Chapter 75: Hurt her in the name of being good for her
"I'm going to sleep in that room. After I give you two more courses of injections, your legs should have a reaction. I'll leave immediately and won't pester you."
Lin Min finished speaking indifferently, sniffed, and walked out the door with a cold face.
This time she was really angry and a little aggrieved.
Does Gu Jingchuan just not believe her that much?
He keeps saying it's good for her, but does he know how her life would be good without him?
When she was reborn, in addition to seeking revenge on those who killed her, her biggest wish was to protect him, treat him well, take care of him, and live happily with him for the rest of her life.
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In their previous life, they were so sorry!
She doesn't want to make the same mistake again.
And she knew that Gu Jingchuan clearly had her in his heart, why did he hide his thoughts so deeply?
Did he really think she would thank him for doing this?
opinionated.
The weather in late autumn is getting colder and colder. The family only has a small briquette stove, which is placed in the kang tube in the main room. The kang in the east room does not have any heating equipment.
And because the east room has been unoccupied for a long time, it is a little damp.
It has been raining today and feels very cold.
Lin Min was lying in the cold nest, her heart was colder than the quilt.
Grievance swept over her.
She did not have a natal family, and after marrying Gu Jingchuan, she believed that she treated the Gu family with all her heart and soul.
In order to take care of Gu Jingchuan, he was busy every day. After so long, Gu Jingchuan was still like this, always driving her away in the name of her kindness.
Do you think her love and care are so cheap?
Or does he really think he has nowhere to go?
If it weren't for taking care of Gu Jingchuan and treating his illness, she would have gone to find her master when she was first reborn.
Today's master should live alone at the foot of a mountain in the southwest, growing herbs and studying medical skills.
Last time, Ye Bin came over and said that he wanted to find out the whereabouts of Doctor Feng.
She didn't say anything at that time. She knew that no one could find the master.
Unless the master himself comes out of that mountain.
At this moment, she felt so wronged and missed her master so much. For a moment, she even had the idea of leaving him and looking for her master.
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It started to rain at night, and the autumn rain was pattering. It was not heavy, but the weather was getting more and more humid.
Gu Jingchuan was lying on the kang. Because the little woman who usually slept with him was not around, he really couldn't sleep.
Apart from not being used to it, I am more worried.
His words really hurt her heart.
Gu Jingchuan was a little annoyed at why he was so arrogant at that time.
She was right, he was doing it under the guise of being good for her, and he took it for granted that he was doing something great, but he never asked her what she wanted.
However, is taking care of a patient like him and living her whole life with him without any regrets really what she wants?
How could he possibly let a woman be so devoted to him?
Gu Jingchuan couldn't sleep, so he sat up from the kang. In the dark night, he looked out the window at the dark sky, listening to the patter of rain in a daze.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew through the half-open window, and he couldn't help but shiver while sitting on the kang.
The kang is hot, but just a gust of wind makes it feel so cold. The weather is really getting colder.
Gu Jingchuan raised his eyes and looked in the direction of the east room. No one had lived in that room for a long time, and the kang had not been burned. The room was dark and damp, and it rained again today. It must be very cold for her lying on the cold kang.
Gu Jingchuan's inner worry and distress grew stronger.
Through the window, he wanted to call her and ask her to come over and sleep here, but he moved his mouth but couldn't call out.
Mixed with the sound of rain at night, he vaguely heard two sneezes coming from the direction of the east room.
He is becoming less and less calm.
On such a cold day, he was sleeping on the hot kang, while Lin Min was lying on the dark and damp cold kang. Perhaps she was crying under the covers because she had been wronged.
Gu Jingchuan couldn't help but think of the time when she first got married, when her natal family came to look for her at home, and then on the day she severed ties with her natal family, her thin body was curled up under the quilt.
The scene in the nest made her feel so helpless and sad.
Thinking of the tears shed from the corners of her eyes, Gu Jingchuan's heart felt as if something had stabbed him, and the pain was severe.
Tonight, he told her that she could leave at any time. She felt no less sad than when she severed ties with her family. She no longer had her parents' family. If he asked her to leave, where could she go?
Is she crying now?
Gu Jingchuan couldn't sit still anymore. He put on his clothes, struggled to get off the bed with his arms, and sat in a wheelchair.
Then he went out the door.
It was raining outside, the yard was very wet, and the wheelchair was slippery.
In the north house where they lived, the steps were sloped so that his wheelchair could go up and down freely. However, in the east house, there were three steps and his wheelchair could not go up at all.
Gu Jingchuan pushed his wheelchair into the yard and called her, "Xiao Min, if it's cold, come over here and sleep."
His voice seemed particularly hollow in the empty night.
I don't know if the people on the kang didn't hear or were asleep, but the room was quiet and no one answered.
He asked again, "Lin Min, are you asleep?"
Still no one answered.
Gu Jingchuan was a little panicked.
He was sitting in a wheelchair, with small raindrops hitting his face, making his face and hair wet. His body was still very weak after having a fever, and the rain made his whole body tremble.
But he didn't care about anything else and pushed the wheelchair forward with all his strength.
He knew that his wheelchair couldn't go up, but he still pushed it up hard, trying to find a way to get into the house to see her.
When the wheelchair reached the bottom of the steps, he couldn't push it anymore. He simply put his arms on the steps, got off the wheelchair, and climbed up directly.
Lin Min was shivering in bed and simply covered herself with the quilt. Her thoughts returned to her past life. She recalled all the moments she had spent with Gu Jingchuan and how he had once been with her.
After meeting her again, the days when she treated him.
They went from being embarrassed and having grudges to talking about everything to even falling in love with each other.
If she had not been killed by He Qi and Tang Jingshu, then it was really possible that she and Gu Jingchuan would have gotten together in their previous life.
But everything ended the moment she was burned to death in the fire.
However, it is far from over.
Because she was reborn.
She was lucky to be reborn on the second day of her wedding.
She was so confident that she sincerely wanted to be with Gu Jingchuan and cure his illness, but this man tried to push her away time and time again.
She was really sad.
Did she not work hard enough?
She has nothing left, only him.
But why was he so tolerant? He thought he was very upright and great, but he had no idea that his actions had deeply hurt her.
Lin Min felt cold and aggrieved. She huddled in the bed and fell asleep thinking about it. However, while she was half asleep and half awake, she seemed to hear some movement at the door.
