Chapter 530: It’s both important and necessary to keep a young man
Perhaps it was the first time in these years that Yao Cenzi believed that Hu Qing approved of his love. He finally had someone to talk to about his worries, and he had to let Hu Qing listen to his memories of the past.
"The first time we met was at..."
Hearing this long-lasting beginning, Hu Qing's eyebrows were twisted in pain. But Yao Cenzi was so immersed and excited now that she couldn't interrupt. She grabbed the snow with both hands and put her consciousness under the snow layer to spread, describing, all
It’s time to train your soul.
"...I realized that she was a unique woman, and I was attracted to her unconsciously..."
Hu Qing's spiritual consciousness found a crack in the snow and crawled under it. I am also different, why is no one attracted to me?
"...she left without saying goodbye, and I went crazy to find her..."
His spiritual consciousness found a cold underground pool, and there was a fish in the pool. His spiritual consciousness went to catch it, but failed to catch it, so it slipped away and ran away.
Hu Qing licked the corner of his mouth regretfully. Divine consciousness is not omnipotent. If only spiritual consciousness could retrieve objects from the air, then the world would have long since lost its treasures. Generally speaking, all things in nature are born with self-protection.
Protecting auras, such as the earth and mountains, does not allow monks to do whatever they want, they also protect the creatures hidden within.
In short, her spiritual consciousness can move mountains and seas in her own space, but it may not work well outside. The fish in the cold pool underground is only one palm long and must be delicious, but her spiritual consciousness cannot catch it.
"I found her and proposed to her, but she just said those words. I don't care. I really love her. Don't I even have the courage to be happy for a moment?"
His spiritual consciousness penetrated into the water and went to the bottom. It was very dark, but gradually it became a little brighter. He felt the spiritual power in the water becoming more and more intense, and Hu Qing felt that there must be something below.
"We got married and it was very sweet. She was very good to me and good to Han Li..."
When the consciousness reaches the bottom, the bottom is very bright, and the strange plants are like small candles emitting light.
"Suddenly one day, she said it was time for her to leave. She was very calm. I thought I was ready, but I couldn't accept it."
The consciousness explored in the light and walked around a large stone. A bed of soft water plants lay on top of it...
Hu Qing retracted her consciousness decisively and listened to the story attentively. If it was a baby, she would not let it go, but for a living baby, who is the parent to worry about.
Yao Cenzi was already beating her chest: "Obviously I can't let go, and everyone in the clan is at odds with her. Fan Lao even threatened to kill her. Is he being unreasonable? Everyone said that I was deceived by her, how could I be
Lied? I know everything. It was me who forced her to stay with me, and I was the one who felt sorry for her!"
Excited and angry.
Hu Qing scratched his head: "So you clean yourself and leave the house?"
Yao Cenzi took a breath.
Hu Qing pretended to defend him: "Yeah, you wouldn't have thought that you would need to support me in the future."
Yao Cenzi: "..."
He said: "That's not the point. Tell me, am I right? No, I was the one who was wrong. She was right."
Hu Qing looked at him and nodded: "Yes, she is right."
An incredulous giggle appeared on Yao Cenzi's face: "Do you really think so? You understand me, right?"
Hu Qing shook his head and nodded again.
Yao Cenzi asked anxiously: "What do you mean?"
Hu Qing said: "I don't understand you, but I understand her very well."
What?
Yao Cenzi slowly narrowed his eyes, his expression became dangerous, and suddenly he waved out a burst of spiritual power. A large hole was penetrated in the sea of clouds in the distance, and the surrounding clouds surged and gradually filled it up.
"Hu Qing, I am telling you this because I treat you as a confidant. If you humiliate her, I, I - you are humiliating me."
But Hu Nuan was not a humiliation. She said to Yao Cenzi seriously: "Master, I don't like Hu Nuan's father."
Yao Cenzi was stunned, why did you say this?
"In short, I married in order to survive. With Hu Nuan, I became a mother. But in my heart, I long for love. Can you understand?"
Looking at her with big eyes, Yao Cenzi was inexplicably confused, how do you expect me to understand you?
"Understand that no matter what kind of emotion or love, it is human nature."
Hu Qing nodded repeatedly: "Yes, yes, I long for love. I like to see beautiful boys. If they are boys with good looks and good personalities, I like them better. I am willing to spend money on them."
Yao Cenzi felt that this topic was starting to get weird.
What exactly do you want to say?
"After becoming a monk, I have met many very good boys. They are like spring flowers and autumn moon, like the white snow on the mountains. I like them everywhere but are not suitable for them."
Yao Cenzi is confused, what does it mean?
Hu Qing: "Two people in my life. This is the love I long for. But - I am immortal."
Yao Cenzi has a confused face, what are you saying confusingly?
Hu Qing turned around and faced him sideways, as if he were having a long conversation.
"Master, do you understand what I mean? If life was short, I might resolutely fall in love. Anyway, early death and early rebirth would be nothing. But I became a monk and entered the fairy world. I have more choices.
I take a lot of care."
Yao Cenzi understood: "You are spoiled for choice."
Hu Qing shook his head: "Master, you still don't understand. You can't imagine the shackles of a mortal with no right to choose or even human rights. You can't imagine how vast the world is for me today and how many choices I have."
She said: "I still long for love. If love comes, I will not refuse it. But what happens after it comes?"
Yao Cenzi: “You——don’t want to be responsible?”
Hu gently pressed his heart: "Master, people's hearts are changeable."
Yao Cenzi: "If he dares to betray you, I will kill him."
Hu Qing smiled and said, "Master, my heart will definitely change."
Yao Cenzi: "..."
Hu Qing: "There are so many boys who are beautiful, outstanding and not too different."
Yao Cenzi: "..." Is that what I thought?
Hu Qing looked into the distance and continued: "Besides, I like to be free. I can go when I want. I have relatives and family. I like to refine weapons. When I refine weapons, I can't even think of Hu Nuan.
"There is so much in the world, and I want to see it all.
"There are so many beautiful boys, and every one of them has his or her own cuteness.
“Who doesn’t like beautiful and outstanding boys, and who doesn’t want to take them home?
"But master -" Hu Qing turned to look at Yao Cenzi, "What happens after you take it home? No matter how beautiful your face is, there is aesthetic fatigue, and no matter how good your character is, there is an unknown fire. What if one day, I don't love you anymore?
"
Yao Cenzi's mouth felt dry. Do all girls think like this now? No, he didn't know what girls thought in the past.
Hu Qing asked him: "If one day I don't want to be with him anymore, what should I say?
"Will he be sad? Will he be sad? That's the person I liked, how could I bear to make him feel bad?
"If he is not sad or sad, doesn't it mean that he doesn't like me? Then I paid for it in vain and am I not being deceived?
"If he has loved and fallen out of love like me -" Hu Qing covered her heart and thought about it, "then what am I going to do if there is no love?"
A series of questions made Yao Cenzi dumbfounded. Do you need to think so much about falling in love?
He had obviously been bypassed by Hu Qing. If Fan Lao heard what she said, he would definitely scold her for being evil-minded, and he wanted to do it.
But Yao Cenzi followed Hu Qing's thinking and actually felt that what she said made sense.
"Then what do you think should be done?"
Hu Qing grabbed Xue and threw it out: "I don't know. I'm afraid of letting people down and being let down. I've been single all these years. That's why I said, I understand your ex-wife."
Yao Cenzi's face darkened, he was the one who was let down. No, it was agreed in advance that he was not let down.