Chapter 138 Master the right to choose, not to be chosen
"Ruanruan, I'm sorry, I..."
Before she even uttered her apology, the girl's cold eviction order came to her ears, "You can go out. I have nothing to say to you anymore. Pack your things and return the key to me. From today on, this place will no longer be open to you."
Welcome."
When Yu Feifan heard this, his face instantly turned pale, "Ruanruan!"
"go out!"
Just now, Yu Ruanruan suddenly figured out something.
Even if the third brother had sympathy for her in his previous life, so what?
He did nothing for her.
Probably the only thing I did for her was to give her a phone call before she died, letting her know that there were still people in this world who cared about her.
When she died, she carried this faint warmth and finally no longer felt lonely.
Yu Feifan is a kind-hearted person. Not to mention his biological sister, he will stop and feed even stray dogs and cats passing by.
But Yu Ruanruan could think of such innocuous kindness for a moment, but she didn't want to become its puppet and be kidnapped by it.
Because she is not a stray dog or cat.
As long as it is someone she cares about, she will respond with the utmost sincerity.
And she spent all her sincerity, only to get the third brother's love and distrust.
She would rather not accept such kindness.
Seeing that his sister was already in a state where he no longer wanted to communicate, Yu Feifan, who was already clumsy, not good at words, and very nervous, didn't even know what to do.
He winked desperately at Huo Xu who was standing aside.
Huo Xu raised her phoenix eyes at him, "Can't you hear me telling you to get out?"
Yu Feifan: "???"
As promised, where is the grasshopper on a rope?
Of course, Huo Xu couldn't get into trouble at this time. He was like a Bodhisattva crossing the river. He couldn't protect himself. He spent so much energy to get along with the girl calmly.
I won't wade into this muddy water.
Being able to provide a bridge for Yu Feifan is already the limit.
Yu Feifan was so angry that he glared at Huo Xu, but when he turned his eyes to his cold-faced sister, all his arrogance disappeared.
He looked depressed and depressed, like a sad drowned dog with a face full of sorrow, "I know you are still angry. This matter is indeed my fault. I will reflect on myself. No matter what, I will always be you."
Third brother."
In the past, he was willful and ignorant, and looked at things too one-sidedly.
Ruanruan must have suffered a lot of grievances, right?
Yu Feifan didn't understand before. Even before watching the surveillance, he thought this was an ordinary quarrel, no different from countless quarrels in the past five years.
But when he saw the truth in the surveillance video, he was severely hit.
It also seems that she finally understands why Ruanruan has only been unhappy with him and only opposed him in the past five years.
Because he is really stupid.
So stupid that there is no cure.
After watching Cheng Cheng throw the bag, Ruanruan confronts her, and then seeing herself in the video not knowing the truth, she defends Cheng Cheng and speaks harshly to Ruanruan.
Across the screen, Yu Feifan could imagine how helpless and angry Ruanruan felt when she was misunderstood by him.
She must think that his third brother is a pig, right?
Yu Feifan regretted very much. If he could have remained neutral at that time, listened to what Ruanruan said, and calmly thought about the solution strategy, wouldn't Ruanruan have been harmed?
Their relationship finally broke through the ice and became harmonious, but everything was ruined by his own hands.
Although he was very reluctant to let go, Yu Feifan still rolled out obediently.
After a while, there was a movement and the sound of a door closing downstairs.
He's really gone.
Yu Ruanruan only felt that the sound of the door closing was harsh. She closed her eyes and felt a hint of self-mockery at the corner of her mouth.
Let's all go.
Walk away cleanly and without worries.
She glanced at Huo Xu beside her and said coldly, "You should go back too."
Huo Xu was startled, looked at her deeply, then stood up and walked out.
Yu Ruanruan felt a sudden pain in her heart.
Loneliness is not scary, what is scary is the coldness after the fun is over.
She thought she was strong and independent enough, but it turned out that she would still be hurt if she lost something after gaining something.
It would be better to never get it in the first place.
"If you leave, don't come back!"
She breathed quickly and spoke quickly.
Huo Xu paused, turned to look at her, and said helplessly, "I won't leave for the time being. I will at least wait until you calm down before I leave."
Yu Ruanruan was silent, and the coldness in her heart warmed up a bit.
She felt a little embarrassed.
It was not the first time that Huo Xu saw himself in such an embarrassing state.
Is his tenderness towards her just out of sympathy and pity?
Huo Xu went out for a while. When he came back, he was holding a cup of hot milk in his hand. He handed the cup to Yu Ruanruan and said in a deep voice, "After drinking, lie down and sleep for a while. When you wake up, everything will be over."
"Thank you." Yu took the milk and held the glass tightly.
In the room, the heating was fully turned on, but she still felt cold. She could only feel a little warmth by holding the hot milk cup in her palm.
But, soon, she put the milk back on the bedside table, and suddenly she didn't dare to hold on to the warmth.
The short residual heat is fleeting.
She was afraid that it would be another mirage, a big dream.
If you have never received it, you are not afraid of losing it.
"Huo Xu, can I ask you a question?"
Yu Ruoruan suddenly raised her head and looked at the man. Her clear eyes were serious and cold, "If one day you lose your curiosity about me and no longer have the desire to explore, will you look back to Cheng Cheng?"
She knew that Huo Xu was treating her well now because her transformation aroused his curiosity and desire to explore.
"Won't."
Huo Xu said these two words almost without thinking, but his bromine-black phoenix eyes were a little deeper.
Curiosity? Desire to explore?
Is his feeling for Rourou just curiosity?
He felt that it was more than that. He greedily wanted more, wanted to return to her heart, and wanted to occupy all her joys, sorrows and joys alone.
However, what was different from before was that he just wanted to see her laugh because of him, and didn't want to see her shed another tear for him.
He wanted to hold her in his hands so that she would not be hurt again.
He wanted to see her shine.
He didn't know what it was, he only knew that all his emotions were only affected by her, and all his thoughts were only on her.
He wants her to fall in love with him again.
Yu Ruanruan looked into the man's eyes and felt only the word "no". He said it too quickly.
"Oh, I really asked a stupid question."
She shook her head helplessly. If she asked this question to any man, she would get the same answer.
How could Huo Xu tell the truth?
Even if he thinks so in his current mood and current state, it will be different when that day comes.
People will change.
How could she trust the words of a man who didn't love her?
What's more, this question itself has its own problems. In what capacity did she put herself and Cheng Cheng together and let Huo Xu make a choice?
Why should she let others choose her?
In her previous life, she had already lived a humble enough life.
In this life, she no longer wants to be the chosen one, she wants to firmly hold the right to choose in her own hands.