After a pause, Xue Ling asked tentatively: "Is this really the only way it can go? Is it necessary? Isn't it just impulse?"
Cheng Huanran shook his head: "It's not impulsive. I have been struggling in my heart for a while. Uncle Huan reminded me this morning, and I made up my mind to break up. If we break it off, we will break it off. If we continue to suffer, it will only make each other more uncomfortable."
Xue Ling seemed to believe it but not believe it, and was still in shock.
Law recovery.
Cheng Huanran explained to her the conversation he had with Xue Huan in the morning.
"I gritted my teeth and simply asked her to meet in the afternoon. She thought I was there to coax her and ignored me at first. I drove over directly and told her, 'Let's break up, I can't stand this kind of life.', and then
That’s it…that’s it.”
Xue Ling sighed softly: "I didn't expect Xiao Qiao's self-esteem to be so strong, and I didn't expect that she would be so strong. In the final analysis, this is her own self-esteem, and it is not all your fault."
"It's not my fault at all!" Cheng Huanran smiled bitterly: "She said that our family put too much pressure on her. Even if she couldn't compare with me in terms of family background, she still had to beat me in scientific research and work, otherwise she wouldn't be able to compete with me in scientific research and work.
She will marry me and so on. Moreover, her family values are too different from mine, which is also a huge hidden danger."
Xue Ling was still a little reluctant to let go of Qiao Hui, and whispered: "Actually, she is a very good girl. Maybe because she is an only child, her parents have very high expectations for her. She grew up in a high-pressure environment, so
I can only force myself to be the best at everything to relieve the pressure. She is indeed very strong, but she doesn’t have to feel pressured by our family. We have always been very satisfied with her and have fully accepted her in our hearts.”
"But she..." Cheng Huanran shook his head: "She doesn't think so. She always thinks that our family's family environment is better than hers, which makes her have no sense of superiority and makes her worry that she will be controlled in family relationships in the future and is afraid of me.
Will be stronger than her."
Xue Ling couldn't help but ask: "Have you never enlightened her? Family relationships are not war and hostility relationships, and there is no need to be evenly matched."
"Countless times." Cheng Huanran replied: "But she just didn't listen and couldn't listen. She even felt stressed when she first heard that Xiaoxiao was pregnant with twins, because she was worried that she would only be able to give birth to one in the future.
No Xiaoxiao. She has to compete with others in any field, and she has to be so strong that it makes people scared, even annoying."
Xue Ling sighed: "Oh! This child is too strong. With such a temperament, how can she not be under great pressure?"
Cheng Huanran murmured: "Mom, we have already passed...I don't want to mention it anymore."
Xue Ling couldn't help but ask: "There's no way to save it? No hope at all?"
"It's because of her personality." Cheng Huanran asked back: "Mom, how can I save this situation? She may be a good partner or competitor, but she cannot be a good wife and cannot live a stable life with me. Then I
Is there any point in holding on?"
Xue Ling sighed faintly: "That's all, I'll find a chance to meet her tomorrow."
"She won't see you." Cheng Huanran whispered: "With her arrogant temperament, unless I beg her to get back together and make her look good, she will not pay attention to any of you."
Xue Ling glanced at him and said angrily: "Why didn't you tell me about this earlier? We have been busy with Yangyang and Xiaoxiao's marriage recently, what are you doing to cause trouble now?!"
"Mom, I'm sorry." Cheng Huanran whispered aggrievedly: "We have had troubles several times before, and I tried my best to endure it. Uncle Ah Huan is right, it's just worthless, and it has no meat to eat. In the end, you have to give up.
Give up. It was only today that I finally made up my mind."
Xue Ling stroked his hair gently and said, "It's inevitable to feel uncomfortable. Let's take it easy for a while. I'd better go find Qiao Hui tomorrow and hear what she has to say."
"Well." Cheng Huanran's eyes moved slightly and asked: "Mom, can I resign at the end of the year and go to the pharmaceutical group?"
Xue Ling was slightly stunned, then asked: "Are you trying to avoid Qiao Hui? Or do you think you want to change your work environment? Don't like the hospital?"
"All of them." Cheng Huanran replied: "The biggest reason is that I don't like the red tape-like modular management of the hospital. I can deal with patients easily, but there are too many rules and regulations, and the various hidden rules and interpersonal relationships are too complicated. I hope to
It’s a fairer and more open place to work, and I prefer scientific research and don’t want to let some miscellaneous things take up too much of my time.”
Xue Ling nodded lightly: "Then how do you arrange it? Do you want to join the scientific research department?"
"Yes." Cheng Huanran explained: "I want to start from the grassroots level, and start from the most difficult one."
Xue Ling chuckled: "Judging from the several scientific research projects you have participated in before, you don't have to start at the grassroots level. Just submit your resume and decide which stage you will be admitted to and which position you will start from. It all depends on your true ability."
Cheng Huanran couldn't help but ask: "Mom, as for the management... when do you plan to let me take over?"
"Slow down for a while." Xue Ling replied: "Go there first to familiarize yourself with the environment and understand every aspect of the operation of the pharmaceutical group. Wait for the right time to enter the management level, and wait for you to gain a firm foothold before entering the top management.
In fact, the pharmaceutical group is not complicated. The production line is over there. As long as it is produced, the rest depends on sales. Some supply hospitals and some supply pharmacies in the market. Each link has long been fixed and does not change much. Because of this,
I don’t have to spend too much time there. However, its profits over the years have been very impressive, and I am quite satisfied.”
Cheng Huanran nodded: "Mom, I listen to you."
After a pause, he explained seriously: "Mom, actually I didn't go there just to avoid Qiao Hui. I used to do scientific research with my mentor, and I always felt that it was very fulfilling to focus on something wholeheartedly. But since I
After entering the hospital as an intern and then working officially, I found that I had to spend a lot of time every day on medical records, copying this and that, group meetings, department meetings, director-leader meetings, hospital leaders meetings, etc... I had to become a thousand people by myself.
Hand Guanyin, I deal with a lot of things. I feel like I am busy like a spinning top, but I can't seem to get any results from my busy work. I do everything, and in the end I can't focus on anything. I can't calm down, I am busy, and in the end it seems that I am just tired.
I was so tired that I neglected many things, especially the things I like and pursue."
Xue Ling nodded: "Mom, I understand. The scientific research department over there is not very good yet, you go and try it out. Last time our board of directors decided to go abroad to recruit some big names at the expert level. Then you can learn from them.
.At the same time, we will also invite some domestic drug experts to provide guidance. You keep in touch with your Uncle Huan, he is taking the lead."
"Okay!" Cheng Huanran responded happily.
Xue Ling added: "The management there has also been standardized, but it is simpler because there are only three shareholders and the management has always been lean and simple. Go and see if it is suitable for you."
"Then I'll resign at the end of the year." Cheng Huanran said, "I'll try to submit my resume in two days."