Yu Ruanruan also didn't understand. The person who was held to the neck with a gun in the afternoon was obviously her. How could a depressed person become Huo Xu?
Are the things Han Guangji said a psychological shadow for Huo Xu?
However, Huo Xu has now changed his ways.
No matter what Han Guangji said, Yu Ruoruan felt that it was a wise decision for Huo Xu to stay away from people named Han.
No matter how despicable life was in the past, people will always be born towards the sun.
The past is not important, what is important is the present and the future.
She drew up a bunch of drafts in her mind, but before she could say anything, she was interrupted by Huo Xu, "Is the food still delicious?"
Yu Ruanruan lowered her head and took a few mouthfuls of rice, chewed it in her mouth, "It's delicious."
“As long as it’s delicious.”
Huo Xu made the fruit platter, handed it to Yu Ruanruan, and continued feeding.
Yu Ruanruan felt depressed, but since this guy was a yandere, she didn't dare to use too much force.
Yandere is actually a kind of mental illness and should not be overstimulated, otherwise it will be counterproductive.
Therefore, in order to cooperate with him and let him put aside his grudges, Yu Ruanruan accepted everything the man had to offer and refused to accept anyone who came.
She would eat whatever he got for her.
The atmosphere in the ward improved a little. Yu Ruanruan felt that the time was almost up, so she moved her buttocks and quietly moved closer to Huo Xu.
After reaching a safe distance, she raised her hand and gently patted Huo Xu on the shoulder, "Huo..."
Huo Xu froze and suddenly pushed her hand away.
The movement was so fast that Yu's soft hand hit the table, making a loud noise.
Instantly, severe pain hit me, and my finger bones were numb.
"How's it going? It doesn't hurt, does it?"
Huo Xu's heart trembled violently, and he hurriedly stepped forward to grab Yu's soft hand and rubbed it gently.
Yu Ruanruan was so painful that her saline water came out, and she was furious, but when she saw the nervousness in Huo Xu's eyes, she swallowed the words she almost blurted out, "What's wrong with you?
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Yu Ruanruan tried her best to keep her voice as soft as possible, moved closer to the man, and patiently began to review, "Is it because someone was shot and killed during the day?"
She thought about it all afternoon and all night, thinking that Huo Xu had lost interest in her, that's why he had such an attitude.
But now that she saw that he was making lunch for her and peeling fruits for her, Yu Ruanruan felt that she could rule out that possibility.
So if the problem does not lie with you, then it lies with objective factors.
After much deliberation, there was only the homeless man who died during the day.
What is the connection between Huo Xu and the homeless man?
Why does that homeless man named K hate Huo Xu so much?
Is Huo Xu's current abnormality related to his past experience?
At this moment, Yu Ruanruan's mind was filled with countless doubts.
And sure enough, when she mentioned the homeless man, Huo Xu's dim eyes gleamed clearly.
Yu Ruanruan still wanted to ask, but the man had already interrupted in a deep voice, "You are overthinking, what can happen to me? Look, am I not okay?"
He smiled slightly and raised his hand, but his body stiffened and hesitated for a second. Finally, he gently placed it on Yu Ruanruan's head and rubbed it twice.
But these two hasty moments were obviously different from the previous intimacy, reserved and distant.
The palm of his hand didn't even touch her scalp, so he took it back.
He was resisting her, resisting her touch.
Moreover, he didn't want her to notice his resistance.
Yu Ruoruan's heart suddenly hurt, and she felt the pain of being rejected again. She thought she wouldn't mind.
It has been almost a year since she was reborn. During this year, Huo Xu has always appeared by her side in various ways.
Whether it was before he confessed to himself or after he confessed to himself.
His strong desire to control her, his persistence in pursuing her after being attracted to her and unwilling to let go, and his terrifying aggression all seeped into her life pervasively.
She is the one who has always wanted to escape.
But now, Huo Xu suddenly began to resist her, resisting her from the bottom of his heart.
This realization made Yu Ruanruan feel a chill in her chest.
Only then did she realize that her heart had been warm before this.
Since when did it become hot?
Seeing that the girl had finished her supper, Huo Xu started to clear the table, threw the food waste into garbage bags, and wiped away the oil stains on the table.
His work movements were simple and neat. After finishing this, he picked up the garbage bag and said to Yu Ruanruan in a deep voice, "I'll go out and take out the garbage."
Seeing that he was cold and distant but deliberately pretending to be as warm-hearted as before, Yu Ruoruan felt a strong sense of rebelliousness in her heart at this moment.
Why does he resist her?
Why resist her?
So, what he said before about liking her was all false?
Are all the kindnesses and promises he made to her an act?
Only now did he realize that she was just as disgusting as when he first met her, so he could only endure his nausea and get close to her?
All the negative emotions in Yu Ruoruan's heart were aroused.
She suddenly lifted the quilt, rushed behind Huo Xu, and hugged his waist.
In this hug, Yu Ruanruan felt more of a temptation, with a hint of revenge and mischief.
Contradict her?
Resist her?
It's really ridiculous, he has set up a deep love affair in front of him for a whole year, taking every detail, never tired of it, trying desperately to warm up her heart that was so broken and cold by the previous life.
Now that her heart finally has some warmth, has he suddenly resisted her again and become what he was before?
What does he think she is?
A plaything?
The more he resists her, the closer she will get to him. She will feel uncomfortable and will not make it easy for him.
Huo Xu felt the girl suddenly hugging him from behind, and his body couldn't help but stiffen. His eyes narrowed slightly, and a look of astonishment flashed across his eyes.
He didn't expect that the girl would take the initiative to hug him.
The familiar touch felt like an electric current with tentacles, stimulating the nerves in his brain.
"Huo Xu, didn't you say you like me?"
The girl's voice sounded clear and clear from behind, with a hint of etherealness, but also seemed to be the guidance of a devil, "Since you like me, why do you suddenly resist me? Huh? What you said doesn't count?"
Huo Xu was in a trance for a moment. The girl hugged him affectionately and whispered in his ear, which was like the whisper between lovers.
For a moment, he thought that the silly, unruly, and willful Ruanruan who loved him deeply in the past was back again.
His eyes burst out with bright light, and he turned around, only to meet the girl's eyes filled with resentment.
The hope in my heart was dashed by the cold water in an instant.
Mind reading failed.
However, he still saw hatred in her eyes.
She hugged him not because she loved him, but because she wanted to torture him.