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Chapter 489 I don’t know pain

Isabel's eyelashes trembled slightly.

She hummed softly and slowly woke up from the slight shaking.

...what just happened?

The memory of the last second still remains when I was talking to Aiwass.

Then she vaguely felt the whole world shake and wrinkle. It was like a sudden shaking earthquake shattered everything, or like a fragile and thin cardboard box was washed away by a flood. She vaguely heard the terrible roar of a hurricane.

, as if being in the battlefield, listening to the earth-shattering roar.

She shuddered and felt great fear. It was as if the house she lived in was about to be destroyed by a tornado. The sense of crisis made her feel as if she was about to wake up the next moment, but she heard another sigh.

A voice as dry and hoarse as sand grinding the throat sounded: "Go on to sleep."

So she fell into deep sleep again.

When I woke up again, those remaining things were like a dream, hazy and elusive.

...But she was already in a dream.

Can the person in the dream still dream?

Isabel fell into a brief confusion.

"Your Highness Isabel."

It seemed that I heard a sound, Shafiya's voice came from outside the house.

So Isabel immediately woke up and her expression returned to calm.

She tried to lift the quilt and stand up. Only then did she finally realize that it was not that she felt dizzy, but that the "house" itself was shaking.

——This is a ship.

Although she had never been on a boat, she still instinctively realized what it was.

Why was he with Aiwass just a moment ago, and then on the ship the next moment?

…Is it a memory I’ve lost for a while?

An idea came to Isabel's mind, and she raised her head and looked at Shafiya with somewhat melancholy eyes.

"Did you have trouble sleeping, Your Highness?"

Shafiya said softly: "Would you like to go outside and enjoy the sea breeze?"

"I just...thought of Aiwass."

Isabel shook her head slightly, almost crying.

Of course this is also a performance.

——I felt more confused than when I woke up, so I felt "confused" and "confused".

It is relatively reasonable to suddenly feel melancholy and sad at night. Not to mention, now Isabel can barely be regarded as a subjugated princess, so it is normal for her to be unable to sleep and have random thoughts.

Sure enough, Shafiya had no doubt that there was anything wrong with Isabel.

She comforted: "There will be nothing wrong with Aiwass. Isn't Sherlock with him?"

"But, after being away for so long..."

Isabel's voice was full of emotion, and tears suddenly appeared in the corners of her eyes: "I want to see him! I want to—"

Seeing that this princess, who was usually very autistic, now showed such strong emotions and rarely became willful, Shafiya just smiled bitterly, but she felt a touch of joy in her heart.

This was the first time she had seen Isabel have such clear likes and dislikes.

Before this, Isabel never made her attitude clear. When asked if she was okay, she would just nod lightly and not express any more opinions. She would accept whatever was given and eat whatever was fed.

She never refuses, but she never seems very happy.

Meg has a strong and free-spirited personality, and is naturally optimistic. She has never cared much about children's emotional problems and cannot understand them at all; George does not understand the thoughts of girls at all. To him, princesses and princes are both

There is no difference.

But as a half-elf, Shafiya can empathize with Isabel. She feels sorry for this most vulnerable little princess.

As a half-elf, Shafiya Morgan's bloodline is quite pure.

Generally, the blood of a half-elf is one-half, one-fourth or even less...and her blood is at least 80%. This is because almost every generation of her ancestors will choose elves as their partners.

They worshiped their ancestor Morgan so much that they didn't even change their surname.

According to the tradition of Avalon, after their ancestors become apostles, their descendants often change their surnames. Through this ceremony, they express that they have no intention of holding on to the glory of their ancestors and will survive on their own strength in the future.

He will not cause trouble to his ancestors or ask his ancestors for help when they encounter trouble - completely opposite to Xing Antimony's idea of ​​"always remembering and inheriting the glory of our ancestors".

The Morgan family is an exception.

Or maybe it's because she did not become a knight of the Silver Crown Dragon, but became a fairy on the path of love, choosing to follow Ying Tiansi. Her descendants did not hide this surname - they were generous

Inherited the name of Morgan. Through this method, he tried to purify his bloodline and restore the long lifespan and powerful talent of the elves.

In this case, Shafiya has received a very strict education since she was a child. Not only must she learn the language of Avalon, but she must also learn the language, common sense and understanding of the teaching country, as if she is not a human being, but

He is a pure-blooded elf born in Avalon.

The elders in the family live a long life, and even their great-grandfather is still alive and well. They have high expectations for Shafiya...because she has a beautiful face, elegant temperament, and very obvious elven features. She can also complete elven etiquette,

The accent is also the same as that of the elves of The Theocracy.

Even the elves of the Theocracy cannot tell whether she is a human or not. If she gives birth to an offspring with an elf again, she can be regarded as an elf.

Shafiya was once like a doll, obeying her family's education and obeying her family's orders.

Delicate, cold and silent - silent, like a caged bird.

This is somewhat similar to Isabel, but different. She is not like Isabel, who is suppressed by the shadow of death and thus blocks her soul. It is because she has seen everything clearly at a young age and knows that she has no possibility of resistance.

, so it’s better to just accept the reality.

If you don't resist, you won't feel the pain.

If you obey orders from the bottom of your heart, there will be no unhappiness; if you are dissatisfied and try your best to change the reality... By the time everything is settled, you have missed the original vision. Just like the toys you wanted when you were a child.

It’s like you no longer like them when you grow up. Is there any point in waiting until you make money to buy toys in the future?

Obviously, no.

So Shafiya chose another path.

"I don't like that thing anymore," she told herself. If you can't change reality, then change yourself.

She kept repeating this, constantly rewriting her own mind. Because of this, she reached the fourth energy level at a young age and came into contact with the fifth energy level of the authoritarian path... and thus stood at the top of the world just after taking the throne.

Beside Queen Sofia.

"Domestic animals were not domesticated because they were stupid, but because they were too smart."

The young queen's seemingly unintentional words deeply hurt her heart.

——In the end, she chose to rebel.

She married an ordinary human being.

That was his subordinate, an arbitrator in his thirties.

The other party does not have any special talents, nor does he have the blood of the apostles of the founding family. He is not the elf that he yearns for. It is just because the other party loves him from the bottom of his heart and wholeheartedly - not because he loves the name "Morgan", let alone

Love the blood of elves, but only love yourself.

"——From now on, I will no longer be Morgan!"

After fending off an assassin invited by her family for her husband for the third time, Shafiya angrily severed ties with the Morgan family.

Now, she looked at Isabel as if she were looking at her past self.

The depressed, silent, painless Isabel is just like Shafiya in her childhood;

But now Isabel is fully awakened and has her own will, likes and dislikes...

Just like Shafiya who has learned her fate and rebelled against the destiny of her bloodline.

The former queen taught her this experience.

And now she wants to return it to her granddaughter.

(End of chapter)


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