When Lin Ming thought of getting married, he couldn't help but think of his mother.
After taking the child back to the car, Lin Ming took out his cell phone again and looked up his mother's number.
He felt very uneasy and nervous.
He decided to call his mother first and talk about it. At least, he had to let her know that he now had a child and was getting married at the end of the month.
No matter what, it was the mother who gave birth to him and raised him.
He is even more like a piece of flesh that fell from my mother's body.
He didn't believe that there were mothers in the world who didn't care about their children.
"Perhaps my mother had some unspeakable secrets when she left my father."
Lin Ming looked at Qibao lying in the stroller in the back seat, sighed slightly, and spoke as if to comfort himself. When he picked up his mobile phone and was about to make a call, Lin Ming hesitated again.
Finally, he handed the phone to Qibao and said with a smile: "My dear daughter, do you think dad should make this call? If you think dad should make a call, just make a sound. If you think dad should not make this call,
Just remain silent."
After saying that, Lin Ming waited for the little guy's response.
However, Qibao was lying quietly in the stroller without making any sound.
When Lin Ming saw this, he shook his head helplessly and said with a self-deprecating smile: "Hey, what am I thinking about? How old is Qibao? How can I let my little baby make a decision that I don't dare to make?"
Qibao: "Uh-huh, uh-huh..."
However, after Lin Ming finished speaking, the little baby began to cry out, as if responding to him.
Seeing this, Lin Ming's face lit up.
He looked at the little guy and said with a smile: "My dear daughter, do you think dad should make this call?"
Qibao became quiet again and stopped responding.
Lin Ming turned sideways and sat on his seat, took a deep breath, and then pressed the call button.
The phone rang for a while, and no one answered the call. Just when Lin Ming was about to give up, the call was suddenly connected.
"Hey! Son!"
From the mobile phone, a female voice that was familiar yet unfamiliar to Lin Ming came. Hearing this long-lost voice, Lin Ming could no longer calm down.
He didn't speak, but his chest was heaving violently, and he felt very uneasy inside.
There was also a period of silence on the other end of the phone after no response.
Then, another voice continued: "Xiao Ming, is it you? I know you are still angry with your mother. All of this is your mother's fault. She is sorry for you and your father. If you want to blame, just blame it.
Blame me."
Before he could speak, his mother took the lead in expressing his attitude, saying that he had done something wrong and that he was sorry for himself and his father.
When he heard this, Lin Ming felt extremely uncomfortable, as if a huge mountain was pressing down on him. It was so heavy that he could hardly breathe. It felt like it was stuck in his throat. He wanted to open his mouth several times, but he swallowed it back.
"mom!"
After a while, Lin Ming finally spoke.
There was only one word, a name for his mother, but just such a word seemed to drain all the strength from Lin Ming's body.
On the phone, I heard his low and melodious voice filled with deep thoughts, and there was also a period of silence.
Then, there was a small sound of sobbing.
Lin Ming knew that it was his mother who was crying.
At this moment, Lin Ming suddenly felt regretful. He regretted that he had never contacted his mother once in more than a year.
Ever since he was a child, he has never lived up to the filial piety of a son of man.
The complaint in my heart towards my mother suddenly disappeared without a trace amid my mother's low sobs.
He and his mother didn't have a deep hatred, so why did they become like this, like strangers, wishing they could never see each other again.
An inexplicable feeling of guilt arose in my heart.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I haven't called you once for more than a year." Lin Ming spoke again and directly admitted his mistake.
At this moment, he felt that he was worthy of being a son of man and was ashamed.
"It's okay, son, mom doesn't blame you. This is all mom's fault. Mom really doesn't blame you." The mother's crying voice came from the phone.
However, because of his shouting and apology, the mother on the phone felt much better, and she was no longer so sad when she spoke.
"Mom, I made this call to you today. I hesitated for a long time. I think it is still necessary to call you, because no matter what happens, it cannot change the fact that you are my mother and I am your son.
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Lin Ming opened his mouth and decided to tell his story.
"Son, thank you... thank you, thank you for still being willing to recognize me as your mother. I don't deserve to be a mother. I'm sorry for you, and I'm even more sorry for your father."
Hearing Lin Ming's words, Lin Ming's mother's voice became softer again, and she confessed and admitted her mistake.
"Mom, I want to know why you left my dad in the first place?"
Lin Ming collected his emotions and then asked. He was not in a hurry to tell him that he had a child and was planning to get married.
It’s the same thing if we put this matter at the end.
Now, what he is most concerned about is the reason why his mother left in the first place.
Since his father said that someone was behind the scenes, he was even more willing to believe that his mother left because she had no choice but to do so.
"Xiao Ming, this matter has passed, don't mention it anymore."
My mother's voice came from the phone, and there seemed to be a hint of fatigue in her words.
Lin Ming noticed his mother's abnormal state and immediately asked hurriedly: "Mom, tell me, is there something unspeakable? We are a family. If there are any problems or difficulties, can't we deal with them together?"
"No, son, I was the one who disliked your father for having no money, and finally he was sentenced to a thousand years in prison. I felt that there was no hope for him. At that time, you were so ignorant and naughty, so I just thought
After I left, I thought that I was well-maintained and had good looks and a good figure. I am also a woman and want to find my own happiness."
Lin Ming listened and became silent.
Every woman has the right to pursue her own happiness.
Moreover, at that time, I was still very stubborn and rebellious, and I felt regret again in my heart. At the same time, I also felt helpless that my mother had made such a decision.
But soon, Lin Ming felt something was wrong.
Based on my understanding of my mother, I know that my mother is not the kind of vain person at all, unlike those young people nowadays who are greedy for profit.
If my mother was that kind of person, she could have left her when her family was not in a good situation. You must know that her mother was known as the most beautiful woman in the local area and had countless suitors.
But my mother happened to leave when my father was killed by an adulterer and imprisoned.