Chapter 249 Why does everyone just want him to disappear?
As she said that, her arms tightly wrapped around Huo Xu's neck slowly relaxed, as if she was no longer afraid that the man would disappear, and believed that he would always be there.
Her body also relaxed, she lay more comfortably in his arms, closed her eyes, and fell asleep quietly.
Seeing the girl's face gradually regain its calmness, the congestion in Huo Xu's heart improved a little.
He put her on the bed and covered her with an air-conditioned quilt.
Before she went out, she should simply apply some sunscreen on her face, but due to sweating in the summer, her face was slightly powdery.
Huo Xu remembered that any cosmetics must be removed before going to bed at night, and sunscreen should also be needed.
He called the hotel front desk and the front desk sent him makeup remover towels.
Huo Xu sat by the bed and wiped her face.
She drank too much red wine tonight and was very drunk. She didn't know when she would wake up, so he brought hot water and wiped the sweat on the back of her neck and arms.
It wasn't Huo Xu's first time taking care of someone, but it was true that he hadn't taken care of someone so carefully in many years.
When I wiped her neck, my eyes unconsciously fell on her collar.
The 21-year-old girl has a very mature body and perfect curves. Huo Xu's ears turned red again.
He always knew that he had no resistance to her body.
When she liked him, chased him, and played all kinds of tricks in front of him, he knew that in front of her, the self-control he had always been proud of was completely vulnerable.
So at that time, he was very repelled by her approach.
Huo Xu averted his gaze and tried not to look at the girl. When everything was done, he stood up and prepared to leave.
Suddenly, a small hand grabbed his tie and pulled him back.
Because he was caught off guard, Huo Xu failed to stand firm and leaned forward, pressing down heavily.
His elbows were propped up on the bed next to the girl, and the two of them were nose to nose, very close to each other.
Yu Ruanruan was already awake, with a clear look in her eyes, staring straight at the man covering her body.
The heartbeat suddenly went out of rhythm. Huo Xu felt confused, adrenaline surged, and his breathing began to become rapid, "Soft..."
A slender finger pressed against his lips, Yu Ruanruan looked at the man, the sobriety in her eyes faded, with a hint of drunkenness, "Huo Xu, you are a hateful man!"
Huo Xu: "..."
Realizing that the girl had not completely sobered up at the moment, Huo Xu secretly breathed a sigh of relief for some reason.
"Why?!" the girl accused, "Why do I like you so much?"
The unexpected confession made the man's heart skip a beat.
The color of ecstasy was beyond words, but the joy only stayed at the tip of my heart for a moment and then faded away.
Because, in fact, he already knew this answer.
He knows that there is always a place for him in Ruanruan's heart, and he knows that she loves him, but she always avoids the true thoughts in her heart.
The love in her heart turned into a double-edged sword when it came to her mouth. While stabbing at him, it was also torturing herself over and over again.
"I don't want to like you..."
She pulled his collar aggrievedly and shook him, "But I can't let you go. Why do you treat me so well? If you treat me as bad as before in this life, I can be cruel and forget you."
Yes. Why? Why are you so cruel?"
"Huo Xu, can you let me go? Will you become the Huo Xu you were before? Will you change back? You are cruel to me, indifferent to me, and treat me badly. Only then can I make up my mind to leave you.
I will give up on you."
Listening to her prayers, Huo Xu felt like a sharp knife was stirring in his heart.
How much does she care about the Huo Xu in her previous life?
Why couldn't he make her forget the harm he had caused her despite all the things he had done?
Why was she thinking about making him disappear instead of letting the bastard from her previous life disappear?
There was a cold anger in his eyebrows. He was really irritated by her words of "change back" and "become the Huo Xu before".
"Yu Ruanruan!"
Huo Xu stared at her and pinched her chin with his big palm, so that she could face him, "See clearly, I am who I am, I am not the bastard you know! What on earth do you have to do so that you can forget him?! What should I do?"
How to do it?!"
Everyone wants him to disappear!
Everyone thinks he shouldn't exist!
The mother who strangled him and wanted him to die was like this, and the girl he loves deeply is like this now.
Does he really shouldn't exist?
Should he really disappear completely?
"Let me go! Devil!"
The terrifying look in his eyes frightened Yu Ruanruan, and the cruel and cold memories of her previous life swallowed her up like a tide in an instant.
She was so frightened that she loosened the tie in her hand and shrank towards the back of the bed, but Huo Xu's fingers pinched her chin very hard.
She couldn't get away, she couldn't get away no matter what.
"Let me go! Let me go! Devil!"
Two devil sounds in succession were like a basin of cold water pouring on Huo Xu's head. He suddenly let go of his hand, looked up and saw his own figure reflected on the gilt metal plate next to the bedside table.
That self has red eyes and is sinister and terrifying.
It's really like the devil is alive.
He had always known that he was not a good person and that his soul was corrupt and filthy. During the period when he first gained the ability to read minds, listening to her inner description of his past life, he did not feel that there was any difference between his past life and his current self.
But gradually, as he learned more, understood Ruanruan, and cared more about Ruanruan, he gradually subconsciously separated his past self from his current self.
He will subconsciously make excuses for himself, implying that the past life is the past life, and this life is this life.
Why should he in this life pay for the mistakes made by that bastard in his previous life?
But at this moment, looking at his own shadow reflected on the bedside mirror, he realized how ferocious his expression was and how cold his eyes were.
He and his previous self were clearly the same person.
The color on Huo Xu's face disappeared instantly. He was frightened by his own appearance. He took a step back, staggered, and almost fell to the ground.
He stumbled into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and water gurgled down. He squirted desperately to wash his face.
Looking at himself in the mirror, Huo Xu took a deep breath and his eyes were red. What was he doing just now? He almost injured Ruanruan!
If he hurt her, what's the difference between him and the person he was in his previous life?
He shouldn't lose control of his emotions.
However, the out-of-control emotions in his heart could not be contained. Huo Xu stared at himself in the mirror, full of rage, and suddenly punched him hard.
"Clang"
The mirror is torn apart.
His own reflection in the mirror also fell apart.
His aching heart finally felt a little better at this moment. Looking at himself in the mirror, he smiled sadly.