Xue Han was stunned for several seconds, unable to react.
Mom's words just now left several deep marks on her immature soul, causing pain and numbness.
Cheng Tianfang did not dare to look into her daughter's big, pure eyes, and lowered her eyes to wipe away her tears.
"Xiaohan, these are all mother's fault and have nothing to do with your father. After I had a different relationship with him, I looked for opportunities to quarrel with him all day long. He was afraid to go home later, and he was depressed and uneasy. See
His behavior made me even more angry. I have a bad temper and am too emotional. It’s because I don’t know myself deeply enough that I betrayed our marriage and got together with a scumbag..."
"At that time, I was obsessed with excitement and craziness. I ate, drank and had fun with them. I wandered around all day and spent money like water, but I always thought I could make it back soon. Who knew that this scumbag deceived me and deceived me?
He defrauded me of all the money, including the money your father gave me, and even did illegal things in our store. I was stupid and blindly believed him. Later, I was arrested and he took away part of the money and ran away. At that time
I suddenly woke up, but unfortunately it was too late, it was too late for everything."
"As soon as the incident was revealed, everyone was extremely angry. Your grandmother was so angry that I fainted, and my father-in-law and mother-in-law refused to pay attention to me. Your father was heartbroken, got drunk on the street, and almost got into an accident while drinking. That scumbag even ran away
Over at the mall, my grandpa discovered that he had evil intentions, and was later stabbed to death by that scumbag. I was imprisoned at the time, and I didn’t know it at all...I couldn’t even see your grandpa for the last time."
"At that time, I just wanted to die... I felt that I had no shame in living in this world anymore. Later, I committed suicide and was rescued. Your aunt tried every means to bring you to see me, so that I could live a good life for you and start over. But life
It’s life, how can you start from scratch? If there is a regret medicine in the world, I would rather exchange it with my life..."
At this point, she cried so much that she could no longer speak and hugged her daughter hard.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Mom is really sorry for you... I'm sorry for all of you... If you didn't grow up in a single-parent family, you wouldn't be sensitive and delicate. If you had a father and mother raising you together, you wouldn't be either.
We will lack the company of our loved ones and pursue excitement and fun. We ignore you and don’t care about you... Wuwu! Xiaohan, in the end, this is all mother’s fault! It’s all mother’s fault!”
Xue Han was stunned and swallowed his saliva out of fear.
"Mom, did you just say that grandpa... was killed?"
Cheng Tianfang knew that she was scared and gently stroked her back.
"Yes... it was the scumbag I provoked who stabbed my grandpa to death. Because of this incident, grandma has always refused to talk to me. It was not until the past two years that I was willing to see me, eat and chat with me. Your uncle
She is still angry with me and almost refuses to talk to me. My connection with my family depends entirely on your aunt and your father. If it weren’t for them and you, I wouldn’t be able to survive today. All of this is impossible.
I deserve it!"
Xue Han turned pale with fright and was shaking all the time.
"Mom, you...you didn't lie to me? These are not true? They are not true, right?"
Cheng Tianfang sobbed: "No, it's true. I didn't lie to you. It's just that your aunt and your father have been afraid to let you know these years, and I didn't dare to tell you, so you are kept in the dark. Now.
You have grown up, and you almost made a mistake and met a bad person, so I think I should tell you... My child, once a person indulges himself or hangs out with bad people, he may lose a lot in the end, even his life.
life."
Xue Han was so scared that he swallowed his saliva.
"...Really? Are they all true?"
Cheng Tianfang finally raised his head and looked into her eyes with tears in his eyes.
"Yes, every sentence is true. Xiaohan, don't make mistakes when you are young, otherwise you may have to spend your whole life repaying the debt, or even be unable to repay it. If I hadn't led the wolf into the house, grandpa would not have been stabbed to death.
When I think about it now, I feel extremely guilty. Even if your grandma and uncle resent me for the rest of their lives, I don’t dare to say anything, because I deserve it. I am the one who harmed others and myself. If it weren’t for me, your father
If you don't divorce me, you won't always live in a single-parent family..."
Xue Han burst into tears and choked: "Mom, stop talking, stop talking."
Cheng Tianfang gently wiped her tears and murmured: "I didn't dare to say anything before. I didn't dare to say anything in front of you. I was afraid that you wouldn't understand, I was afraid that you would blame me, and I was even more afraid that you wouldn't dislike me. But this
Once, I have to say it. Xiaohan, once you make some mistakes, the stains may never be wiped off for the rest of your life. Don't imitate your mother, don't imitate...it's too painful, and you've lost too much.
Already."
"Mom, I understand." She nodded lightly.
Cheng Tianfang kissed her forehead and whispered: "You must keep it in mind..."
Xue Han repeated: "I will keep it in mind."
Cheng Tianfang wiped away her tears hard, helped her daughter lie down, and gently covered her with the quilt.
"Xiao Han, go to sleep. Fortunately, you pulled back from the brink and it's not too late. When making friends in the future, you must keep your eyes open. We only make friends with classmates who love to study and are optimistic. As a student now, you should study
For the Lord, don’t think about any nonsense.”
"Mom..." Xue Han asked in a hoarse voice, "What if... I mean if, I am not suitable for studying... what should I do? Will you be as disappointed in me as dad?"
"No." Cheng Tianfang shook his head: "Your father loves you very much and regards you as his life. As long as you correct yourself, he will not be disappointed in you. You study hard and study hard. If you don't study well, you won't be able to do that."
If you are excellent, we won’t blame you. There are millions of people in this world, and not everyone has the talent to read. Just like your cousins, the second cousin is not very good at reading, and is usually average.
Level. They are all born from the same father and mother, but there are still exceptions. If you read carefully, we won’t care too much about the results. For your father and I, you can grow up healthily, have strong psychological quality, and be sunny.
Growing up cheerful is more important than any academic performance."
"Thank you, Mom." Xue Han nodded: "I will study hard and study carefully. I promised my mother that I will never make friends with random people again. I am a student now, so I will study hard first."
Cheng Tianfang smiled happily and whispered: "Be good, close your eyes and sleep well. Don't worry, mom will study with you from now on. Also, mom will help you take care of dad and let him recover quickly."
"Mom, can you...remarry dad?" Xiaohan asked anxiously.
Cheng Tianfang was slightly stunned, then smiled sadly.
"We are good friends now, which is good enough. Remember, no matter what our relationship is, we still love you and care for you."
Xiaohan let out a disappointed "Oh" and closed her eyes to sleep.