As that feeling of inferiority flooded into his heart, he had huge doubts about his abilities and his current life of being content with the status quo.
In just two days since he came to the city, he saw the changes in his younger brothers and sisters and the excellence of the people in the city. He found that he seemed to be in a state of confusion every day, without any pursuit or plan for the future.
Gu Jingchuan drove a car, Gu Jingqi had to rely on military medicine to become a doctor, and even Jing Xiu, who had been timid and introverted since childhood, was now like a small boss in the city. No matter what he said or did, everything was different from these idiots.
And he and Wang Ying...
Gu Jinghui couldn't help but glance sideways, and glanced at Wang Ying, who was huddled under the eaves with her child in her arms, watching Jing Qi and the others chatting and laughing from a distance.
He also saw inferiority complex on Wang Ying's face.
They were such a violent couple in the past.
No matter who it is in the family, they don't take it seriously.
But now...
Gu Jinghui suddenly felt melancholy.
It felt like I was like a monkey.
He jumped up and down all day long, feeling very proud of himself.
In fact, in the eyes of others, he is just a monkey.
Therefore, his younger brothers and sisters don't care about him.
What's the point of arguing with a monkey?
Because of this sudden realization, Gu Jinghui felt an inexplicable burning sensation on his face.
I feel quite melancholy inside.
Gu Jingchuan saw that his mother's potatoes were cooked, and Tang Min also came out of the kitchen and shouted for him to eat.
Gu Jingchuan said to Gao Zheng and the others, "Let's go inside and eat and chat."
Gu Decheng also said, "Yes, come in quickly."
Gu Decheng said this, but he stood still.
"Uncle, please go first." Gao Zheng looked at Gu Decheng politely and spoke.
Gu Decheng's vicissitudes of life put a smile on his face,
"Comrade Gao, it's okay. You go and sit in the room. I'll change the briquettes here and make porridge later."
Gu Decheng and Wang Guixiang were instinctively nervous when faced with Gao Zheng's powerful aura.
Today at Tang Min's house, facing Tang Liye, they felt awkward and uneasy for several hours. After arriving home, they took it easy for a while before they calmed down.
Unexpectedly, another man in uniform appeared.
This man's sense of oppression was even worse than that of Tang Min's father.
At first glance, he is no ordinary person.
They can't speak either, so it's better not to get close to them.
It's so relaxing to sit outside.
Gu Decheng looked at Gu Jinghui and Wang Ying, who had been silent, and expressed surprise at the rare quietness of the couple.
In the past, in his hometown, whenever someone came into the house, Gu Jinghui would show off his dignity in front of others and come over to chat with them to show off his eloquence.
Wang Ying is the same. When someone comes, he first comes over to see what the person is carrying.
As soon as the person left, he picked up the things and went to her room.
When Tang Jingyue and Tang Ye came over before, they even moved closer to people, trying to talk to them and build relationships with them.
This time the couple would be far away from each other.
Gu Decheng knew very well the virtues of his son and daughter-in-law.
I'm afraid, I was also frightened.
If they saw what kind of family Tang Min's natal family was, they would probably be even more shocked.
"Lao Gao, Xiao Ye, you go inside, my dad is used to cooling off outside."
As a son, he naturally understands his own parents.
"good."
Gao Zheng glanced in the direction of the kitchen and followed Gu Jingchuan into the house.
Gu Jinghui stood in the yard and saw Gu Jinghui
Jingchuan and Gu Jingqi invited Gao Zheng and Tang Ye into the living room, chatting and laughing.
He finally became more aware of the gap between him and his two younger brothers.
When he was in his hometown, he always entertained guests when they came to the house, and he thought he was quite eloquent.
But now that he entered the city and saw this city official with extraordinary temperament, he wanted to go up and greet him several times, wanting him to know that he was Gu Jingchuan's eldest brother, and his name was Gu Jinghui.
But his mouth was always disobedient, as if he had stuttered.
I can't say a word that I have in mind, and my legs and feet can't move.
I can't move forward.
Jin Zhengtai had just gone to empty out the corn sticks that he had finished eating. He came over and saw Gu Jinghui standing there, looking in the direction of the living room with a gloomy and sad expression on his face.
Jin Zhengtai patted his shoulder, raised a malicious smile on his lips, and asked, "Brother, what are you doing here? Come in."
Gu Jinghui turned around, looked at Jin Zhengtai, and asked, "Jin Zi, do you know that person at home?"
Jin Zhengtai nodded, "We know him. When he was in the army, he was the direct leader of our boss, so he was the leader of my leader."
"Then...are you afraid when you see him?"
"Why am I afraid of what he will do? Now that he has retired from the army, I am not afraid of the assessment."
Gu Jinghui thought about it, Jin Zhengtai was right, he had nothing to do with this leader, what was he afraid of?
It's not illegal.
But after saying that, he was frightened.
That kind of inferiority and fear is revealed deep in one's bones. It is an instinctive fear of those in power.
Gu Jinghui had to admit that he was hopeless.
He will only behave in front of his own family.
Jin Zhengtai saw that Gu Jinghui's expression was gloomy and thoughtful, so he ignored him. He walked over and hugged Cuihua.
Finally, humming a newspaper-selling song, he carried the child into the house.
Tang Min and Tang Jingyue came out of the kitchen and saw her parents-in-law still in the yard, one tinkering with the briquette stove and the other washing pots.
She walked over and said, "Mom and Dad, please come into the house."
Gu Decheng smiled and said, "Xiao Min, there are many people in the room and it's too hot. It's so cool under the grape arbor, so just stay here."
Wang Guixiang also said, "I'll wash the pot and cook some rice porridge for you. You'll be thirsty just eating corn and potatoes."
"Mom, please take a rest, I'll make porridge."
"If you don't want to go to the living room, then go to the side room to rest. Don't stay in the yard all the time."
"It's okay, go and entertain the guests, it's cool in the yard."
Gu Jinghui and Wang Ying were lingering at the door. Tang Min asked them to come in, but they refused.
Tang Min had no choice but to ask Gu Jingxiu to put another dish on the plate and bring it to the stone table in the yard.
Just at this time, Uncle Zhang came over.
Tang Min invited Uncle Zhang to sit down, let him taste the potatoes from their hometown, and chatted with Gu Decheng while enjoying the cool air.
They are similar in age and always have things in common.
Gu Decheng was no longer so embarrassed.
In the living room.
Hot potatoes were brought to the table, and Gu Jingxiu and Tang Min brought various freshly fried side dishes, as well as spicy fried vegetables.
Gu Jingchuan pushed the potato towards the middle, "Lao Gao, cousin Jingyue, try it. This potato is grown by my family. It is very delicious with the pepper. My dad specially brought it from my hometown."
His father traveled thousands of miles to carry it here, and everyone tasted it, so it lived up to the old man's wishes.
"Thank you for your hard work, uncle."
Gao Zheng picked up a potato, peeled it off slowly, and then...