Feng Xiaoxiao sighed, "I know, I was the one who felt sorry for you at the beginning..."
"Don't say that." Qi Junyan interrupted her hastily, "We are all victims in that matter."
Qi Junyan was anxious and held Feng Xiaoxiao's shoulders.
"Xiaoxiao, don't reject me because of that matter. You see, you are free now... We can totally be together."
"Junyan..." Feng Xiaoxiao shook his head helplessly.
"Listen to me."
Qi Junyan was afraid that she would refuse, "Xiaoxiao, don't you regret it? We should have gotten married, and we would have been together happily. Are we going to have to lose our whole lives just because of Feng Qingqing?"
"Toshihiko."
Feng Xiaoxiao shook her head and frowned slightly.
"Yes, it's Feng Qingqing's fault, but I am indeed not the me you liked back then..."
"Why not?"
Qi Junyan disagreed, "Don't say that you were married... None of this is your fault! Xiaoxiao, you are still Xiaoxiao. In my opinion, there is no difference."
"Different." Feng Xiaoxiao murmured.
"Yes, there is a difference."
Qi Junyan gently hugged Feng Xiaoxiao into his arms, "The difference is that I feel sorry for you more than before. Xiaoxiao, let me take good care of you, okay?"
Feng Xiaoxiao took a deep breath. She originally thought that the matter was over when she told Qi Junyan what happened back then. But she underestimated Qi Junyan's feelings for her. Even after knowing what she had gone through, he did not dislike her at all.
"Toshihiko."
Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes were a little moist and she smiled slightly.
"I'm very happy that I didn't fall in love with the wrong person back then... You are so good."
"I'm so good."
Qi Junyan held her hand, his eyes focused and eager, "Don't you think about holding on tight? There is only one in the world."
Feng Xiaoxiao's throat was sore and it was even more uncomfortable to swallow.
After all, she shook her head, "No, Junyan, you deserve the best..."
"For me, you are the best!" Qi Junyan said anxiously, "I don't want anything but you! Xiaoxiao, what era is it now? I don't care, I really don't care! Compared with losing you, these are the best things for me.
It’s nothing to me.”
Feng Xiaoxiao breathed a long sigh of relief, "But, Junyan, I can't do it."
"Why?" Qi Junyan couldn't understand, "I have already said that I am willing to wait for you. Do you want to be alone all the time?"
"Um."
Feng Xiaoxiao nodded, "Yes, I have no plans to remarry."
"What?" Qi Junyan was surprised and didn't believe it, "Xiaoxiao, a lifetime is so long... don't use this reason to reject me."
"it is true."
Feng Xiaoxiao thought for a while, but finally couldn't escape.
"Let me show you something."
As he said that, he took out his hand, clicked on the photo album, and placed it in front of Qi Junyan - it was a selfie of Feng Xiaoxiao holding Big Yu'er and Little Yu'er, with cute animal noses and ears added to it.
.
"this……"
Qi Junyan was stunned. His first reaction was that the two children were so cute, but then he thought, whose children are these? Why are they so close to Xiaoxiao?
Could it be Xiaoxiao's child? However, after so long, he has never heard that Xiaoxiao has a child.
"This is……"
Qi Junyan paused and couldn't believe it. When he asked the question, his heartbeat accelerated.
"your child?"
"Yes." Feng Xiaoxiao nodded and gave Qi Junyan a hard blow, "Yes, they are my children, a pair of twins. The older one is the older brother and the girl is the younger sister."
"this……"
After receiving the confirmation, Qi Junyan's face instantly turned pale. This was too sudden for him, Xiaoxiao's child was actually so old!
Qi Junyan waited for a long time before he found his voice and asked.
"It's... Nie Zheng's child."
"no."
Feng Xiaoxiao shook his head hastily and frowned slightly.
"Please don't tell Nie Zheng about this."
Because of business, Nie Zheng and Qi Junyan had many opportunities to meet, so it was necessary to specially remind him.
"What?" Qi Junyan didn't understand, "It's not Nie Zheng's child? Whose is it? Also, how could Nie Zheng not know?"
He had a series of questions, every word of which stuck in Feng Xiaoxiao's heart.
Qi Junyan also realized, "Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I just, just..." I just want to know the truth.
"Um."
Feng Xiaoxiao pursed her lips and nodded, "I know, it doesn't matter."
Feng Xiaoxiao just smiled, her eyelashes trembling slightly as she blinked, "Because the child is not Nie Zheng's, so I didn't dare to tell him, and he... never knew."
As for whose child it was, she did not say.
Of course, there is no need to say it. Because Qi Junyan guessed it.
"ah."
Qi Junyan's chest felt like a heavy blow, and his eyes were sore, "The child belongs to...that man?"
"……Um."
Feng Xiaoxiao lowered his eyes and nodded.
A paternity test has been done. If the child is not Nie Zheng, then it can only be that man. Because apart from Nie Zheng, Feng Xiaoxiao only spent one night with that man...
Haha, how ironic?
During the time when he and Nie Zheng were newly married, although they were not familiar with each other, Nie Zheng was not at all restrained in sexual intercourse.
However, Feng Xiaoxiao didn't know that that night, she already had that man's seed in her belly!
Qi Junyan was stunned, Xiaoxiao... what has his Xiaoxiao endured over the years?
What right does he have to dislike Xiaoxiao?
He is truly the most incompetent boyfriend in the world!
"Xiao Xiao..."
Qi Junyan reached out and wanted to hold Feng Xiaoxiao's hand. However, Feng Xiaoxiao dodged.
"hehe."
Feng Xiaoxiao put her hands behind her back without any trace, and said with a smile.
"So, it's not an excuse when I say I don't plan to remarry. In these years, because I had to hide it from Nie Zheng, I haven't been able to spend time with my two children. In the future, I want to spend more time with them and be a good mother."
For a moment, Qi Junyan didn't know what to say.
Because what he has to accept is not only Feng Xiaoxiao's past, but also the extension of her past...the two children.
He had just learned about the existence of these two children, and the shock was naturally huge.
"Toshihiko."
Feng Xiaoxiao thought to himself, should he give up this time?
She pointed to the roses in the trunk, "I like these flowers very much... I accepted them as your last gift to me. Thank you."
Feng Xiaoxiao took a rose in her hand, closed her eyes and smelled it.
"Well, the roses from Nepal are so good."
Feng Xiaoxiao grinned, "I won't go to eat dinner. Da Yu'er and Xiao Yu'er are still waiting for me at home. Then, Junyan, I'm leaving."
When Feng Xiaoxiao turned around, Qi Junyan opened his mouth, but said nothing.
The smile on Feng Xiaoxiao's face instantly faded. From now on, she was alone. She thought what happened four years ago was over.