The young woman spoke her true feelings. It seemed that at this moment, she began to envy others.
But before that, she had all this.
Lu Weiwei patted the young woman's shoulder, nodded in agreement and said:
"Don't say it's you, who wouldn't envy this kind of love?"
"But now that prices are high, love alone is not enough. Love cannot be eaten as food. What a girl pays is her life. How can she protect her life in the future without material things?"
"So, the material foundation is very important. At this stage, we should find ways to make money."
What Lu Weiwei said was very realistic, or in other words, she just told a cruel truth.
The young woman couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Actually, what you said is quite right. In my understanding, love is a noble word to me."
"I feel that I am not worthy of everyone. Now I just want to live well alone. I don't want light to illuminate my life."
"Are you so confused?" Officer Wang saw that the young woman was a little negative.
But the young woman said indifferently: "Confused? Isn't this the path I gritted my teeth to take? Why do I even start to question myself?"
"Perhaps the more things go wrong for me, the more I have to stay calm. Not everyone is qualified to take the difficult road."
"Just like when I was studying, I have basically forgotten all the knowledge that the teacher gave me, but I have always kept in mind what society has given me."
"The teacher's words are bitter at first and then sweet, which makes me persist year after year. As the saying goes, don't stop chasing the wind and chasing the moon. Wherever there is plain grass, there are spring mountains."
"In my opinion, I no longer pretended to have many friends, but returned to loneliness and started living alone with the real me."
"Sometimes, I can't stand the torture of emptiness because of loneliness, but I would rather maintain my self-esteem in this way."
"I'm not willing to trade shame for that kind of superficial friend."
Taking a deep breath, the young woman was full of emotions: "Actually, I still feel guilty about Ah Hao."
"Although he has character flaws and is not perfect, he helped me at a critical moment and helped my family get out of debt."
"You want to say that Ah Hao wants to break up with me because of this matter, and I admit it."
"At least, I got money from him and paid off my dad's debt with interest. I thank him."
"And it is a good thing to have guilt in my heart. This guilt will always torture me and torture me in the dead of night, so that I will always remember my mistakes."
"It allows me to face life more clearly. I don't care why good people have a harder time than bad people."
"I only care if anyone has a bad life because of me."
Holding Lu Weiwei's right hand tightly, the young woman choked up for a while, but she still tried hard to restrain her sadness and said slowly:
"Sister, I finally understand now. People say that there are no pure good guys and bad guys, they are just a group of selfish and stupid advanced creatures."
"I have never been able to understand this sentence before, but now, I want to wake up in time and be willing to do everything."
"I know that we are all running for different lives, hoping that in the days when we can't make big money, we can make something more precious than money."
"Isn't this right? It should have been like this a long time ago." Seeing that the young woman was still open-minded, Lu Weiwei couldn't help but encourage her:
"This is how you should behave and do things. You need to remember your original intention and feelings are not the only thing."
"Yes." Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, the young woman nodded silently and said involuntarily:
"I seem to understand my original intention. I like to travel, but I don't have any friends to accompany me, but I am also afraid of being alone."
"But now I understand that I can go far with a person and a cat. I don't need false love, I just need to keep my original intention."
"You just need to study when you should study and make progress when you should work."
"Some people are too affectionate and very smart. Over time, they develop some wisdom and rationality, and they can downplay their need for love. That's the case for me."
"In other words, I have seen through myself that it is difficult to have love. It is better to live a good life by yourself and don't break your heart for others."
Taking a deep breath, the young woman tried to calm down and opened her heart:
"There is nothing wrong with an old cat lying motionless under a tree, quietly waiting for death."
"Use absolute sobriety and reason to suppress unwanted emotions. This is the sobriety in the world."
"But now I have left Haidong City, where I have always lived, and gone to this strange Jiangnan City. I don't know what will happen to me in the future. I feel very lonely now."
"Don't worry." Gu Chen also saw that this woman had emerged from the shadow of a single-parent family that was discriminated against, but was forced to stay away from her hometown. She was really pitiful, so he comforted her and said:
"Loneliness is an interesting feeling. It's impossible. Don't wait, don't remember, don't expect."
"In fact, everyone is very strange. They hate themselves for being mediocre, feel that they cannot have love, and feel that the opposite sex cannot accept their shortcomings just like me."
"At the same time, you will also long to be loved, accepted, and live in a life of reality and fantasy, but these are not absolute."
After a pause, Gu Chen added: "Of course, I am not advocating that everyone enjoy and escape. Everyone knows the good and bad."
"I mean, we have to make bold choices, and maybe we'll succeed some time, right? Failure will follow us."
"Just like when I was a child, I only did things I liked. When I grew up, I only did things that were useful. Over and over again, I doubted the things I believed in before, and then overthrew myself at the previous stage."
"I will move towards the next stage firmly with the unknown and confusion."
Seeing that the young woman was in a calm mood at the moment and was listening carefully, Gu Chen continued:
"The reason why we think growth is a bad thing is probably because the essence of growth is self-betrayal."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "None of us have become what we like, and we will still have many detours to go."
"We will be disappointed and regretful because of countless people or things, but everything will not tell us the meaning of life until it is over."
"And the so-called growth is to slowly open your eyes with time. What you valued when you were young will be regarded as a feather when you are an adult. What you despised when you were young will be regarded as a mountain when you are an adult."
"Yes." Seeing that Gu Chen was somewhat good at comforting people and had a set of philosophical thinking, Officer Wang had been deeply influenced by Gu Chen in recent years and was deeply touched, so he couldn't help but interjected:
"What Gu Chen said is absolutely correct. Maybe many people will say that they like you because you are good-looking, temperamental, and sensible."
"And some people like you because they see you crying. They understand your pain and want to give you their arms, cake and love."
"But you also need to know that there is someone who burned himself for you in the starlight of the sea of people."
"His best youth is all related to you, so you don't have to be normal if you want to be happy."
Lying on the seat and sighing faintly, Officer Wang also raised his head and thought, and couldn't help but say:
"I remember that when I was a child, laughter was a kind of mood. When I grow up, laughter is an expression."
"Haha, you, Old Wang, still understand." Hearing Officer Wang say this, Lu Weiwei couldn't help but laugh out loud:
"When I was a child, I was so stupid. I actually looked forward to growing up. As the saying goes, every year has its own taste, and every stop has its own scenery."
"Flowers will bloom again, and people will never be young again. There are always worries at any age."
"Everything is like a dream. In the blink of an eye, our childhood and youth have disappeared."
"And every stage also has its own pressure. Don't miss the happiness of the past, and don't complain about the pressure now. Just live in the present."
Patting the young woman on the shoulder, Lu Weiwei said with concern: "Sister, when you come to Jiangnan City this time, are you going to join your friends and relatives? Or are you going to find a job alone?"
"I came out to look for a job alone," the young woman said.
"What? In other words, you have no relatives or friends in Jiangnan City?" Yuan Shasha on the side was stunned for a moment after hearing these remarks.
But the young woman nodded and confirmed: "Yes, because I maxed out Ahao's credit card, my mother has a big prejudice against me, and she might even ask me to pay back the money."
"I originally thought that since Ah Hao loves me so much, he might be able to get through this."
"But now it seems that I took it for granted. Her mother is a typical businessman. She only has interests in her mind. She is a shrewd and strong woman."
"She felt that I would be a drag on Ah Hao and their family. She felt that if I married into their family, I would be a burden no matter what."
Taking a deep breath, the young woman shook her head helplessly: "I don't know what to do? Even Ah Hao, whom I have always been optimistic about, is not on my side now."
"I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, Ah Hao will choose to side with his mother, and I'm afraid that Ah Hao won't be able to withstand the pressure and will find a way to make up for the money according to his mother's requirements."
Covering her face with her hands, the young woman burst into tears: "I am a weak woman who has just graduated, and I have endured too much pressure."
"The debt-ridden family finally got a chance to breathe, but in the blink of an eye, love was gone again."
"If Ah Hao's mother forces me to pay back the money, I might actually commit suicide by jumping into the river."
"Don't do anything stupid." Seeing the young woman talk some depressing nonsense, Gu Chen warned her in advance.
When Officer Wang saw this, he patted the young woman on the shoulder and said with a smile: "What are you saying about your girl? You say such stupid things."
"You are still young, you still have a lot of youth, are you just going to give up?"
"Since Ahao was your boyfriend at the beginning, and the boyfriend helped his girlfriend's family and paid off the debt, it was within his ability. If the money was a gift, then if you want to recover it, you may have to fight against the law and
The moral aspect is not dominant."
After a pause, Officer Wang continued: "Just like you, you have been Ahao's girlfriend all these years, isn't your youth youth? Youth is also priceless."
"I think if Ah Hao has any conscience, he will not ask you to recover the money. If this Ah Hao is so heartless, it means that you were wrong at the beginning. It is not a loss if we break up now."
As soon as Officer Wang finished speaking, he suddenly felt that he had also become mercenary?
After all, this debt is also a large amount of money.
An ordinary family might be outraged by this, but Ah Hao's family is well off, and this money is really nothing to their family.
So choosing to help the young woman at the beginning can be regarded as a gift, but the premise is that the young woman is not borrowing. Officer Wang knows this very well.
But when Officer Wang was about to confirm the situation, Gu Chen took the lead and asked:
"What did you and Ah Hao say at the beginning? Is that money considered a loan from you? Or was it a voluntary gift from Ah Hao?"
"It was a voluntary gift from Ah Hao." Seeing Gu Chen being so curious, the young woman did not hide it and said straightforwardly:
"Because I was desperate and explained my family's situation to Ahao. I also explained to him that I had promised the creditors that I would repay my father's debt with interest within the specified time."
"They would also promise not to trouble my dad again, so Ah Hao was afraid that I would be hurt and wanted to help me, so he asked how much he owed."
"I said it was more than 340,000 yuan with interest, and I said he couldn't help me."
Having said this, the young woman seemed to feel guilty. She glanced secretly at the people around her and then said:
"Actually, at that time, I deliberately used the provoking method to provoke Ah Hao. I just wanted him to help me, but I couldn't say it clearly."
"Of course, what kind of character is Ah Hao? I know very well. I know he will definitely help me."
"And after maxing out his credit card limit, he clearly told me that the money was for my dad to pay off his debts. He was giving it as a gift, not as a loan from me."
"That's good. If that's the case, then you don't have to worry about Ah Hao's mother asking for money from you." After hearing what the young woman said, Lu Weiwei's hanging heart calmed down, and then she said again:
"But you have to remember that Ah Hao helped you so much in the first place. You should also be grateful when necessary."
"I know." Blinking her tearful eyes, the young woman also choked and said:
"So, Ah Hao already fucking hates me. He scolded me in the restaurant that day just to make me quit."
"It seems that she may also know about my family's current situation and doesn't want me to stay in Jiangnan City."
"The reason why she has a cold attitude may also be a hint to me to get out of Haidong City and stay away from her son."
After sniffing, the young woman said helplessly: "So, I have no choice but to leave my hometown."
"Because only in this way can I give an explanation to Ahao's family and his mother."
"Otherwise, the money will weigh me down."
Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, the young woman choked and said, "So, when I come to Jiangnan City to look for a job, I also want to change the environment and start a new life."
"And those old things in Haidong City will never have anything to do with me again."
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