Instead, he became an existence above the Pillar God——
"...Are you serious?"
Walking with Aiwass on the road leading to the basement, Sherlock couldn't help but lower his voice and asked: "As a priest, is it okay to say such things? Wouldn't it... violate some kind of taboo?"
After hearing Aiwass's words, he had been feeling a little uneasy. He didn't know what he was panicking about, but he just couldn't calm down and think anymore.
"Of course not."
Aiwass shook his head.
If it were the previous Aiwass, he might have said humbly, "I don't know why I said that," or "It's just an excuse to make them do good."
But now Aiwass has finally faced up to his goal.
I am not ashamed of this, nor are I timid about it - just like a student with poor grades, if he says his goal is Tsinghua University, Peking University or something, he will always worry about being laughed at. So even if he longs for something like that in his heart
In the future, when people ask me, I still have to smile shyly and politely and reply, "Oh, whichever one is fine."
It’s not that I don’t dare to dream.
I just don’t dare to say it.
I have such ambitions in my heart, but I am still worried about failure. If I boasted in the past but could not complete it, how shameful would that be?
——This is what Aiwass used to be like.
When he came to this world and awakened the memory of his previous life, he had thought about becoming a pillar god. Before going to bed, he would huddle under the quilt and carefully calculate which pillar god could be replaced and which god he would be with.
Si is the enemy, and what kind of hidden dangers and disasters will happen after the Pillar God leaves the throne.
He has even thought about such things as "if he becomes Tiansi or Pillar God, what should his name be?"
He is either a time traveler, a reborn person, or a fragment of Tiansi - it is not harsh and unreasonable for him to want to be the top existence in this world, right?
If it were another time-traveler, he might have thought about crossing the whole world on the first day of time-traveling.
It's just that Aiwass's character is too gentle.
If he wants to become a Pillar God, it means that he will definitely confront many Tiansi Pillar Gods. Some people will die because of this, and some people's interests will be damaged because of this - every change of Pillar Gods is based on race.
The unit's massacre war. And his one thought will change the future of the entire world, causing countless people to suffer good or bad life.
That's why he wanted to become Tiansi in the first place.
Because if it was just Tiansi, no one would be affected. He can protect the world and save others. He has no responsibility and is not the "pillar" to protect the entire world. He only needs to live his life well.
Well... just like the Heavenly Priests in the dream world today, they find a place to occupy a mountain and become the king, set their own rules, establish their own kingdom, and protect their own believers.
Protect your own one-third of an acre of land, and the outside world has nothing to do with him.
——But now, these blood slaves made Aiwass have a moment of reflection.
It's not that he doesn't know what these blood slaves suffered, it's just that the knowledge is in the textbooks, and his situation is summarized in a few lines. The words are so light that it can be written on paper even if they are written on paper.
The paper flew up.
But now, Aiwass has finally witnessed everything with his own eyes. He finally fully understands the blood stained on those words.
The page in his mind has been soaked in blood and can no longer fly.
What about Rest? What about the North Mountains? Besides humans, what about the trolls? What about the harpies? What about the Winged Ones who were almost exterminated?
In the long history, many races have arisen and then become extinct. Under the thickness of infinite time, individual despair is indeed as trivial as dust.
Why did the Pillar God turn a blind eye to this?
In the past, Aiwass would use words such as "The responsibility of the Pillar God is to maintain the stability of the world" and "The Pillar God is the spokesperson of Yuanhe and cannot act at will" to persuade himself and others. But now, Aiwass finally understands——
The root cause is that the Pillar God is too weak.
The gods of this world are too limited in what they can do. They can create hundreds of new races, bring art to life, see thousands of future possibilities, and turn back time... But
What each Pillar God can do is too limited, and the differences in their paths prevent them from being completely united.
"Only by becoming a being above the Pillar God can we gain the power to change everything."
Aiwass is not ashamed of such arrogance, nor does he have any taboos.
He tilted his head slightly to look at Sherlock and said calmly: "You have actually figured this out a long time ago, right?"
"……almost."
Sherlock nodded slightly: "To be specific... I had already thought of this possibility when I learned that the Church of the Nine Pillars was established earlier than the birth of the Silver Crown Dragon.
"——The elves and the giants are undoubtedly hostile. Many pillar gods don't like the Supreme Heaven, so why do the elves still worship the nine pillar gods?"
"It's a very simple reason," Aiwass continued, "because it is necessary to instill in people a subconscious concept that 'the Nine Pillars are one body'."
"But it is obvious that the Pillar Gods cannot be one. Extraordinary beings in the material world will be opposed due to conflicts between paths, and the Pillar Gods who are pure path life must be even more so - even if they may be able to maintain a peaceful attitude,
But their views on some things must be different. And their belief in the correctness of this view is the source of their own strength."
Sherlock said softly: "Because of this, the pillar gods can never go hand in hand and can only make relative compromises."
"As the Silver Crowned Dragon replaced the Supreme Sky, a new balance was reached. But any balance is shaky...and now is no exception."
"Do you want to replace Snake Father? Or Si Zhu? It can't be Heng Wo."
"I have already said that what I want to become is a being above the Pillar God. Higher than the sky, higher than everything else!"
Aiwass finally expressed his purpose clearly and frankly in the material world, in this world where everything he said must be known: "Devotion and transcendence... I have to take both paths, two rivers of origin."
I want it all.
"——There is only one answer, I want them all!"
At this moment.
Dream world.
Dancing alone, Hengwo stopped for a moment and then continued dancing.
The difference is that she began to set her sights on Aiwass.
"hehe……"
Si Zhu, who was walking in the forest, raised his head slightly and chuckled with some relief.
"This kid..."
Sand Clockwork sneered: "Why not be later? Wouldn't it be better if we were all finished together later?"
In front of him was an alchemy furnace that was smoking. His sleeves were folded together, and it was impossible to tell which hand was on top at the moment.
"finally……"
The silver-crowned dragon groaned.
His pupils, which were originally indifferent as ice, were now slightly red. In the iceberg beneath him, the active dragon could no longer be seen.
The girl sealed in amber with her eyes closed finally ended her sleep.
"teacher……"
She slowly opened her eyes.
The moment Amber opened her eyes, time in the entire material world came to a complete standstill.
No one, no god—not even the Pillar God—can maintain self-awareness in it.
And after nine seconds, she fell asleep again and slowly closed her eyes.