For Evas, who is used to the shortcuts of pastoral care, it should have been irresistible.
——Even life is willing to pay, but it will be slightly deviated from the heart and lose the price of self...
But for some reason, when Aivas was seriously thinking about whether to accept this powerful force, he inexplicably felt a sense of nausea and the hazy feeling of being watched by something.
That feeling was like walking alone in a lightless alley late at night.
The cold and damp wind penetrated through my chest, and I always felt that someone was watching me in the darkness - that level of anxiety.
Absolute shortcuts...it may also be an absolute trap.
Although this level of suspicion made Evas feel a little ridiculous... but this was precisely because of the strong disgust in his heart that he chose to refuse.
“…No, I still refuse.”
Aivas thought seriously for a long time, but still smiled, and refused the temptation seriously and politely: "The price I would rather pay is flesh and blood, life, or even energy level... but this price is too heavy for me. So
...Thank you, but no need.
"I still hope... let the legend of this sword stay here. Merlin is right, this sword is still too magical. It can quietly and permanently rewrite a person's mind... this level of curse,
Even I don't have the confidence to control it.
"...If you believe Merlin and think that it is a living beast. The fact that Galahad can use this sword normally without falling, perhaps it is a trap it sets itself.
Maybe. Let one prey go and deceive more prey into traps... There are still smart beasts of this level."
Once he made a choice, Aivas suddenly felt relaxed.
Although it is a bit regretful... but Aivas will not regret the decision he has made.
If Avas had not yet recognized his true nature before Avas was "separated and reunited", Avas, who had not yet recognized his true nature, might have accepted it.
But now Aivas no longer has.
Any composition in his current personality comes from the past he has experienced and from his relatives and friends around him.
His sacrifice and transcendence that he has reached the fifth level now comes from Alester's sacrifice, Isabel's love... from the elder brother's family affection, Sherlock's friendship... even from the adoptive father's expectations, and what he has done.
Every good or bad person I know is not achieved overnight, but tempered from one event after another.
He no longer wanted to fall into such divine nothingness like the "Pope Avas" of the past; nor did he want to have such uninhibited desires like the "Beast-like Alester".
Every minute of his current personality is a past he gained himself and did not want to lose.
Any slight deviation that appears in vain may mean that a certain experience has lost its meaning.
——Just like when playing stand-alone games, Aivas doesn’t like to turn on cheaters. It’s of course good to be able to omit meaningless “sweep props”…but if you just have a lighter finger
, you can get hundreds of hours of resources and props that you can't get, and you can't use, so won't you waste your time using props before?
A childhood memory suddenly appeared in Evas's mind:
When his family was still intact, he used to like to play Pokémon games with emulators. Although it was a stand-alone pirated game that could not be played online, and even the translation and Chineseization were somewhat problematic... but he still enjoyed it.
Constantly encountering new Pokémon in the grass, constantly fighting with NPCs to get money, plant tree fruits, and cultivate hatch eggs... Even the Pokémon cultivated cannot be used to fight with people, but it is just conquered and
Cultivation itself is full of fun.
But one day, he found a modifier online.
Just move your fingers to modify the Pokémon value in the backpack. Whether it is full of individuals or rare characteristics, or money, level and experience in the backpack... or the late-achieving treasure in the newcomer stage
Dreams or even divine beasts are easy things to do.
He was excited for a while and kept trying various novel starts and team compositions. But one day, he suddenly felt bored.
——He can no longer calm down and encounter battles to gain experience, nor can he ride a bicycle to hatch the eggs of the backpack. If the modifier can do this easily, then deliberately ignore it.
To continue wasting time, it was just a self-deception. He even felt for a moment that the happiness of the past was just a meaningless waste of time...
There are many more experiences like this...
When Avas recalled this incident, the memories that seemed to not exist in Avas's heart suddenly unblocked one by one-
In Diablo 2, obtain a small amulet with full skill level +7 through the modifier;
When playing RPG games, directly allow the protagonist's team to obtain all-member magical equipment;
When playing action games, let the manipulated characters obtain actions or skills that need to be repeatedly brushed to unlock in the early stage...
Once you have tried that, you will never go back. After a brief ecstasy, you suddenly feel that the game has lost its fun...or, the fun that was originally slowly obtained was acquired and consumed very quickly in a short period of time.
But there are no memories worth remembering.
There is one thing in common with using modifiers, that is, it makes you feel that you were stupid when you used to brush resources and props for a long time - but you clearly felt happy because of this sense of gain.
Is that kind of happiness also a kind of stupidity?
But he clearly remembers them so vividly.
Even the shining memories themselves became cheap.
“——I cannot accept the change of self-awareness out of thin air.”
Aivas said seriously: "I always feel like I have done something like a mistake... This feeling is annoying."
Isabel suddenly felt something and looked up at the sky.
There was clearly an empty ceiling there.
But for some reason, Isabel felt like an eye was looking at them. It was like Yanis peeking at her in the painting...
No mistakes, one song, one post, one content, one reading!
Dream world, focus.
He looked at Avas's Huantiansi in front of the display, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.
A wisp of silver thread was wrapped around his left index finger - a memory he had just taken out of his mind.
Just now, through Evas's confirmation, he found another memory that could be recognized as a real existence-
In order to protect this memory from being eroded by the whispers of the void, he sent it into Evas's mind.
He has done this many times.
Every time I am very cautious.
It's like trying to rescue some files that are not infected by the virus from a poisoned computer and send them to the backup machine. Unless he is sure that this memory is absolutely correct, he will never pass it on.
Of course, strictly speaking... that is not "transmission", but unblocking. They are the same person, just like two machines in an Internet cafe, both connected to the same database. Huantiansi blocked Aihua
The individual's memory reading permission of "all Xiao Ai", so Evas' memory is so vague and fragmented.
——Any memory of him may be fictional.
Because the so-called "memories" are just a thought. Only memories that Evas also possesses at the same time can be convinced that it is real.
"Even if you don't remember anything, are you still instinctively resisting the whisper of the void..."
It's me, Huantiansi should have had such an idea.
But now his remaining feelings are so indifferent that even such praise cannot be expressed. He looked at all this and his heart was as calm as water. The whole world has a huge barrier from himself - no one can understand him
, as if he could not reach anyone.
But immediately, a new idea came to Huantiansi's mind:
Just like this, he left all the memories and gave them to Evas... who is the essence?
Who is the real snake? Who is the abandoned snake tail?
"Talking."
Seeing Aivas completely destroying the red-handled sword under the guidance of Haibaxia, Huantian Si breathed a little relieved and said calmly: "That kind of thing doesn't matter at all. Why, are you anxious?"
The so-called snake with one-tail... is a snake with no distinction between head and tail.
——The snake's head is the snake's tail, and the snake's tail is the snake's head.