Gee, I didn’t expect that I, who had been polluted by negative factors, could still retain my self-awareness and survive in a spiritual way.
As long as you acquiesce to me and give up hope of survival, wouldn't it be fine? There won't be so many complicated and complicated things in the future.
Those stupid guys really have a perseverance spirit. Even though they don't want to continue to exist in this world, they still try their best to risk their lives and come to save me outside ASEAN City.
This kind of plot looks extremely touching, but makes me feel uncomfortable inside. I'd better delete it as soon as possible.
No matter how many times I watch it, I still can't get used to it.
That look of sympathy for me is really a bit too much for me. I am not the kind of child who expects sympathy from others. Please don't treat me with such an ambiguous attitude.
As for the experience of social interaction and life with other people, I don't need it at all. The kind of dialogue, interaction, and contact between each other are really too hypocritical. Even if you are nurtured in a specific social environment, you are originally
You just can’t understand me, and I can’t become what you expect.
Even though we advocate equality for all and every independent life should be respected, I don't want to get into this sequence.
Don't care too much about me. I am indifferent and have no idea of repaying you. Don't have too many expectations of me. I am passive and pessimistic and cannot respond to your expectations.
I don't need you to teach me how to do things.
No matter how clear the words are, they are just tools to achieve the goal and cannot be replaced at all. The bond between Lingsi and me. This body that can move freely is far from the perfect fit as imagined.
Unexpectedly, the situation has continued to deteriorate to this point.
It's so disgusting. Not everyone has a bright mind. So those of you who are prejudiced, don't always think about imposing the value of justice on me.
I am not a self-righteous human race like you. Even if I do things and behaviors that deviate from the common sense of the human race, I probably won’t feel strange or ashamed. So please treat me with this mentality as an incompatible alien.
You don't need to pay attention to my feelings, you really don't need to... No one understands what I really want.
Why do they have to use their own common sense to judge my behavior and treat me like an ordinary human being?
Damn it, doesn't this indirectly aggravate the slight feeling of guilt in my mind?
The rich emotions in my body are really an extremely heavy burden.
Needless to say, I have experienced too much and I seem to be a little tired. If you can accept such a willful me, I won't be able to think about it again.
The rich emotions in the heart are like a cocktail that has been mixed repeatedly, with various liquids mixed together in a chaotic manner, and finally turned into a strange-tasting drink.
My own taste must be very strange. But Ayasi will definitely endure the discomfort, forcefully drink this terrible drink, and be able to accept the monster I turned into.
This is true in the past and present.
Lingsi, if this is the future you want, I
I will try my best and choose to stay with you, but I'm sorry, I can't seem to hold on anymore...
Why was my consciousness suddenly awakened? No, I was fished out of the sleeping ocean. The bait that allowed me to take the bait... is indeed Miss Ayasi. Those humans who want to take advantage of you are indeed cunning and treacherous. The presence.
However, the situation this time seems to be a little different, as if I suddenly returned to my past life.
I seem to have escaped from the body that ran out of control and returned to the original body of [Muse] L017, which means I share a body with Lingsi again. So what on earth would Lingsi think? Will she notice it? Is there something wrong with me, could it be...
(Aya Sifang’s point of view)
I no longer want to experience the feeling of loss again.
Muse is another personality split from the past humanoid girl [Muse] L017, and I am the main body of the leftover [Muse] L017. At first, when I realized this, I felt very incredible.
Since my past memories were sealed by the owner, I even felt doubtful about my own existence.
According to the master's opinion, she probably wanted me to forget my identity as a humanoid girl and embrace a new life with a brand new identity.
That’s why I was left alone in the capital city of Kenuo City, and I was allowed to guide Brother Yuchen, who had passed the examination, to find me confused on the street. Everything was designed by the owner, and it went according to the script she designed...
And my thoughts are not contrary to the master's thoughts. Meeting Brother Yuchen and Sister Yuling is by no means a waste of time.
But at that time, my curiosity was too strong, and I had doubts about the memory I lacked. This kind of mixed doubts would lead me to personally break the beautiful life deliberately woven by the master.
What are the memories hidden in the depths of my mind? What kind of existence am I? Just a humanoid girl given the name Ayasi? Where did the master go?
The more I think about these questions that don't have clear answers, the more I care.
No matter who is blocking me behind my back, I want to find the answer myself.
So I chose some of the bonds I already had with the capital city of Keno that I had temporarily severed before finding my memory.
The "journey of searching for memories" was more difficult than I imagined. It was also the first time that I experienced the feeling of being helpless. Without the protection of Brother Yu Chen, Sister Yu Ling and others, I felt like a person who left home unexpectedly. fledgling.
Fortunately, there is a hidden muse in my body. She claims to be my other personality and is always in my body, silently observing my existence.
As a person with a shared destiny, she will never betray me.
We soon became good friends and talked about everything. Together we experienced the prosperity of ASEAN City, this strange metropolis.
After that, the bond between us became deeper and deeper. Although the process of searching for lost memories was very difficult, I also felt the joy of growing up.
However, the development of our relationship has not been smooth sailing. Frequent crises in ASEAN cities have made us feel confused.
Later, we participated in a special experiment and obtained a brand new body relying on my muse.
and
I, who have always been under her care, should send her blessings, but Muse, who had experienced the new body, was not happy.
It turned out that the bond between Muse and I, which allowed us to communicate directly, was suddenly cut off as Muse and I no longer shared the same body.
We couldn't communicate directly, and we couldn't feel each other's thoughts. This special feeling made Muse and I very uncomfortable. At that time, all my attention was focused on returning to the capital of Keno City, and I didn't notice Muse's heart.
All kinds of complex negative emotions were blocked, and after losing the outlet, they continued to accumulate in Muse's body.
Later, due to some reasons, Muse was forced to separate from me who chose to return to the capital city of Keno...
At that time, I still didn't pay enough attention to Muse. I thought that she who often comforted me had a strong psychological quality.
But now there is no use even regretting it.
After that, ASEAN City encountered another crisis. When I learned that Muse was missing, I had an unknown premonition in my heart. I even felt very guilty for abandoning Muse in ASEAN City and returning to the capital, Keno City, alone.
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In the crisis-ridden ASEAN City, I luckily found Muse, whose whereabouts were unknown, and we joined the team to liberate ASEAN City. This can be regarded as atonement for those of us who once destroyed ASEAN City.
Later, the crisis in ASEAN urban areas was finally successfully resolved.
I thought that all the troubles would be over, but I didn't expect that this was not the end, but just the beginning.
The excess negative emotions in Muse's body had nowhere to vent, which led to Muse being affected by a special powder that could interfere with the mind, resulting in too many negative factors in the body. Before the crisis in the ASEAN city was about to end, Muse, who could not suppress the emotions in his body, still lost control.
Ran away.
Feeling responsible, I successfully entered the awakening state again, barely suppressed the berserk Muse, and successfully waited until Minister Huiyue arrived...
There seems to be an invisible force in my body, forcibly connecting me with Muse. This special feeling seems to have been briefly experienced before... Oh, I remembered, it was a soul link separation experiment.
It turns out that Minister Huiyue has successfully implemented the original reverse mind link separation experiment.
This feeling of connection with the muse seems to be that the experiment has been successful. The originally severed fetters have gradually been restored and connected.
Muse seemed to have escaped, and her body that ran out of control returned to [Muse] L017's original body. That is to say, Muse now shares a body with me again. What will Muse think when she wakes up? Will she?
You will realize something is wrong with you.
The experiment has just ended, so I can't be anxious yet. I just wait quietly for Muse to convey her feelings at this moment to me through the spiritual link again.
After waiting for more than ten minutes... there was no movement deep in my heart.
I couldn't help but become anxious.
There is something really wrong with this situation. Could it be that this experiment seemed to be a success, but it failed?
After all, this is a special experiment that I forcibly asked Minister Huiyue to improve. Even if a lot of manpower and material resources are invested, there is a possibility of failure without verification.
Could it be that Muse has been absorbed and replaced by me?! I raised a terrible conjecture.