Perhaps in the Dragon Clan's concept of death, true death can only come when one returns to the Dragon Tomb and withers into bones.
No matter whether she wraps the white snake's body around his wrist, curls up into a ball, or curls up against his heart, she can no longer find the deep warmth she felt in the past.
The absence of the familiar heartbeat made her, a dragon who was not very emotional, feel a sour and lonely mood.
That boy back then was like a lost pearl in the ocean, lost in the depths of memory.
At this time, she could not understand the difference between humans and corpse demons.
What made her heart even more desolate was that her body was naturally cold and low-temperature, and she could not even respond to the warm gift she received from him back then.
During the days in the Sin Sword Pond, there was no daylight, and the only things that could be seen all day long were the "strange" looking human disciples and their formidable eyes that were ready to move.
She hates humans. She has hated humans deeply since the day she was born.
That night, her scales were shattered and her body was covered with injuries as she fled into his house.
The child temporarily sheltered and protected her. At that time, she had experienced the death of a close relative and blood feud. Even if she gained a moment of kindness, she would regard it as a trap to deceive her.
The reason why she stayed in the child's bamboo house was not because of the kind assistance.
Dragons, such cold and arrogant creatures, will never be shaken by the small kindness of human beings.
What really allowed her to stay in that cabin was that she saw the same feeling of loneliness in that little child.
The courtyard of the bamboo house was not locked, but it was no different from the cage in the Sin Sword Pond.
It looks like a human child, but in her eyes, it looks like a self-denying and polite body with a soul that is determined to be miserable.
It's like a little monster being forced to grow up.
And in this world.
All unique things are monsters.
Even if his bloodline is high, the only thing left is a monster.
Even though the world said dragons were gods and auspicious beasts, she knew in her heart that in a world where rarity was valued, dragons were monsters that were coveted by everyone and made countless people crazy because of their greed.
The two monsters, who do not meet the definition of the world, rely on the meager emotions that do not need to be expressed verbally, but have a tacit understanding, carefully avoiding other people, and coexisting with the outside world, pretending to be well-behaved and docile things.
In this world, there are many creatures who are attracted by the warmth of Bailian, such as Xiaolu, Shu Ci, Su Jing, Yin Baishuang...
Only Xiao Bailong knew a secret about him that even he himself didn't know.
Her little master is actually the same as her in some respects. Deep down in his heart, he is truly contradictory: he loves the world passionately and hates human beings at the same time.
What is extremely white is extremely black.
On the contrary, this was what really attracted her and made her willing to accept him as her master.
But even so, her little master is still warm, like the rising sun, like a young rabbit in the mountains. She, who understands everything, can't help but get close to him and is willing to surrender.
During this reunion, it seemed that nothing had changed, but everything... seemed to have changed.
The child who once couldn't even bear to kill a fish, is now able to kill a group of immortals without changing his expression.
The master is still her master, but he is no longer warm.
She was worried and afraid that such a master would become colder and colder, and there would no longer be any warmth left.
Bai Shaoyan was about to take back his hand when he suddenly felt a cold feeling on the back of his hand, covering it with a cold and slender palm.
She calmly raised her deep purple pupils and met Balian's moist and bright black eyes.
He smiled at her and asked softly: "Did I...disappoint you?"
Bai Shaoyan shook his head seriously and retorted: "Master is very strong. In my heart, he is more indestructible than anyone else."
Bailian drooped his eyelids and chuckled: "But the fact is exactly the opposite. I am incompetent and weak. I have just developed a way of living by obeying other people's expectations since I was a child. In fact, I am neither warm nor strong.
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On the contrary, the longer I live, the more I find that I am as hypocritical as most people. I have no ability to heal the pain of others. I do not have omnipotent super powers. In the end, I find that I am even less able to do it and will fall into obsession.
To save others from suffering..."
He paused slightly, and then added: "Even because of this body, I no longer like the sun, and I can't be born towards the sun. The cold emotions are not gradually cooling down because I haven't been in the sun for a long time, but
I discovered that it’s because I’m not warm at all.”
Bai Shaoyan's vertical pupils were slightly opened, and his heart seemed to be airtightly wrapped by some invisible thing.
Balian raised his eyelids and looked at her, smiled slightly, and said: "But I don't think there is anything wrong with being like this now. Even if I kill people, I no longer feel scared. On the contrary, this kind of myself makes me feel more real."
He sighed softly: "I can see that you are sad at the moment, but I really don't know how to comfort you."
Bai Shaoyan shook his head again, his brows were solemn, he took his hand away from Bailian's palm and said seriously: "I am your servant, what kind of useless servant I am, and how cowardly I need the comfort of my master, this is
For our dragon clan, this is a great shame and humiliation."
But you look very unhappy at the moment.
Balian didn't say these words. He watched Bai Shaoyan take two steps back in a serious manner, returning to his usual conscientious appearance. Then he took two steps forward like a leisurely stroll, closing some distance.
He smiled and stretched out his hand to Bai Shaoyan and said: "It is said that it is difficult to guess a girl's thoughts. If you fail to guess correctly, it will make the girl even more unhappy.
Okay, then I won’t comfort you anymore. Whatever you want to do at this moment and whatever you want to choose, it’s all okay with me.”
"Is it all...ok?"
Balian's dark and gentle eyes came closer, and he said softly: "My little white dragon is unhappy, so I think I should coax her, um, in the way she likes."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Bai Shaoyan's cold expression was a little confused for a moment.
Why, in just a few words, he pushed the problem back to her.
What's even more amazing is.
She didn't even feel any disgust at all.
Instead, there is a subtle... shyness.
She belatedly took a half step back, but her eyes fell on Balian's outstretched palm.
So, she took half a step back and stopped awkwardly.
Bai Shaoyan lowered his eyes deeply, slowly bent his body, and lowered his head to Balian's hand.
He is clearly a cold and noble true dragon, but his posture and movements at this moment are like a big furry dog that begs to be petted.
"Then Master, can you touch my horn with the name on it...?"
Balian chuckled, and he raised his hand to touch her dragon horn.
I believe that Xiao Bailong's method of coaxing her was much easier than that of Shu Ci. As expected, pure family relationships will not allow people to push their limits...
As soon as her thoughts came to her mind and before she touched her hand twice, Bai Shaoyan took another two steps closer to Bai Lian. The silver slender dragon horn pressed against Bai Lian's chest. She lowered her head and could not clearly see the expression on her face.
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Her usual calm and frosty voice continued to sound: "Master, can you... be like you were when you were a child?"
"Like when you were a kid?" Balian was stunned for a moment, but it wasn't because he didn't remember how he coaxed her when Little White Snake had a tantrum when she was a kid, but he didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention it.
And when she was little, she was a little snake.
Now she is taller and taller than him. No matter how you look at it, there is a huge sense of gap.
Bai Shaoyan's stunned reaction immediately misunderstood Bai Shaoyan.
She thought that Balian had forgotten every memory of their life together when they were children.
Bai Shaoyan's silver hair fluttered twice on its own without the wind, and she didn't say a word. There was an inexplicable low pressure in the atmosphere around her.
A pair of dragon horns in front of his chest pushed up Baili An's body. The force was so strong that Baili An took two steps back.
She raised her head, glanced at Bailian with a faint look, raised her hand and prepared to hide the pair of dragon horns.
Bai Lian raised his finger, and a light-colored collar appeared between Bai Shaoyan's slender neck.
He hooked his fingers around the collar, and while stopping Bai Shaoyan from hiding her dragon horns, he used a little force on his arm to pull her over, leaned forward and raised his hand, and kissed her gently on the dragon horns with her real name engraved on it.
one time.
The silver chain between the wrist and the neck is closely connected.
The contract is like eternity, and the sound of the rainstorm in my ears seems to have faded away.
(PS: Gastritis recurred and I couldn’t eat anything all day long, so I’ll update this chapter.)