[Resources and connections are such important and precious things! You can throw them away as soon as you want. Even if you are conceited and pretend to be flattering? Don't talk about being in a position, just hanging on to others. What you can get is unimaginable, but you...
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[I know you are fine now, and I don’t mean to bring up the past to offend you. I honestly feel sorry for you, senior sister.]
[I believe that sometimes you don’t need to be too strict with your outlook on life. Everyone has the right to pursue better things.]
Several messages in a row silenced Jiang Ningyu.
I just regained my cheerful mood, not to mention sinking into the bottom, but also slightly suppressed.
She wanted to go for a walk by herself and get some fresh air, so she politely refused Lu Li and his companions on the pretext that "she had some personal matters to deal with."
"Teacher Lin, let's take Brother Shen's car and go together." The intern asked the man standing next to Lu Li softly.
Meeting Lin Xuyue's gaze, Jiang Ningyu felt that he was probably hesitating whether he had to be responsible for the people he brought with him, so she waved her hand casually and said, "It's okay, you can go, bye."
I ran into a bakery across the street without minding my own business.
The bakery was about to close, and everything was almost sold out. Thinking that she might as well buy breakfast for tomorrow, she bought the remaining bag of toast in the bakery cabinet.
After leaving the bakery, Lin Xuyue and his party had disappeared. The street opposite was deserted, with only a few passers-by walking.
Jiang Ningyu walked along the long ginkgo avenue wholeheartedly. The dim light of the street lamp shone on the street, reflecting her shadow. She slowly approached, but the shadow was far away.
A complex feeling of loneliness emerged from my heart. At first, I didn't feel any sadness, but suddenly I didn't want to leave. I looked down at the chats on my phone and slowly squatted on the roadside.
Upright? It’s hard to say.
Stupid?
It's hard to say.
After all, she is very satisfied with her current life. Her career is good and her life is going well. But if...if he could come back to her, that would be great.
Unconsciously, she looked up at the night sky. Above the sparse starlight, a crescent moon hung high in the dark night. The surrounding scenery seemed to be far away. She was like a traveler embraced by the lonely darkness. The whole world
All was silent.
Jiang Ningyu never dared to stare at the moon for too long, as if her entangled emotions would not come to her, and her true feelings would always be kept in the dark.
But at this moment, she suddenly foolishly clasped her hands together above her head, thinking silently: All those things were not what she wanted in her heart, so she couldn't give up... But if there is a god in the world, let Lin Xuyue
Change your mind!
She was so lonely, so determined, yet so uncertain. Everything and reunion were absurd in her heart, but she missed him more than ever at this moment.
"Boss, do you still have the one-dollar buns?"
Suddenly, Jiang Ningyu heard a rough and dull voice behind her.
Turning around, he saw a rough-looking man wearing a takeout boy's uniform, rubbing his belly and knocking on the small window of a wonton shop on the street to ask.
The person inside said, "It's sold out, sorry."
The uncle looked up at the menu on the window, seemed to hesitate for a moment, and left. He had several bags of takeout hanging on the battery cart parked on the roadside. Perhaps he was afraid of wasting time, or he was reluctant to order a bowl at the cheapest price.
The wontons cost eight yuan, and you had to hold on even if you were hungry.
Jiang Ningyu quickly wiped away the tears that fell from the corners of her eyes, ran over and called him, "Uncle! I bought too much bread, I'll give you this bag." As she spoke, she handed out the bag of toast in her hand.
The uncle was a little at a loss and waved his hands hurriedly, "No, no, no, I'll find a place to eat after delivering these orders."
"But I think you seem to have an upset stomach? Let's eat some cushion first. I bought this extra bag anyway, so I don't want to waste it." She said and stuffed it directly.
"Well, thank you." The uncle showed a look of gratitude and embarrassment, scratching his hair, as if he didn't know how to respond to other people's kindness.
It was not just for the sake of being grateful, so Jiang Ningyu smiled and ran away.
It's strange that some of the sad feelings were lifted out of my heart, and I felt a lot more relaxed now.
She took off her headband, let her long hair loose, and ran freely through the traffic lights. But at this moment, a familiar voice behind her, with a bit of a smile, came from afar, "You can run so well, you can't catch up!"
"
Jiang Ningyu turned her head in surprise and stared blankly at the man running over from the other side of the road. She was speechless for a moment, "You, why are you here?"
He ran from the side of the moon, with the broken hair on his forehead blowing in the wind. As he got closer, his tall and tall figure seemed to have come through the darkness, with a little bit of warmth scattered in the coldness, splitting away the worries.
dim.
For a moment, she was in a trance with the joy of regaining something.
She almost thought the gods were coming to her.
It wasn't until Lin Xuyue stretched out her hand and flicked her forehead that she suddenly came back to her senses and realized that it was not an illusion.
"What did you say?" She rubbed her itchy eyebrows. She only saw his lips moving, but didn't hear what he said clearly.
He showed a helpless expression and repeated, "It's too late, I'll see you off."
…
After he was sent downstairs to the community, Jiang Ningyu realized that he didn't have a backpack, "Where's your computer bag?"
"Let Lu Li take it back." Lin Xuyue glanced at the vague green belt behind her and said to her, "Go to bed early. Don't you have to get up early for meetings every Friday?"
There was no intention in his words, and Jiang Ningyu didn't shyly invite her. She smiled and waved to him, "Okay, thank you again for the medicine."
Then they parted peacefully.
After returning home, she finally remembered to go back to Jessie:
[Senior sister, maybe what you said is right...]
There seemed to be an unfinished sentence, but she had no intention of completing it. Because even she herself didn't know whether there was the second half of the sentence.
Maybe only time can give the answer.
But even though he knew some... things outside of the situation, today he came to see her, took her to eat delicious food, and cared about her... It would be a lie to say that she couldn't feel how special he was to her.
Jiang Ningyu thought about it carefully and felt that she didn't care whether others liked him or not. Excellent people are eye-catching - only his feedback would make her care.
Before going to bed, she glanced at her circle of friends as usual.
Lu Li sent a location an hour ago. The name looked like a bar, but strangely the map showed it was near the wonton shop she had stayed at, just a corner away.
And added a sentence: "You are the blurred dividing line between hopeless waiting and regretless belief."
Jiang Ningyu was puzzled. Shouldn't this guy have gone home with the army early? Why was he drinking again?
And Lin Xuyue's package...forget it, she doesn't need to worry about that kind of thing.
After thinking for a while, she clicked on Lu Li's profile picture and sent a message of condolences——