Ye Ning tilted her little head: "Although I don't want to go with my uncle, I want to accept him, and I also want to stay with him. In this case, more people can protect my mother with me."
There were many subordinates around his uncle. He also saw that a minister wanted to visit him. That minister was very powerful, but his uncle turned him away.
So, is my uncle very powerful? And he has a lot of money?
In this case, she can use her uncle's money to support her mother and brother Ah Jin.
Thinking about this little life is very beautiful.
Ye Ning smiled, as if she had seen a beautiful life in the future.
"Ning'er," Shen Qingluan hesitated for a moment and asked, "when you didn't come back, did you think about your father?"
There is no need to ask after coming back, this little guy has long been disappointed with Ye Qing.
Ye Ning was stunned and lowered his head.
"Actually, I have thought about it."
Shen Qingluan did not speak and continued to listen.
"Sometimes, I wonder what kind of person my father is, whether he will protect his children like other fathers, and whether he can support me."
"Later, the wet nurse told me that my mother didn't like my father and it was my father who forced her. At first, I complained about my father. After all, he shouldn't have hurt my mother. I also hated him and secretly drew pictures and cursed him."
"Later, my mother died, and I was left alone. The wet nurse said she would take me to find my father. At that moment, I realized that I still wanted to see him."
"I wanted to ask him why he bullied my mother and why he ignored her. I also wanted to know if my father loved me. Later I found out that he didn't love me at all..."
Ye Ning sniffed her nose and her eyes turned red: "Mother Qingluan, am I sorry to my mother? That man hurt her so much, and I actually went to find him when I couldn't survive."
Shen Qingluan's heart softened and she touched Ye Ning's little head: "Your mother won't blame you."
"Why?"
"Because she wanted to keep you alive. If she hadn't come to the First Prince's Mansion at that time, you might have starved to death outside."
No mother is willing to blame her own child.
If she is gone one day, she will also send Ah Jin to Feng Lichen.
She believed that Feng Lichen would protect him.
So, is she really going too far now?
Shen Qingluan looked a little sad. Maybe, she really had to be so selfish, and she should listen to Ah Jin's opinion.
"Ye Ning, you don't have to think too much," Shen Qingluan lowered his head and looked at Ye Ning, "I think your mother's spirit in heaven must see that you are safe and sound, so that she can feel at ease."
"oh."
Ye Ning lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking about.
Shen Qingluan touched her little head, stood up and left.
Ever since Lin Chen visited Shen Jinzhi that day, he had gone in to study his poison.
So much time has passed now, and he still hasn't developed it yet.
However, Ah Jin's serious attitude made her a little proud.
This is her son.
Be serious, rigorous and never give up!
When Shen Qingluan walked into the room, Shen Jinzhi was thinking hard with his head down, one hand still supporting his chin, and his face was full of distress.
When he saw Shen Qingluan coming in, he stood up and walked towards Shen Qingluan happily.
"Mother, why are you here?"
"You haven't figured out what to do yet?" Shen Qingluan asked with a smile.
Shen Jinzhi lowered his head in frustration: "Am I so useless? I can't even make poison."
"It's not your fault. There is no prescription for this poison in the first place. You have to rely on yourself. It's already very difficult."
Shen Qingluan said soothingly.
Shen Jinzhi raised his head and looked at Shen Qingluan: "I must do it for Uncle Lin Chen, and I must make Ye Qing suffer."
"It's rare that you have such determination, I will also help you," Shen Qingluan looked at the little milk bun in front of her, thinking of her purpose, she was silent for a while, "Ajin, there is something I want to ask you. "
Shen Jinzhi looked at her doubtfully: "What's the matter?"
"Have you...ever thought about your father?" She asked seriously, "Do you want to see him?"
"Mother, do you want to take me to visit the grave? That's right, for so many years, we have been paying homage to the tomb, and we haven't visited the grave yet."
Shen Jinzhi smiled innocently and charmingly, with sparkling eyes.
"I mean, do you want a father?"
Dear father.
Shen Qingluan did not say these two words.
Shen Jinzhi was stunned and looked up at Shen Qingluan.
He fell silent.
It wasn't until a while later that he said in that milky tone: "Mom, actually when I was in the Miracle Medical Pavilion, I thought about dad. If he was here, wouldn't mom not have to work so hard?"
Shen Qingluan felt sad because Ah Jin actually did it for her.
"Every time, I see my mother come back bruised and bruised. It makes me really sad. You are working hard to make money and improve yourself, but I can't do anything. If you have a father, my mother will definitely not rely on herself for everything. .”
Shen Jinzhi lowered his eyes. At that time, he felt useless every time.
He was no longer a child, but he still couldn't protect his mother.
Every time, he relies on his mother to protect him.
"So, when I came down from the mountain, I also wanted to find someone to be my father. It doesn't matter if I'm my father or not. I just want someone to take care of you."
Shen Qingluan's nose was sore and she couldn't help but hug the little guy into her arms.
That year, she never regretted giving birth to Shen Jinzhi.
Because he is her life.
It is the only salvation in her dark life.
This is the person she must protect with all she has in her life.
"Mother," Shen Jinzhi raised his bright eyes, "Although I want my father very much, what I love more is mother. I can accept the person you like. If you don't like it, I don't want it." Mom sacrificed her own happiness just to find me a father."
"That way, I won't be happy either."
For him, the most important thing is that his mother is happy.
Otherwise, he would rather not have this father.
"Do you really...don't want your biological father at all?"
"Isn't the grass on my father's grave three meters high? I think it's useless for him. People can't be resurrected after death. Mother, don't be sad," Shen Jinzhi patted Shen Qingluan on the shoulder comfortingly, thinking that she missed him. Dad said, "Besides, it's enough that I have a mother."
Hearing Shen Jinzhi's words, Shen Qingluan knew that he didn't understand.
He continued to explain.
"I mean...if, if your biological father was still alive, would you want him?"
She looked at Shen Jinzhi cautiously, and her heart became nervous.
Shen Jinzhi's eyes were also serious: "Does mother like him?"