Aiwass actually had doubts about whether his unexpected relationship with Isabel was due to the influence of Morgan...
But he confirmed again and again that his will was clear and independent.
For now, we can rule out this factor for the time being.
In this case... what Morgan said "you will know soon" made Aiwass a little uneasy.
——It can’t be a child, right?
From Isabel's point of view, she would probably like it very much and even look forward to this gift. After all, Aiwass also considered safety issues yesterday, but Isabel insisted on implementing a less safe plan.
But from Aiwass's point of view, he actually didn't want to have a child so soon - Fallen Sky Secretary may come to the material world at any time, and Aiwass will definitely take risks when the time comes.
Isabel is one of Aiwass's absolutely trusted teammates and a reliable auxiliary supporter. But if she is pregnant or even has a child, then Aiwass will definitely not dare to let her fight on the front line. And not only that... Even Aiwass
Your own behavior may be limited by this.
Even now, Aiwass feels as if there is a lock in the depths of his heart - a bondage called "love".
Before this, Aiwass was able to use risky strategies unscrupulously, not hesitate to use himself as a pawn and bait, and even put his own life at the cost of deterrence at every turn.
But now Aiwass doesn't dare to do this. One kind of "dedication" has replaced another kind of "dedication", diluting the kind of madness that has no scruples and no cares.
It was only then that Aiwass finally realized that he was not as brave as he thought.
True bravery does not mean never being afraid.
But even if you are afraid, you still move forward; you already know the cost and know that you will never be able to afford this price, but you still dare to face difficulties.
But now, Aiwass found himself a little scared.
Only then did Aiwass suddenly realize...it turned out that he just didn't care about anything.
Because he didn't care so much about his own life or "living", he dared to sacrifice. Aiwass had many friends, but there was no rope that could really tie him - before that, this rope was
Yulia.
As long as Yulia's problems are not solved, Aiwass will always be worried.
But after the Flame-Contrary Butterfly separated from her body, Aiwass felt relieved.
...To use an inappropriate metaphor, it is like parents who are terminally ill or preparing for divorce, who have been patiently waiting for their children to complete the college entrance examination.
Yulia has passed the biggest disaster and test in her life. Since then, she has been reborn, with freedom and a future.
Aiwass also relaxed.
What he really wanted to do from his heart has actually been done since then.
Since then, Aiwass has always lived lightly in this world. Like a balloon, it seems that it will fly away as soon as he lets go.
He has no clear goals or desires, let alone anything he cares about in particular.
He knows many things in the future, but those things have nothing to do with him... He will take action to solve the crisis in Avalon and relieve the crisis caused by the Fallen Division, just because "without his own words, these people alone can solve the problem."
There is no problem", and in order to improve his living environment, he decided to become a hero and solve these crises.
It's not that he longs for the name of a hero, but that he has to do it - the original plot has proven that without players, the world will be destroyed countless times in the end.
In this world without players, all crises and all responsibilities fall on Aiwass's shoulders.
Aiwass will naturally feel pressure. He was very relaxed before just because he didn't care much about his own life - at least he died. If he failed, no one would be able to continue to top him. Then the whole world would be buried with him.
, it can be considered a grand funeral.
Now, Aiwass feels like he's alive again.
Because he has a new person he "has to take care of".
Those pressures took shape again, and he really had a desire to solve the crisis in Fallen Sky - he could not be allowed to hurt Isabel and the children he might have in the future.
for love.
It is also for the future of the people you love.
...However, this feeling is not bad.
When Aiwass was about to fall asleep, he quietly looked at Isabel lying next to him. His pupils were burning with dark red flames, as warm as the flames in the fireplace. Isabel looked at his pupils and reached out to touch them gently.
with his face.
As the priest's level surpassed that of the demonologist, Aiwass' resonance with the path of devotion once again surpassed that of the transcendent path.
This feeling of living for others, the feeling of living clearly for something... is really good.
Aiwass thought.
And when Aiwass really fell asleep, he finally knew... what the gift Morgan gave him was.
He woke up clearly from his dream, as if he were participating in a promotion ceremony.
But the space he is in is not a dark space, a pure white space, a space illuminated by the blood moon...
He was lying on a huge and soft red heart-shaped bed. He was surrounded by a sea of flowers of various colors.
There is a full moon hanging high in the sky, and above the night sky are the brilliant and clear stars.
What is inconsistent with this aesthetic atmosphere is a pile of new and wonderful tools standing around the bed.
Most of Aiwass has been seen on the Internet in previous lives, but I have never seen him in this life.
…Is this some kind of Morgan’s Wonderful House?
He stared at the night sky in confusion, and saw a flash of light beside him, and Isabel wearing a nightgown appeared beside him, lying on another pillow on the heart-shaped bed.
When she opened her eyes, she obviously regarded all of this as a dream. She giggled, said hello to Aiwass, nuzzled him affectionately in his arms, and touched the motionless Aiwass with her head.
There was an arch in my stomach.
Then she looked at the sea of flowers like an innocent little girl and exclaimed "Wow". She jumped off the bed and knelt down among the soft flowers, touching the flowers carefully.
"——Lulu."
At this moment, Aiwass suddenly shouted behind her.
Isabel's back tensed up visibly.
She turned around in shock and realized something.
Aiwass put his hand on his forehead helplessly and told Isabel about meeting Morgan at the lake this morning.
"...So this is the gift she gave me."
Aiwass sighed: "A... well-decorated dream?"
Life in the material world can only enter the dream world through dreams, but in most cases, people who enter the dream world cannot stay awake. Only extraordinary people who have embarked on the extraordinary path can maintain themselves from the dream world.
But even so, it is very difficult to enter the dream world. Only those professions with the characteristics of "Dream Walker" can freely walk in the dream world...
Moreover, it is very dangerous to fall into the dream world while dreaming. After all, although the dream world is vast and has no limit, there are too many phantoms in the dream world.
When entering a dream, the projection of a mortal's soul will appear in the dream world. Whether it is curse, parasitism, or being harmed and devoured, it will have an impact on the self in the material world.
In this case, a safe house that is connected to the dream world but not deep in the dream world is the exploration base pursued by many extraordinary people. However, even if the dream-walking monk successfully develops this kind of base, he will definitely not be able to control it——
Because they can't keep it.
Even the most powerful dream-walking monk is like an adventurer who goes deep into the tropical rainforest empty-handed in the dream world... and will most likely end up becoming food.
It's just that some predators like to eat raw, while others are better at cooking.
Only famous apostles, or powerful enough dream creatures, can leave their own aura. Use your own face to guarantee that "there are people here, come at your own risk."
——Judging from the various wonderful tools next to the bed, this seems to be a stronghold that Morgan used in the past.
It's hard to say whether she gave this dream directly to Aiwass or regarded him as a tenant. The fact that Isabel, who has never met Morgan, can also be dragged into it, shows that at least one of her names on her list is
There is also Isabel.
In this case, as long as Aiwass and Isabel fall asleep at the same time and use the same key, they will most likely have the same dream and meet here... Although they are still too weak now, Aiwass does not dare to take them with them.
Isabelle explores the dream world.
But at least they can exchange information with each other in their dreams even if one of them is in Avalon and the other in the Theocracy.
"But what is the key to this dream..."
Aiwass was a little confused.
Isabel thought for a while and replied: "It should be...a bar. At least that's what my intuition told me - I fell into this dreamland because I drank."
As long as you drink a little before going to bed, you can meet Isabel...
A convenient and fast way to communicate!
This is much easier to use than the unreliable telephones of this era. And if you are delivering important news through church, but it is not suitable for intimate words... it is just right.
"What a generous gift."
Aiwass clasped his hands together and praised from the bottom of his heart: "Thank you, Ms. Morgan."
Isabel also climbed up next to him, imitating his way of shaking her head and clasping her hands together: "Praise Ms. Morgan."
Looking at Isabel, Aiwass suddenly had a strange thought in his mind - Morgan is Mordred's adoptive mother and can be regarded as Aiwass's ancestor; and Lancelot is Isabel's ancestor.
...Morgan's attitude towards them is so friendly, doesn't he think of them as some strange meal replacement?
