Huo Xu stood a certain distance away from her and did not come closer. His face was still pale. When he said those words just now, it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength.
"I'm fine." Yu Ruanruan looked at Huo Xu and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad?"
Although Han Guangji's provocation just now did cause her discomfort, she is not so fragile that she would be so frightened that she would slap her butt and leave if an outsider casually provokes her.
She had survived such an experience in her previous life. She had seen the terrifying and cruel Huo Xu. If she had been afraid, she would have fled far away.
But Huo Xu's expression was a little strange. Did he hear Han Guangji say bad things about him?
Yu Ruanruan's clear apricot eyes stared at Huo Xu's eyes, and she saw a fleeting pain in the man's eyes. The two looked at each other like this for a long time.
Huo Xucai suddenly spoke in a deep voice, his voice like dead wood cut by saw teeth, hoarse and dry, "Ruanruan, what are you thinking about?"
Yu Ruanruan's head was pounding.
An extremely strange feeling came over my heart.
This wasn't the first time she heard Huo Xu ask this.
"I……"
"You should have a good rest first." Huo Xu suddenly turned his back and walked out of the ward quickly.
"boom--"
The ward door closed heavily.
Looking at the direction in which the man disappeared, Yu Ruanruan's eyes widened in shock.
What happened?
Why did he suddenly have such great mood swings?
Yu Ruoruan hurriedly lifted the sheets on her body, put on her shoes, and stumbled out after him.
Huo Xu hadn't gone far, and Yu Ruanruan didn't know where she got the strength. Her legs, which had been frightened and weak, suddenly stopped shaking again.
She grabbed Huo Xu's arm and staggered almost falling because she lost her balance.
Huo Xu subconsciously reached out to help her, but after holding her steady, he suddenly retracted his hand.
"Huo Xu, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Just tell me!"
Yu Ruanruan was so anxious that she was sweating.
But the man just lowered his eyes and looked at her, his face pale.
Can't hear anything...
His mind-reading ability disappeared again...
He had just finished changing the water cup and returned to the ward. Before he got close, he heard Guangzi's provocation and soft voice.
This was the first time he heard her mentally reminiscing about him in her previous life and the details that hurt her.
Because of Yu Chengcheng's instigation, he imprisoned Ruanruan, who was kind to him and had his limbs broken to save him, in Qiangyuan.
She is not allowed to have contact with the outside world, and the outside world is not allowed to have contact with her.
Humiliate her and make her live in pain...
Every description of her past life in her heart was like a death sentence to him.
She had seen his cruelty and terror in his previous life, so those words that Guangzi provoked did not seem to her to be groundless.
She will never be able to let go of the shadow caused by that bastard in her previous life, and she will never be able to accept herself in this life.
Such knowledge is like a hammer that shatters the mirror.
The beautiful dream that originally existed in the mirror was completely shattered.
Huo Xu finally realized clearly that he would never be able to get rid of the shadow of the bastard in his previous life. He would not be accepted softly, he would be abandoned, and he would even... disappear... and become the bastard in his previous life.
When he realized this, the girl's inner voice suddenly disappeared.
Instead, there was a long dead silence and a sharp tinnitus.
He seemed to be shrouded in a glass cover, and he heard Rourou outside the cover asking him worriedly what was wrong?
What's wrong?
Huo Xu smiled sadly, did her concern come from the heart?
His mind-reading skills disappeared again.
She doesn't love him anymore...
It turns out that her love for him is so fragile and fragile. She was still pestering him last night and crying to express her love to him, but she rejected this love and even wanted him to disappear.
Over the past year, he had done a lot for her, but he still couldn't warm her heart?
She always loved the bastard from her previous life, right?
So no matter what she did, it was worthless in her eyes. She refused to face him. In her heart, she only had the hurt caused by that bastard.
There was an icy chill in Huo Xufeng's eyes, and his face became pale and increasingly sick.
Is it true that only hurt can make her remember it?
He wants her to only have eyes for him. Is he the only way to keep her by his side forever by imprisoning her like that bastard?
Huo Xu looked steadily at the girl in front of him.
Yu Ruanruan's clear eyes were bright, staring at him worriedly and uneasily.
At this moment, his heart suddenly felt a cruel desire for sadism. If only hurting could make her remember...
He slowly raised his hand and reached for the girl's slender neck.
Yu Ruanruan had no defense and allowed the man's fingertips to touch the warm and delicate skin.
Her harmless appearance made the man who was trapped in the demonic barrier suddenly wake up, retract his hand as if he was electrocuted, and take a few steps back.
"Huo Xu! Are you feeling uncomfortable? Let's call the doctor!"
The girl didn't expect his reaction to be so big, so she hurriedly stepped forward to help him.
"Don't come here..." Huo Xu suddenly stopped with a pale face.
Yu Ruanruan was stunned on the spot.
Since his rebirth, Huo Xu showed such resistance to her for the first time.
What happened to him?
She stood there in confusion, like a child who had done something wrong. At this moment, her heart suddenly felt like being pricked by a needle, stinging and sore.
Over the past year, she had been the one trying her best to push Huo Xu away and exclude him.
She thought that she was the most free and easy person in this relationship, the one who could leave at any time. She thought that if she got rid of Huo Xu, she would have a new life.
However, when he once again showed resistance to her.
Hidden deep in the softest corner of my heart, I still can't help but feel pain.
Huo Xu's breathing was a little messy. After calming down, he saw the girl's confused expression, "I'm sorry, I really don't feel well. I didn't mean to yell at you just now."
Yu Ruoruan bit her lip, tightened her eyebrows, and looked at Huo Xu carefully testing, "Can you tell me, what's wrong with you? Is it because of what Han Guangji just said? Don't worry, I won't take it seriously.
."
"No, no."
Huo Xu lowered his eyelids, but there was a hint of sarcasm in his eyes.
Her inconsistent thoughts made him feel frustrated and powerless, and what frightened him even more was that at that moment, he actually thought about imprisoning Ruanruan, like that bastard in his previous life.
However, if he did this, wouldn't he completely turn into the bastard he was in his previous life?
Even if Ruanruan is imprisoned by her side, all she sees in her eyes and thinks in her heart is just that bastard.
This was something he couldn't bear.
He couldn't bear to let Ruanruan leave, but he couldn't let her miss someone else.
He just wants her to like him and pretend to be himself.