Qin Yu lowered his head and clasped his hands tightly.
She knew that Wen Qian blamed her, even hated her.
Which man would allow such a thing to happen? Although she and Wen Qian did not apply for a marriage certificate, and the wedding was not even officially completed, she was still half of Wen Qian's wife.
No man would forgive his half-wife for giving her innocence to another man.
Qin Yu sniffed.
She said: "Wen Qian, you go ahead and scold me. I was wrong. Go ahead and scold me."
Even if she was confused and had an affair with Qiao Shaoting that shouldn't have happened, she was wrong and she was sorry for Wen Qian.
She hoped that Wen Qian would scold her so that he could vent his hatred.
Wen Tian heard what Qin Yu said and was about to speak for Qin Yu when suddenly Wen Qian stood up.
He walked up to Qin Yu.
Then he bent down.
His eyes were the same as Qin Yu's.
Qin Yu couldn't help but raise his head and look into Wen Qian's eyes.
The man's eyes were filled with various complex emotions.
It was something Qin Yu had never seen before.
The next second Wen Qian suddenly hugged Qin Yu and hugged him tightly. His hoarse and choked voice sounded in Qin Yu's ears: "Xiaoyu, it's me who didn't protect you well. You blame me. You're not wrong.
The fault was mine, I failed to protect you."
Qin Yu was shocked.
Her eyes were full of disbelief.
Wen Qian didn't blame her or scold her, he actually blamed himself!
Qin Yu suddenly panicked: "Wen Qian, you are not wrong, it's obviously me! I'm not a good girl, I'm a bad woman! I'm already married to you but I had an affair with another man that shouldn't have happened. I'm a
Bad girl,"
Wen Qian suddenly stretched out his hand and covered Qin Yu's mouth with his hand.
The pain in his eyes deepened: "Xiaoyu, don't talk about yourself like that, you are a good girl, I have always known it."
Qin Yu's mouth was covered by Wen Qian and she couldn't speak. She could only shake her head desperately.
And the various thoughts in Wen Qian's mind gradually took shape.
He let go of his hand and stared into Qin Yu's eyes: "Xiao Yu, I'm going to say a few words to you now, and you listen to what I have to say, okay?"
Qin Yu swallowed back what he was about to say.
Wen Qian's slightly pale handsome face was expressionless, but his eyes were like stars and a sea, gathering countless emotions: "Xiaoyu, you decided to marry me when we held the wedding. At that time, you must have wanted to spend your life with me.
Yes, tell me, right?"
Qin Yu nodded vigorously.
"Something happened that shouldn't have happened. It was just an accident, right?" When he said this, Wen Qian's heart felt as if a dagger had been stabbed hard, and blood spurted out.
The same is true for Qin Yu.
But she still forced herself to nod.
Wen Qian's eyes were so deep that he could see no end like the sea: "Xiao Yu, nothing in this life is absolute, so if you are still willing to be with me and you still have me in your heart, then this accident is just a surprise.
Accident, I know," he paused, and his voice was actually as cold as ice and snow: "I know his identity, but as long as you are still willing to be with me, I don't care what his identity is, he can't take it away.
you, but if,"
This time Wen Qian paused for a long time, so long that Qin Yu almost thought there was nothing more to say, when Wen Qian spoke: "But if you have him in your heart, Xiao Yu, I will give you your freedom."
When Wen Qian said this, he thought of the moment of hesitation when Qin Yu answered the host when he and Qin Yu got married. He endured the pain of Ling Chi before he finished this sentence.
Qin Yu only felt that her heart was filled with air currents. The air currents were surging crazily in her heart, constantly squeezing her heart.
She looked at Wen Qian, and her heart seemed to jump out of her chest: "Wen Qian, you still want me, you don't dislike me."
She thought that after such a thing happened, Wen Qian would definitely not want her. No matter whether she took the initiative to break up with Wen Qian or not, Wen Qian would not want her.
Wen Qian's expression froze: "Xiao Yu, don't use the word disgust. I said you did nothing wrong in this matter. You are a good girl."
Qin Yu only felt that there was a mess in his mind.
What should she do now?
Wen Qian still wants her.
Wen Qian was waiting for her answer.
But how would she answer?
Qin Yu's mouth kept moving, but he couldn't say a word.'
It was Wen Qian who said first: "Xiao Yu, don't rush to give me the answer. Tell me your choice tomorrow."
…
This night, Wen Tian did not sleep with Pei Shaomu.
She slept with Qin Yu.
She knew that Qin Yu's mood must be extremely conflicted, and she needed to relieve Qin Yu and give him some advice.
Naturally, her suggestion was to let Qin Yu and Wen Qian be together.
Qin Yu clenched his hands tightly when he heard it.
Her fingertips almost dug into the flesh.
"Sister." Qin Yu said bitterly: "Although Wen Qian said he doesn't dislike me, I have lost my virginity. How can a woman who has lost her virginity..."
Although this society is becoming more and more liberal about relationships between men and women, chastity is no longer considered important.
But Qin Yu is still very traditional.
In her mind, chastity is not optional.
Wen Tian felt extremely uncomfortable after hearing this.
At the same time, there was also deep hatred welling up.
That hatred was the hatred for Qiao Shaoting.
Wen Tian hated Qiao Shaoting so much that she gritted her teeth.
In her opinion, all the conflicts now are because of Qiao Shaoting!
It was all that hateful man who took away Qin Yu’s virginity!
Wen Tian secretly vowed in her heart that she must avenge Qin Yu. Although she knew it was an accident, after all, it was Qiao Shaoting who took Qin Yu's first time!
"Xiao Yu, chastity does not mean everything." After a long time, Wen Tian suppressed the hatred in her heart and said this.
Qin Yu said nothing.
The eyelashes hanging on her eye sockets trembled fiercely.
"Sister, I want to go down and have a drink of water," she said.
"Then you go."
Qin Yu got out of bed and walked out of the bedroom.
She didn't actually want to drink water.
She just wanted to walk.
Because her contradictions are now at an extreme level, the contradictions are like water plants, tightly wrapped around her heart, making her suffocate.
She wanted to take a walk to get some fresh air.
Now she doesn't know what to do.
Originally, chastity was gone, and Qin Yu was destined to break up with Wen Qian.
But now, Wen Qian can still accept him.
Wen Qian still likes her.
The most important thing is that Wen Qian's father died in this wedding. In her opinion, Wen Qian's father died because of her, and she felt deeply guilty about this.
If Wen Qian still wants to be with her, how can she say not to be with Wen Qian.
Even in order to repay this guilt, she must be with Wen Qian.
But paradoxically, she lost her virginity.
If they were together, she would feel even more sorry for Wen Qian.
Qin Yu bit her lip tightly.
The lip was almost bloody when she bit it.
What is she going to do now? What is she going to do?