Aiwass was silent for a long time and slowly closed the diary.
Isabel let out a light sigh: "You...don't want to read it?"
There was some surprise and surprise in her voice, but also some regret.
"Don't watch anymore."
Aiwass turned around and showed a gentle smile: "Because I already understand the source of your fear and know where your heart starts from."
"Do you not want to watch it or... don't need to watch it?"
"No. I just won't look at it this time."
Aiwass corrected: "Peeling open your hidden heart and understanding your past; and looking into your secrets and prying into your thoughts... these are two different things.
"You want me to read your diary just because of your fear and palpitations. Your emotions are too complicated now... and I don't want to take advantage of you."
Aiwass said with a smile: "I want to see you wholeheartedly and seriously...tell me all your secrets. Tell me with your own mouth, not this half-truth and half-false diary."
It’s still the same sentence—who would a serious person keep a diary?
Can what is written in a diary be considered true to the heart?
Not to mention, the essence of "Du Lac Family Diary" is actually a suicide note. Curses and poisons may be chronic or acute. At the slowest, it may take several months to die, and at the fastest, it may not be possible.
There was no time to save him and he died suddenly.
In this case, it is very difficult to leave a suicide note stably. That's why the first prince chose to let everyone else leave a diary. After his death, the diary will be seen by others, so that
They understand their own ideas and what they want to do.
Reading diaries together and sharing secrets will also make the royal family have the same hatred and hatred. They can understand each other and are on the same position, so it is not easy for them to fight among themselves.
That prince should be Queen Sophia's eldest son. The first to realize this, he is indeed a suitable person to become a king.
And the same thing...under this circumstance, naturally there won't be anything too secretive in the diary.
Just like Correa's husband and Fili's father, there are traces of restrained emotions in his diary.
But they all took it for granted that they did one thing wrong.
The process of writing a diary is indeed a process of channeling fear and venting anxiety. However, there is a problem here... If the diary must be seen by other people, then the negative emotions contained in it will inevitably be conveyed to the next person through words.
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In a closed system, if this cycle is repeated, the negative emotions accumulated in the text will continue to pile up and become more and more.
When it was passed to this generation, Isabel couldn't bear it anymore.
It's not her fault. It's because she's under too much pressure.
It's not like a doctor would hide his illness from a terminally ill patient - what the Du Lac family did was exactly the opposite. Everyone kept saying "I'm going to die" and "You're going to die too."
Then he witnessed people die one after another until the rooms in the Palace of Silver and Tin became empty one by one.
It's like being in an intensive care unit and can easily make people depressed.
The only person who realizes this is probably the last person in the excerpt from Isabel's diary.
There is power in his words, and he should be an orthodox old knight. He knows what he wants to do, so he chooses to comfort others - he does not vent his fear and pain in his diary, but gives others the chance to live.
strength.
This kind of knight who can be recognized by the Silver Crown Dragon will definitely become his apostle after death.
This is quite rare.
Even if the royal family of Avalon is the descendant of Lancelot who once worked with the Silver Crowned Dragon, not all of them can become the knights of the Crown Lord. Because the Silver Crowned Dragon is quite picky.
After all, there is no such thing as reincarnation in this world. It generally respects the cycle of nature. But death is not an absolute end.
The soul of a mortal is born together with the birth of the body. It is a gift from the world; and after death, the soul of a mortal will enter nine different rivers according to its characteristics and flow into the realm where the Nine Pillar Gods belong.
Pillar Gods and Tiansi can use their own power to temporarily intercept and preserve the souls of others, or divide part of their origin and power to promote the other person to an apostle. If they do not do this, then the soul will be integrated again at the end of the river.
The world forms a big cycle.
The paths where souls are most trapped are the path of adaptation, the path of love and the path of twilight.
After the death of those who have adapted to the path, their souls will transform into various grotesque beasts in the forest realm of the Scale Feather Lord. They will fight each other, devour and evolve in the endless dense forests and wilderness, until they become enough
If you are strong, you may be noticed by the Pillar God or Tiansi and taken away to become their apostle.
People on the path of love will enter different realms according to different desires after death. Those who like fighting, violence, and brutality will enter the shadow realm to continue fighting with others, and will be reborn again after death to continue fighting; while those who like sex and food,
Then you will enter the realm of flesh and blood and enjoy an endless chaotic and decadent banquet.
Indulge your desires until your soul is completely lost, or completely control your desires and be chosen as an apostle by Tiansi.
As for Eternity, the pillar god of the path of love - Eternity never dances with others, he will only dance with his own reflection in sorrow forever in the moon's dwelling house. He is the pillar god with the fewest apostles.
On the Dusk Road, after death, they will turn into amber one after another in the amber forest. Their past, memory, life, and soul will be completely preserved by amber, even if it is meaningless.
Except for the "automatic diversion mechanism" of these three paths, the pillar gods and Tiansi of other paths will be carefully screened. After all, making apostles requires dedicating part of their own power, and only the souls they particularly like will be picked up -
—Usually, after the Pillar Gods have been selected, it is the turn of the Tiansi of this path to choose. After all the Tiansi have been selected, the remaining souls will be recycled by the world.
The Silver Crowned Dragon is a very picky pillar god, even pickier than Sizhu. Only high-quality souls who are loyal, upright, brave, honest, reliable, tolerant, and glorious will be chosen by him to become his knights.
However, he is also the best to his apostles. If the apostles are attacked by other pillar gods or apostles of Tiansi in the dream world, then the Crown Master will directly launch an endless war against the opponent.
The knights of the Crown Lord are still quite active.
The knights will exercise, read, sing, ride and fight in the palace at the foot of the sunny Crystal Mountains, gallop on the boundless emerald grassland, and fight on horseback. Occasionally, they will go to the material world to witness their oaths, or to punish those who break their promises.
Occasionally, he becomes a mortal for a short period of time, travels around the world, and acts bravely for justice.
Knights usually do not appear in the form of apostles in temples, unless they are to warn tyrants - the knights of the Crown Lord will protect all rulers so that their bloodline will not be cut off, and will also protect the mortal rulers of the material world from being
Other apostles attack or control at will from the dream world, maintaining the harmony and separation between the material world and the dream world.
Working with them to protect the balance between the two realms are the apostles of Sand Clock.
But for tyrants, knights will withdraw their protection. Part of the reason is because "tyrant" is the domain held by Xiong Tiansi.
The crowned master will silently watch the entire world from the mountaintop where the blizzard is always blowing. Aiwass doesn't know what he is looking at specifically. And apart from this matter and choosing knights, he cares about almost nothing...
Rely on your own knights as your agents. Just like King Arthur who sent the Knights of the Round Table on adventures in the past.
Because of this, Aiwass felt confused and flustered when the Silver Crowned Dragon suddenly looked at him, a mortal.
——What are you looking at me for?
If it was a sand timepiece, he would definitely not panic.
Sand Clock is the pillar god most closely connected with the material world. He is so good-tempered that he can even bargain with mortals who have not embarked on the path to the extraordinary. As long as someone calls him, even if the ritual is wrong, he and his apostles will most likely do it.
Response. The ritual of exorcising the phantom demon and banishing it back to the dream world, its source of power comes from the sand timepiece.
If Aiwass dies, he may be taken away by Snake Father, or he may be taken away by Sizhu; Isabel may not be able to see the twins now, but if Sherlock grows up, Weizhe may be able to see it.
It's possible, but now it's probably not possible.
Bishop Mathers had deviated somewhat from the way of devotion, and Yulia was a newcomer.
Among Aiwass's friends at present... the only one who is likely to be favored by the Pillar God is probably the Great Guardian. With George's character, strength and achievements, he will definitely become a knight of the Silver Crowned Dragon after his death.
And this is also true, so Aiwass called him "Saint George" because he became an apostle after his death.
——Rounding things up, I am making friends with an apostle.
