the wrong time. It doesn't look like the ASEAN cities don't need people like me.
As Lingsi's former guide and the disciple of Minister Huiyue, the shy young man walked into the winter and replied softly: "There is nothing we can do about it, Miss Yu Ling. Because starting from half a month ago, the ASEAN city
The inside is always filled with that deadly special powder. It is too dangerous outside the secret base of the ASEAN City branch. Even if we want to help directly, we can't find any feasible way."
Let’s first talk about why Xing Dong, who is the organiser of the ASEAN City branch, met the visitor Yu Ling.
Under the reasonable advice of Qinglao, Yu Ling used the electronic equipment of the ASEAN City branch and began to write optimistic propaganda articles. Xing Dong, who was interested in writing, accidentally discovered that Yu Ling was writing articles seriously, and the two of them
If you have similar interests, you will become friends.
"It's not possible at all. I came all the way from the capital, Keno City, to the eastern metropolis ASEAN City. I came all the way but it didn't have any practical effect. Even protecting sister Ayasi... I'm not very good at it.
Qualified." Yu Ling was very dissatisfied with his very careless performance.
Xingdong thought for a while and said: "Miss Yu Ling, after the crisis in the urban area of ASEAN City is over, we might as well go for a leisurely tour in the urban area of ASEAN City. Although the urban development and construction of the urban area of ASEAN City is not as good as that of the Red Federation.
The prosperous capital city of Knob, but there are also some cultural heritage unique to the eastern city that are worth seeing.”
"Xingdong, you idiot! I'm not the kind of person who doesn't come here to have enough fun." Yu Ling slightly puffed up his face in displeasure, "I hate my lack of ability. No matter what I do, I'm half-assed, and I always...
I am very willful in front of acquaintances. Especially after experiencing this huge crisis, I realized my shortcomings."
"Miss Yu Ling, I think there is nothing wrong with being a little weaker. As long as you can calm down and enjoy life." Xing Dong said very calmly.
Yu Ling shook his head in disapproval
, asked: "Then if one day, a being with far greater power than you appears and destroys the things you cherish in Xingdong, what will you do?"
"...Well, this question." After hearing Yu Ling's hypothesis, Xingdong was a little troubled, "I will probably feel sad, and then I will remember this feeling and continue to live strong."
Yu Ling clenched his right hand, placed it on the coffee table, and said forcefully: "But I will feel unwilling to do so. Even if fighting against that existence is simply asking for death, I will feel unwilling to do so. It is obviously something I cherish.
Things. Why do you have to watch others trample and destroy them? Even ordinary people have things that they desperately want to protect. Xingdong, have you ever risked your life for others in your life?"
Xingdong was stunned for a moment and replied: "...I always feel that Miss Yu Ling is talking about something very mysterious. If it is a similar plot, I have seen it many times in some novels. However,
But I have never been able to force myself into that exciting plot. Maybe it’s because I’m a more realistic person and only pursue an ordinary and stable life.”
"Really? I'm really sorry. Because of my impulse, I tried to impose my own values on you." Yu Ling realized his mistake and apologized sincerely.
"It doesn't matter. I'm very happy to be able to discuss life with Miss Yu Ling like this."
"That's right... Everyone actually has the right to choose their own attitude towards life. You don't have to force others to accept the ending that you think is right. Well, this is the way of creation that I pursue."
Through insights from reality, Yu Ling successfully summarized the techniques of daily creation.
Suddenly, the mobile phone in Yu Ling's pocket rang. Yu Ling immediately opened the phone and pressed the answer button.
——There are only two people who can get through Yu Ling's phone, Yu Chen and Ling Si.
Yu Ling said: "Hey, what's the matter?"
"Yu Ling, I hope you can calmly listen to what I have to say."
Yu Chen's gloomy voice came from the other end of the phone.
"I know, cousin, do you still think of me as an ignorant child? Tell me what's going on."
"Now, I have obtained the antidote to the special powder and can freely walk through the urban areas of ASEAN cities filled with special powder."
"So what? My cousin wouldn't call this girl just to tell me this. My girl's time is very precious."
"Of course it's not this. It's actually about Lingsi's sister, and what Lingsi mentioned about her, another personality muse."
Yu Ling sensed something was wrong and quickly asked: "What's going on with Lingsi? Isn't sister Lingsi with you now?"
"Due to unknown circumstances, Miss Muse was on the verge of losing control and ran away and left the ASEAN City area. After discovering that Muse was missing, Lingsi and the underground wild dogs broke away from the team against President Mo Tong's alliance and went to search for Miao around the ASEAN City area.
think."
"So. Are Lingsi and Miss Muse okay?"
"..." There was silence on the other end of the phone.
Yu Ling said worriedly: "Hey, cousin, please say something. What do you mean by not talking?"
"Sorry, Yu Ling. I can't confirm the current safety of Lingsi and Miss Muse."