The crying finally stopped and the tears stopped appearing.
However, I don’t know whether it was because she had dried up her tears or because Long Yingxiao really didn’t want to cry anymore.
After the crying ended, Long Yingxiao's internal energy quietly started to work.
His breath began to fluctuate.
Why?
Why do I still want to excuse her at this time?
Obviously everything points to her betraying us, why should I make excuses for her?
Is it just because I like her?
Long Yingxiao couldn't help but ask himself in his heart.
He couldn't accept himself like this.
It was obvious that Mo Ziling had betrayed him, betrayed them, betrayed those more than 7,500 people.
But Long Yingxiao still wanted to find reasons for her at this moment. He didn't know whether he wanted to prove to himself or others that Mo Ziling was not such a person.
But Long Yingxiao hated himself like this, because he knew that this was the fact, that Mo Ziling had betrayed them, there was no doubt about it.
So he hates Mo Ziling, and he hates himself even more for trying to find reasons for her at this time. He doesn't know what to do.
He didn't know how to erase his love for her, how to erase his forgiveness for her, because none of this should exist.
The light of internal energy burst out of the body, and the image of the incomplete Tianling ascending to Baize already appeared on Long Yingxiao's head.
The aura on Long Yingxiao's body became increasingly unstable, and he no longer knew how to face such a self.
The color of blood once again reached his eyes, and his eyes began to turn red. It seemed as if a scene of a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood appeared before his eyes.
In an instant, everything seemed to disappear again.
He felt that everything in the past was playing before his eyes like a photo, but the pictures flashed by extremely fast. All the scenes in the past seventeen years flashed through his mind.
He seemed to see a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood, and he seemed to see the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers. He seemed to see the beauty's smile, and he seemed to see that smile was actually... ridicule.
At this moment, he couldn't tell which was true and which was false. He didn't know what to do at this moment.
The situation seemed to be getting worse, and he suddenly shouted.
"kill!"
At this time, most of his eyes were filled with blood.
After saying the word "kill", his breath became a little calmer.
He seemed to suddenly realize something, and the blood in his eyes slowly faded away.
It was replaced by a coldness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow. This kind of coldness could not be described by any kind of cold.
It is not a cold temperature, but an emotional coldness.
You will feel as if it has frozen your blood, it will make you feel scared and your heart will tremble. But this is not because the temperature is too low, but because the things you have to face and accept are too scary.
The blood color faded and the coldness appeared.
Just now I shouted out "kill" this one
While writing, Long Yingxiao seemed to suddenly realize something.
At that moment, he actually knew what he should do.
revenge!
Betrayal could only bring him hatred.
Whether it is love or something else, it will eventually be replaced by hatred.
Just like the weak family affection, it has been completely wiped out in the process of being hunted for ten years. He only has two words for the Long family: revenge.
But now, he probably only has two words for Mo Ziling: revenge.
He will personally repay all the hatred the Long family has brought to him in the near future.
As for the hatred that Mo Ziling brought to him, he must return it to her one day, so that he can eliminate his love for her, forgiveness for her, and those unknown things in his heart.
Long Yingxiao suddenly realized something in his extreme emotions. He used a seemingly abnormal path to complete a unique transformation.
I just don’t know whether this transformation is good or bad.
Suddenly, Long Yingxiao chuckled, not for any other reason, but because at this moment, he was one point closer to the seventh level of the Nine Consecutive Finals, and the seemingly unbreakable bottleneck and barrier appeared again at this moment.
It's loose.
After being betrayed by Mo Ziling, his thoughts and emotions were in an extreme collapse. At this moment, his body's internal energy appeared in an unstable form, so much so that even Lin Sheng and Baize's vision also appeared.
At this time, he unexpectedly loosened the bottleneck of the seventh level of the Nine Consecutive Jue. Now he is really only one step away from the seventh level of the Nine Consecutive Jue.
Long Yingxiao shook his head and smiled bitterly again. He really didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing.
But he knew in his heart that this must still be a bad thing.
Because if possible, he would rather not have today's breakthrough than Mo Ziling never betray them.
Thinking of this, Long Yingxiao's face darkened again.
He has thought about a lot, but he knows there is still a lot that he has not thought of.
Just like before, he always felt that his intelligence, thinking, and strength were far superior to those of his peers, so he had the confidence and courage to shoulder the heavy responsibility of this hundred-day appointment.
But after he came out, he found that something was wrong with him. He couldn't see clearly the cultivation level of Long Jin, and he couldn't see the limit of the Evil Dragon Emperor. He didn't know how strong Ao Yu was, and he couldn't even see the dragon around him.
The limit of Ling's strength, let alone Hexu Xiaohan who is far away in the horizon and right in front of us.
He had some doubts about his own strength for a moment. He didn't know whether his peak state of the sixth level of Nine consecutive tactics was enough in this feast where the world gathered in China.
He was very hesitant about the future, and he didn't know what he should do.
Thinking of the future, he couldn't help but think back. He had obviously been hunted for ten years. Not to mention his violent temper, he shouldn't have the character he has today.
He didn't know whether this character was inherited or whether it came from later generations.
sky.
His father once told him that you should never forgive some people, you may forgive some people, but there are some people who never need your forgiveness because they will never hurt you.
It was precisely because he believed his father's last words that Long Yingxiao was more willing to believe in the world and whether there were more people who were willing to help him than those who wanted to harm him.
And this was indeed confirmed during their ten years of being hunted. They had received help from countless people, and the help was big or small, ranging from providing shelter and treating injuries to just being a guide.
That's all. They have suffered countless assassinations. Some of those who assassinated them were from the Long Family, while others were ability users hired by the Long Family or members of some small families.
Sometimes Long Yingxiao doesn't even want to see people because he doesn't know whether the person wants to hurt them or help them.
But sometimes he had to face some people. His father had been seriously injured many times. Every time his father was injured, Long Yingxiao would take him to hide everywhere.
At such times, there will always be people who lend a helping hand. Their lives are not rich, and most of them even live at the bottom of society.
They were poor and poor, and they didn't know if there would be another meal after this meal, but they were still willing to do their part to help themselves and their father.
Although there were very few people who were willing to help him in such a way on the way to escape, Long Yingxiao knew that everyone who reached out to help them was not doing it for some invisible and intangible benefit.
I'm afraid what they do is for their own peace of mind, care and sympathy for others.
Therefore, it is all of this that allows Long Yingxiao to still have a little light in his heart after suffering endless darkness.
And he is willing to spread this light into the dark past, and he hopes to use this light to light up the future.
He didn't know if his idea could be realized, so he kept working hard. Even when he was besieged by the entire Black Dragon Evil Group and faced the huge pressure of saving more than 7,500 people, he still didn't give up.
He believes that there will always be someone who can give him a little light, and there will always be someone who can help him spread the light in his heart into the future. He knows that these friends around him are those little bits of light, and Mo Ziling was also in the light once.
one, but now she is no longer.
I wonder if Long Yingxiao will continue to retain this light in his heart and pursue a future where the ending may not be visible at all.
Long Yingxiao himself didn't know what he would become in the future. He just hoped to try his best to do more things while the light in his heart was not extinguished.
Just like what Mr. Lu Xun said back then.
I hope all the young people in China will get rid of the air-conditioning, just move up, and don’t have to listen to the words of those who give up on themselves. Those who can do things, do things, and speak out. Where there is heat, there is light. Just like a firefly, it can also shine a little light in the darkness.
, no need to wait for the torch.
It's just that what we said on that day cannot be the same as what we said today.