Looking into Qi Junyan's eyes, Feng Xiaoxiao said, "Go upstairs, I have a room upstairs."
Um?
Qi Junyan was stunned, couldn't he? They had been dating for many years and had never gone beyond that step... However, at that time, they were both still young.
As the elevator went up, Qi Junyan swallowed his saliva nervously. Perhaps, there was a trace of expectation?
The elevator stopped, and Feng Xiaoxiao pulled Qi Junyan to the door of the room, "Come in, this is the room."
"oh."
Qi Junyan nodded blankly and followed Feng Xiaoxiao in.
Suddenly, Qi Junyan hugged Feng Xiaoxiao from behind. Feng Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment and did not push him away immediately.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm so happy, really, so happy."
Feng Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, pushed Qi Junyan away, and turned around to face him.
She raised her hand and waved it in the air, "Do you know where this is?"
"Huh?" Qi Junyan was slightly startled, "This is the presidential suite of Dorsett Hotel."
"Haha." Feng Xiaoxiao smiled sarcastically, "Junyan, listen carefully... This is the place where we broke up four years ago."
What?! Qi Junyan was stunned, "Xiaoxiao, I don't understand."
Feng Xiaoxiao felt terrible pain in her heart. If she could, she would never want to tell Qi Junyan about that miserable night four years ago!
Who doesn't want to leave a beautiful memory in the heart of his first love?
"Four years ago."
Feng Xiaoxiao gritted his teeth, his heart pounding.
"Feng Qingqing told me that you made an appointment to meet me here! I drank a cup of milk tea she bought, and when I came in, something felt wrong..."
Qi Junyan's face changed slightly, "I didn't..."
Feng Xiaoxiao nodded, "I know, listen to me - later, I lost consciousness and lay on the bed. Right here, a man came in..."
Gradually, Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes turned red, and the painful memories were like beasts, opening their bloody mouths towards her!
Devour her in one bite!
Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes turned red and she pointed hard at the floor, "Right here, that man raped me!"
After finishing speaking, the air suddenly became quiet and stagnant.
Qi Junyan was shocked. It turned out...that this was actually the case! No wonder he couldn't find any news about Xiaoxiao!
"Feng Qingqing."
Feng Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth and tried to hold back her tears.
"She was only sixteen years old back then, and she did this to me!"
Feng Xiaoxiao shook his head, "Junyan, we can't go back to the past, but... in my heart, Junyan, you deserve the best girl in the world! Feng Qingqing can't do it! With her character, even one of your hair will be lost
Even your fingers are not worthy of it!"
As he spoke, he gradually burst into tears.
"Junyan, you will find the girl who is good enough for you. You must be happy."
"Who is it?"
Qi Junyan ignored these words, but stared at Feng Xiaoxiao and asked.
"Who... is that man?"
"Um?"
Feng Xiaoxiao was stunned, and her face suddenly turned pale. She shook her head in panic, "I...I don't know!"
Qi Junyan raised his hand and reached towards Feng Xiaoxiao.
Feng Xiaoxiao lowered his head, tears falling down. "I don't know, I want to call the police, but they won't let me..."
"Xiao Xiao."
Qi Junyan had difficulty breathing and was almost paralyzed with distress.
"sorry."
Huh? Feng Xiaoxiao was shocked, what? Qi Junyan apologized to her?
"I don't know, I actually... don't know anything." Qi Junyan opened his arms and hugged her gently.
"You must have been very scared at that time."
"..."
Feng Xiaoxiao was stunned for two seconds, and then suddenly threw herself into Qi Junyan's arms. The fear that had accumulated for four years suddenly burst out like a mountain torrent.
"Wow……"
Finally, I burst into tears.
Qi Junyan held Feng Xiaoxiao in his arms, feeling extremely distressed.
"Fool..." Qi Junyan's eyes were red and moist, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"No, I don't dare..."
Feng Xiaoxiao cried and shook her head, grabbing his shirt tightly, "How dare I? Overnight, my world collapsed! It's impossible to be with you anymore... At that time, I thought, don't let you know
, I would rather you hate me than let you know."
"fool!"
Qi Junyan lowered his head and kissed Feng Xiaoxiao on the forehead. "You should tell me, you shouldn't hide it from me..."
"Um?"
Feng Xiaoxiao was surprised, what?
"what's on your mind?"
Qi Junyan's knife-like eyebrows flew diagonally into his temples.
"Do you think I will dislike you after something like this happened?"
Huh? Feng Xiaoxiao was stunned, wasn’t he?
"How silly."
Qi Junyan raised his hand and brushed the corners of Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes, "Do you know how I feel now?"
He looked at Feng Xiaoxiao and spoke word by word.
"I feel sorry for you, Xiaoxiao... I feel sorry for you."
In an instant, tears burst out of Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes and slid down her face.
Feng Xiaoxiao covered her temples and shook her head, "No, no..."
"It's not your fault." Qi Junyan held her wrist, "Don't make it difficult for yourself. This is Feng Qingqing's fault! It's that man's fault. It's them who hurt you...and us!"
"Xiaoxiao, you should tell me, you shouldn't leave." Qi Junyan raised his hand, held her cheek, and slowly lowered his head.
Feng Xiaoxiao's heart skipped a beat when she realized what he wanted to do and swerved away.
"Xiao Xiao?"
Qi Junyan was startled, and his eyes could not conceal his loneliness.
Feng Xiaoxiao didn't look at him, just shook her head, "Junyan, I'm married."
Qi Junyan felt a pinch in his heart, but then he smiled, "So, you didn't fall in love with someone else, or betrayed me, but you married Nie Zheng because you thought you had no way out and no one to go to.
Yes or no?"
"……yes."
Feng Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and nodded.
"But, Toshiyan, no matter what, I'm already married. We really can't go back to the beginning."
"Xiao Xiao!"
Qi Junyan squeezed Feng Xiaoxiao's shoulders, "If you don't love him, why don't you end this marriage?"
Feng Xiaoxiao paused and stopped crying.
"Junyan, I love him."
Huh? Qi Junyan was stunned and couldn't believe it, "What did you say?"
Feng Xiaoxiao smiled slightly and told Qi Junyan all the things he didn't dare to say in front of Nie Zheng.
"Yes, when we first got married, I really didn't have any feelings for him. But now, Junyan, I like him."
Qi Junyan's heart froze, "How much do you like it?"
"I don't know how to describe it." Feng Xiaoxiao pointed to his heart and pressed it, "It's just here. I hope he lives a good life, that he can get everything he wants, succeed in everything he wants to do, and everything he cares about.
If everything goes smoothly, and you are in good health, everything will be fine..."
Qi Junyan was stunned, he must have liked her.
He took a deep breath, "So, Xiaoxiao, between us..."
"yes."
Feng Xiaoxiao nodded, "We have passed. Although it is not our fault, it is in the past after all."
"Xiao Xiao..."
Qi Junyan suddenly pushed Feng Xiaoxiao into his arms, "No, I can't bear it! Why should I lose the person I love most because of someone else's fault?"
Feng Xiaoxiao's tears fell softly.
"I'm sorry, Junyan, forget me. You will meet a good girl. Your future is still long. Forget me."
Qi Junyan hugged Feng Xiaoxiao tightly, and his tears finally fell.
——No, he doesn’t want it! He obviously did nothing wrong, but he has to accept such heartbreaking pain!