Although Gu Chen spoke sincerely, Xu Tiankai didn't seem to want to listen.
Once people are in debt and cannot repay it, they will have the idea of breaking the jar and breaking it.
What's more, Xu Tiankai has already emptied his family in order to pay off his debts.
Nowadays, if you want to borrow money to pay off your debts, I guess many relatives and friends have concerns.
Xu Tiankai has had enough of these days of hiding from debts on the street and being beaten unexpectedly.
But when Gu Chen said this, he seemed to feel a little guilty.
After all, it was his own fault that caused his mother to suffer as well, and Xu Tiankai felt a little sorry.
Seeing that Xu Tiankai remained silent, Gu Chen asked again: "Then what are you going to do now? Do you have a job?"
Xu Tiankai said nothing and could only shake his head silently.
"Without a job, there is no way to avoid debt every day. How on earth did you owe all this money? Are you going to participate in gambling?" Gu Chen asked.
"No, it's for a woman." Xu Tiankai said with a lonely look.
"For a woman?" Gu Chen was a little confused, as if there was something hidden in this.
So Gu Chen chose to sit next to Xu Tiankai and talked to him: "What's going on? If you don't explain the matter clearly, even if people want to help you, they won't be able to do anything."
"Harmful." Xu Tiankai sighed, took out a pack of cheap cheap cigarettes from his pocket, and handed one to Gu Chen.
Seeing Gu Chen wave his hand to refuse, Xu Tiankai just nodded, took a long breath, and asked Gu Chen:
"Since we all went to junior high school in the same school, do you still remember how I was criticized by the whole school?"
"Puppy love." Since he had learned about some embarrassing things Xu Tiankai had done in school during the conversation with the neighbors in the morning, Gu Chen could still tell some of them.
Xu Tiankai couldn't help but smile and nod: "Yes, it's because I kept writing love letters to the girl in the class, so I was caught by the principal who was patrolling that day."
"This matter later became known to the whole school. In order to rectify the school spirit, the principal specially circulated criticisms to the whole school in the playground during the flag-raising ceremony on Monday, and asked me to go on stage to review in public."
Taking a long breath of relief, Xu Tiankai couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Gu Chen frowned and looked puzzled: "What? Do you feel very proud?"
"That must be the case." Xu Tiankai nodded silently and couldn't help but say:
"This kind of thing must be criticized by the whole school. It's a pity that the girl only stayed in the class for one semester and then transferred to another school. It's a pity."
Looking up at the sky, Xu Tiankai's thoughts seemed to have returned to the past, and he couldn't help but sigh:
"I still remember that she didn't put on makeup at that time. She only wore a clean school uniform and a high ponytail. But I thought she was really beautiful at that time."
"Later, this year, after many years, I saw her again."
"Although she now wears heavy makeup and gorgeous clothes, I even feel that she is very ordinary now, but I still feel uncomfortable."
"Real or false?" After hearing what Xu Tiankai said, Gu Chen was somewhat interested.
Xu Tiankai nodded slightly: "Of course, I won't lie to you. I thought back then, because of her, I was criticized by the whole school, and I felt like a joke in this school."
"Now think about it, who didn't do a few crazy things when they were young?"
"She is not the loser of my freshness, she is the rose that grows in my heart."
Shaking his head, Xu Tiankai also smiled self-deprecatingly: "So, when you are young, don't meet anyone who is too stunning."
Gu Chen chuckled and said seriously: "So when she is as pale as a chrysanthemum, when she wears heavy makeup, when she highlights, when she is ordinary, it seems that it has nothing to do with you, right?"
"Yes." After hearing Gu Chen's words, Xu Tiankai shook his right hand at Gu Chen, dropped the ashtray on the ground, and continued:
"I used to think that the most important thing for a woman is to be innocent and kind, while the most important thing for a man is to be mature and steady."
"But then someone told me, should women be simple and kind? Maybe they can also be decisive, steady and responsible."
"The so-called simple kindness will not end well, it is better to kill decisively."
"And that time I met her, I had thought that she would be someone else's wife or mother in the future, but she would always be the sun of my year, hot and dazzling, but unattainable."
"She will not gain weight or grow old. She will always be in my memory. She is wearing a long white dress and smiling like a flower. She is standing there, looking at me with joy and calling my name."
Speaking of this, Xu Tiankai seemed to be intoxicated in those days again.
Gu Chen saw a smile on his lips, but couldn't bear to disturb him.
After Xu Tiankai was intoxicated for a moment, he also sneered and said:
"I remember that autumn, the gentle breeze blew into the classroom, facing the afterglow of the setting sun, blowing through her hair. The look of her wearing a white dress is unforgettable to me."
"It feels like she will never grow old, won't have the wrinkles of time, and won't have the daily necessities of life. She will always stand in my memory."
"I even think that she should have various opportunities to grow and grow into various postures like men."
"To give full play to one's talents without being limited to the innocent and lovely youth is perfection."
"So, is she what you imagined she is now?" Gu Chen asked.
Xu Tiankai shook his head: "There is still a lot of gap between dreams and reality. She is not living a happy life now."
"When I met her again after so many years, I even realized that I should be more sober. People change."
"You mean she has changed?" Gu Chen seemed to understand something from Xu Tiankai's disappointed expression.
Xu Tiankai nodded silently: "That's right, that day when I went to a bar with some buddies to get drunk, we met a bunny girl there who was selling drinks."
Turning to look at Gu Chen, Xu Tiankai was also filled with indignation and said: "You know what? You just wear very cool clothes and heavy makeup. In order to sell some drinks, you don't have to worry about all kinds of harassment and flattery from those customers."
"At that time, I didn't recognize that person as the woman I liked back then. Later, when my friend saw that other guests at the next table were messing around, she wanted to take advantage of that person, but she didn't mind at all."
"I don't know what she has experienced in these years? Was she still a top student back then?"
"But when I recognized that person as the girl I had liked back then, I punched the friend who took advantage of her, and a group of people started fighting."
"Those friends still don't understand why I stand up for the bunny girl selling drinks in the bar?"
"Even the bullied bunny girl didn't know at the time that the man who stood up for her was the one who wrote countless love letters to her in junior high school."
"Even for her, she has no idea about the man who was criticized by the whole school."
"Ahem." Hearing this, Gu Chen felt like he was listening to Xu Tiankai's bloody love story. He couldn't help but cough twice and asked in confirmation:
"Are you sure that what you said is not just made up by you?"
"Gu Chen, you don't believe me?" Xu Tiankai also questioned Gu Chen after hearing this.
Gu Chen shook his head: "That's not what I meant, I just felt that these plots sound weird?"
"It's very fantasy, right?" Xu Tiankai said.
Seeing Gu Chen nod his head in acquiescence, Xu Tiankai also couldn't laugh or cry: "I also thought it was quite interesting when I met her at that time."
"When she transferred to another school, I never saw her again. I thought it would be impossible for the two of us to meet again."
"But when we met, it was on that occasion, and she appeared in that image. I didn't even know how to face her at that time."
Taking a deep breath, Xu Tiankai dropped the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground and stepped hard on it.
Then he rubbed his face with his hands to keep himself awake.
Gu Chen also sighed and asked: "What happened next? If you fight with your friends, won't you offend your friends?"
"Harmful." After hearing what Gu Chen said, Xu Tiankai also laughed at himself:
"It's okay. Those are friends who drink often. I stood up for them before. The friend who was beaten at that time thought I was drunk, so I was doing crazy tricks."
"Later I made a phone call and explained it clearly to the friend, and the friend didn't care about me."
"This is the best." After hearing Xu Tiankai's words, Gu Chen nodded slightly, but then asked Xu Tiankai:
"But you haven't told me yet, how did you get these debts?"
"You said it was for that woman, but what does this have to do with that woman? Could it be that you later recognized her, right?"
"Haha." Xu Tiankai laughed twice, nodded and admitted:
"That's right, after that conflict, several of my friends left together. I paid the bill for them and just sat there. I was laughed at by the customers around me, saying that I was a drunkard. I even beat up my friends when I went crazy.
kind."
"Even the customer sitting next to me didn't dare to get too close to me, so I sat there and waited until she got off work."
"I came to the door of the bar and waited until she went out. Then I stopped her and asked her if she knew me."
"Then what did she say?" Gu Chen asked.
"Haha, she said she knew her. Aren't I the drunkard who delayed her business in the bar?"
After saying this, Xu Tiankai's eyes burst into tears and his nose became sore. He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said with choked sobs:
"I, Xu Tiankai, beat up my friend in order to protect her. Later, she said that I was a drunken lunatic who delayed her business. Gu Chen, do you think it's funny? I..."
"You are indeed a bit crazy." Before Xu Tiankai could finish speaking, Gu Chen said truthfully:
"Under those circumstances, it would be difficult not to associate you with a drunkard."
"But they took advantage of her, I..."
"What was your identity at that time?" Gu Chen interrupted and asked.
"I..." Xu Tiankai was dumbfounded when asked.
"Don't they even know who you are?" Gu Chen said.
Xu Tiankai nodded silently.
"Then you beat up your drinking friend. If you didn't say you were a drunkard, what did you say? You stood up for her, but does she know?"
After being asked a series of questions by Gu Chen, Xu Tiankai nodded silently and sighed:
"Yes, I did look like a madman at that time."
"So, you went crazy and beat up your friend, and then blocked the woman's way when she got off work. It's normal for people to be wary of you." Gu Chen also analyzed Xu Tiankai's situation for him based on the situation at that time.
Xu Tiankai chuckled and nodded silently: "Yes, what you told her is right. I blocked her way at that time, and she even wanted to call the security guard at the door of the bar, saying that I was harassing her and plotting against her."
"But then I asked her again, did she really not know who I was? She was stunned for a moment. She looked at my appearance carefully with the help of the neon lights outside the bar, but she couldn't recognize who I was.
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Gu Chen couldn't laugh or cry when he heard this: "How many years ago did this happen? You also said that he only studied in our school for one semester before transferring to another school. He was still in junior high school. Isn't it normal for him not to remember you?
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"Yes, that's what I thought at the time." Xu Tiankai lay leaning against the wall, patted the wooden box he was sitting on, and couldn't help but sigh:
"Later, I told her that I wrote her a love letter and was criticized by the school, and she suddenly realized it."
"The things that happened many years ago are now vivid in my mind, as if I have returned to the beginning."
"She pointed at me and laughed and said, so it turns out that I was the fool back then?"
"I told her that after she transferred to another school, I had been asking everywhere about her whereabouts, but there was no news."
"But when we met again, it was in a place like this, and she became a bunny girl in the bar, a drinks salesman."
"So, there is a gap in your mind?" Gu Chen asked.
Xu Tiankai shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It's not a lie. I just feel that fate is playing tricks on people. She was the one in my mind at the beginning. I have thought about the scene of meeting her again many times."
"I even thought that she should be a teacher now, or Ms. Nightingale, but I didn't expect that she was the bunny girl in front of me with heavy makeup."
When he said the word "bunny girl", Xu Tiankai put one hand on Gu Chen's shoulder and said with a reluctant smile: "Bunny girl, brother, I can't think of this even to death."
"That's my choice." Gu Chen saw that Xu Tiankai was in a bad mood at the moment and was beaten into a pig's head, so he leaned against the wall side by side with him and listened quietly to Xu Tiankai's cries.
Xu Tiankai shook his head: "She blushed when she saw me back then. Because I wrote her love letters, she had to hide away every time she met me in the corridor."
"But that day, when we came out of the bar, when she recognized that I was the boy who had written her a love letter and was criticized by the whole school, she immediately asked me to find a late-night snack bar and go have something to eat."
Patting Gu Chen's shoulder, Xu Tiankai felt dumbfounded and said, "Gu Chen, did you know? We slept together that night."
"I originally thought that all this was a good start, but I never thought that this was the beginning of a nightmare."
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