Apart from the emperor, only Zhao Xueji knew what happened back then. After all, she was Qin Zheng's woman and had lived with him for so many years. How could she hide what Qin Zheng had done? He once advised Qin Zheng not to do that, but Qin Zheng was very insistent. As his wife, the only thing she could do was to support him. Should she be allowed to report Qin Zheng and ruin his life?
Later, after the incident happened, the emperor also talked to her. For the sake of Qin Zheng's reputation and for the sake of Qin Rizhao to be upright in the future, the emperor agreed to Zhao Xueji not to tell the incident. Over the years, she has endured countless misunderstandings and blames. ,Although the leaders of China did not blame the emperor, they still had some knots in their hearts about what happened back then.
Zhao Xueji took a deep breath and said: "Rizhao, are you thinking too much? Do you believe what the emperor said?"
"Mom, although I don't want to believe the Emperor, and I hate the Emperor very much in my heart, I am very clear about the Emperor's character. I can still tell which of his words are true and which are false. "It came out." Qin Richao said, "What exactly is this matter like? I want to know."
At this point, Zhao Xueji also knew that she could no longer hide it. She sighed helplessly, and after a moment of silence, Zhao Xueji said: "No matter what kind of person your father is, in mom's mind, he will always be a hero. , Everything he did was for the sake of our future. Those times were different. Although your father was very respected and powerful, and the top leaders of China also valued him very much, our lives were not the same. Fu Fu, your father just wanted to give us a carefree life, so he did such a wrong thing."
Then, Zhao Xueji told in detail what happened that year. The process was similar to what the emperor said. However, in Zhao Xueji's story, more of her personal feelings were added, and it was not like the story of Zhao Xueji. Like the emperor, he spoke from a fair point of view, so the flavor of the story naturally changed a bit.
Qin Richao's brows frowned tightly. He did not expect that the father he had always admired and the father he had always wanted to surpass would be such a person. From childhood to adulthood, Qin Zheng had always been a person in Qin Richao's mind. The god-like existence was suddenly overturned, and Qin Richao inevitably felt a little uncomfortable.
"Why, why didn't you tell me before? I am your son. I have the right to know this, right? Why have you kept hiding it from me?" Qin Richao said angrily. The truth is often cruel. When you don't know When the truth comes out, I really want to find out what the truth is, but when I really know the truth, I don't want to accept it in my heart. Human beings are always very contradictory animals, always deceiving themselves.
"I'm sorry, Richao. I know it's my fault and I shouldn't hide it from you." Zhao Xueji said, "But I just hope that your father will leave you with a good impression. He will be your goal of struggle and progress. I know It's my fault that I didn't consider your feelings. However, you already know now that the Emperor has been under a lot of pressure over this matter over the years. You should stop resenting him and take some time. , I will accompany you to Longsha to meet him and have a good talk with him. For the sake of your father, he will definitely help you with all his strength."
"What do you mean, do you want me to let the emperor go?" Qin Richao snorted coldly and said, "Even if things are really like what you said, so what, if it is really like this, I It is even more impossible to let him go. He is the enemy who killed my father. If I don't kill him to avenge my father, do I still need to be grateful to him? Humph, the emperor should pay a lot for my father's step. It's such a big responsibility that I can't let him go."
Zhao Xueji couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and looked at Qin Richao in astonishment. How much pressure has the emperor endured in order to conceal the Hejian incident over the years? He also had to bear the hatred and revenge from Qin Richao. Now that the matter has been revealed, Zhao Xueji originally She thought that Qin Richao should be able to let go of everything and be grateful to the emperor, and everyone could live in harmony from now on. However, what happened now was such a situation, which Zhao Xueji obviously did not expect.
Sighing slightly, Zhao Xueji said: "The emperor cannot be blamed for what happened back then. You should not put the responsibility on him. If you really want to blame it, then you should also blame the person who encouraged your father to betray you. Over the years, , The emperor and I have been tracing the whereabouts of that person, but there has never been any news. The emperor has been under a lot of pressure for this matter, how can you still treat him like this? He's so unfair."
Qin Richao frowned slightly and said coldly: "People outside often say that you have an unusual relationship with the emperor. You are the emperor's dream lover. Moreover, you had a relationship back then. I always feel that you have an unusual relationship with the emperor." They are insulting you. In my mind, Mom has always been noble and only loves my father. But now, you actually speak for the emperor, as if you care and feel sorry for him. You Is this worthy of my father? I can't help but wonder if my father's death was caused by you."
Zhao Xueji was stunned, slapped Qin Richao on the face, and angrily shouted: "Bastard, what are you talking about?"
"Isn't it?" Qin Richao covered his cheek and said, "If not, then you can prove to me that my father died in the hands of the emperor. Let's avenge our father together and kill the emperor. Let him be ruined."
"You...why are you so paranoid and unable to listen to what others say?" Zhao Xueji said, "The emperor has endured so many years of grievance and pressure for our mother and son. Moreover, he and your father have always been as close as brothers, and he had no choice but to do so back then. , he has been feeling very uncomfortable in his heart over the years. Do you think it would be a happy thing to kill your brother with your own hands? The pain he has endured is much greater than us. If we don't understand him, we have to Isn't it a bit too much to seek revenge on him?"
"You know him quite well." Qin Richao said disdainfully, "I still don't know the man's thoughts. Back then, he pursued you with his father, but ended up losing at his father's hands. So, I don't care about this matter. He has always been grudged against him, and he has always harbored deep jealousy and resentment towards his father. If he really regarded his father as a brother, why couldn't he persuade his father properly and why he couldn't pull his father back? He chose to kill his father. I feel that if my father dies, then he and you will have a chance to be together. The pressure he has endured over the years is nothing more than wanting to appear pitiful in front of you, hoping that you will sympathize with him. Just accept him and let me be grateful to him, huh, that is impossible, how can I forgive a murderer who killed my father."
Regarding Qin Richao's extreme paranoia, Zhao Xueji really didn't expect it. She looked at him in shock and said helplessly. She had been unwilling to tell the real facts all these years so that Qin Richao wouldn't have to bear the burden. Having the name of a traitor father allowed him to live an upright life and straighten his waist. Now that he has told the whole story, he hopes that Qin Richao can stand in a normal perspective and treat him fairly. Emperor, but Qin Richao not only did not appreciate the emperor, but had such an attitude. Zhao Xueji was naturally a little surprised and uncomfortable. She took a deep breath and said, "My child, why can't you be more sensible? No matter what, , I will never let you deal with the emperor."
With a cold snort, Qin Richao said: "So, you mean that you are not willing to help your own son, but want to help an outsider. It seems that your feelings for the emperor have been increasing day by day over the years. You Are you still thinking about remarrying him?"
"You..." Zhao Xueji was shaking with anger and slapped Qin Richao on the face. Although she had always been grateful to the emperor over the years, she had never done anything to feel sorry for Qin Zheng. Things between them were also innocent. Being scolded and slandered by her own son, Zhao Xueji was naturally a little heartbroken. She felt that her dignity had been insulted and she couldn't bear it.
"Okay, okay." Qin Richao said coldly, "Since I was a child, you have never hit me. Now, you hit me twice for an outsider. I hate you." After a pause, Qin Richao said again. Then he said: "I tell you, I will definitely kill the emperor. If you don't want this to happen, unless you kill me."
After saying that, Qin Richao glared at Zhao Xueji angrily, turned around and walked out of his study. In fact, Qin Richao believed what the emperor and his mother Zhao Xueji said, but his subconscious could not accept this. In fact, he didn't have any gratitude for what the Emperor had done, but only more anger.
If they had told him the whole story from beginning to end when he was a child, and then guided him, he could even have had contact with the Emperor since childhood and felt the Emperor's care. Perhaps, he would not dwell on the past at all now. However, the current result is not like this. They concealed it and established a tall image of his father in his mind, but now they want to completely destroy it. How can Qin Richao accept it? Whether it is paranoia or other things, Well, in short, the Qin Dynasty now not only has no gratitude to the emperor, but also has deeper hatred and hostility.
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