Recalling those experiences in her previous life, Yu Ruoruan made a deep self-examination.
At first she longed to be noticed and loved, but she couldn't get love even after exhausting everything.
From her father to her three brothers and then to Huo Xu, her Madonna-like dedication and frantic pursuit only resulted in cold looks from her family and disgust from Huo Xu.
That's simply because she has no ability to love.
Her love and dedication were never tolerant, gentle and delicate, but carried destructive shackles and prisons of thorns, bringing them not joy and happiness, but suffocation.
Huo Xu looked into the girl's eyes and listened to her analysis of herself. Without the ability to read her mind, he could only figure out her psychology through her language.
But at this moment, he actually believed her words.
"Then...you said you like me, do you really mean it?"
Huo Xu waited until the girl finished speaking and was silent for a long time before murmuring this question in a low voice.
The girl looked at him without hesitation, leaned forward slightly, and got a little closer to him, and then her hand on the dining table tentatively stretched towards him.
Huo Xu froze slightly and his eyes fell on the girl's hand stretched out towards him.
Until that hand gently but firmly covered the back of his hand.
The palm of her hand was delicate and soft, as if carrying a tiny electric current running straight into his cerebral cortex, and Huo Xu felt a dizzy feeling called happiness in his mind.
He saw his own figure reflected in the girl's dark apricot eyes, and Yu Ruanruan said seriously, "It has never been a secret that I like you. My love used to be very paranoid, just a vague and hazy feeling. I originally thought
You are my savior. Although I have been wronged and given up, you have done so much for me in the past year. I can't help but be moved. I also want to continue to deceive myself and escape, but that will only make me sad.
We are all in pain."
"Huo Xu, I like you. Are you willing to hold hands with me and face the ups and downs of the future together?"
The girl's eyes are very bright, and this confession is so sensational.
She held his hand tightly, and he wanted to hold her hand back, hold it firmly, and never let go.
But the mystery in his heart was still not completely solved.
The soft confession moved him very much, but it couldn't make him completely let go.
There is hatred between them in the past life. Can she really let go of the harm caused to her by that bastard in her previous life?
If she investigated his past and learned how dirty and dangerous he had been, would she still hold his hand as confidently as she does now?
At that time, will she completely leave him and escape to a place where he can't find her?
Huo Xu was too greedy for the warmth she gave him.
Because of greed, I dare not respond.
He was afraid that any movement might scare her away.
"I like you too, and I will always be your haven."
His voice was low and magnetic, and Yu Ruoruan believed that these must be the most beautiful love words in the world.
But even though he said the words in such a beautiful voice, she couldn't feel any emotion. His emotions were still introverted and restrained.
Yu Ruanruan was really going crazy.
She felt that her brain cells were almost exhausted today and she needed to drink something to replenish her brain.
"Waiter! Here's a glass of six walnuts."
After eating and drinking enough, Yu Ruanruan felt that today could not be regarded as fruitless. At least Huo Xu was more relaxed today than yesterday and was not so restrained.
He is no longer so repelled by normal physical contact between the two.
Yu Ruoruan wiped the cold sweat from her forehead and stood up to pay the bill.
Huo Xu stood up, pressed her shoulders, and chuckled, "Come out with me, how can I ask you to pay the bill? Sit down and wait for me."
Yu Ruanruan's eyes lit up and she grinned, "You smiled, Huo Xu, have I told you before? You look so pretty when you smile."
When the man heard this, his face suddenly turned red, his ears felt hot, and he coughed lightly, "Wait for me here."
Yu Ruanruan was sitting as a primary school student, holding her chin with her hands, nodding obediently, "Okay."
Looking at the man's back as he walked away, she finally let out a long sigh of relief.
He took out his cell phone and sent a message to Gu Yan:
——[Victory in the first battle!]
Gu Yan: [Little Bitter Melon in the World/jpg.]
Yu Ruanruan: [What’s wrong? Little bitter gourd?]
Gu Yan:【It’s okay.】
Yu Ruoruan felt that Gu Yan was a little abnormal. At times like this, she had long been burning with gossip and began to interrogate herself about all kinds of details. But today, Gu Yan's attitude was so cold...
Yu Ruanruan sent her a "嘤嘤嘤" expression.
Just as she was about to continue typing, the light above her head was suddenly blocked by something. Yu Ruanruan thought Huo Xu was back, so she quickly stuffed her phone into her pocket and looked up with a smile.
However, the moment she raised her head, the smile on her lips froze.
"Ruanruan, we are so destined. Why do I keep thinking of you today? It turns out that God arranged for us to meet by chance."
A familiar yet eerie voice came.
A hateful face appeared in front of him. Han Guangji put his arm around the waist of the beautiful woman next to him and looked at her with a smile.
"Master Han, who is this person?"
The beauty pouted, a little jealous.
Han Guangji touched the beauty's hair and said with a smile, "She is my brother's woman."
"Really?" When the beauty heard this, she immediately dropped her guard against Yu Ruanruan and stretched out her hand, "Hello, my name is Nina."
Yu Ruanruan sat motionless. She was not targeting Nina, but she was not stupid enough to get close to Han Guangji's woman.
That is undoubtedly setting a trap for yourself.
Seeing that Yu Ruanruan didn't respond for a long time, Nina felt insulted and blushed with anger, "Young Master Han, this woman is so rude!"
Han Guangji smiled and said, "Good boy, you go over there and play while I talk to my sister-in-law for a while."
Nina stomped her feet angrily, pouted and ran away.
"If you have anything to say, please tell me quickly. I don't think our relationship is good enough for small talk." Yu Ruanruan folded her arms and didn't look good at all.
Han Guangji smiled and said, "Where's Brother Xu? Why didn't you see him?"
Yu Ruanruan remained silent.
Han Guangji simply sat down opposite the girl, lit a cigar, crossed his legs, and sighed, "I didn't expect that he would come to a place like this. Will he not have nightmares when he goes back?"
"What do you mean?" Yu Ruanruan was a little wary. As soon as Han Guangji appeared, she knew that he was coming with bad intentions.
The man looked at her leisurely, shook the ashes from his cigarette, and spit out a mouthful of ashes, "Ruanruan, don't blame me for not warning you. People like Brother Xu are very dangerous. You have already walked out, why did you fall into his trap again?"
inside?"
"Do you know how much blood is on his hands? Do you know how he tortured his opponents in order to climb up? Did he tell you that he never came to the amusement park?"
"Do you know why?"
Han Guangji's series of questions made Yu Ruanruan's face become increasingly ugly. She wanted to see how far this guy could go in provoking him.
She just said nothing and looked at him coldly.
Han Guangji suddenly smiled, "Brother Xu hit and killed a man with his car at the entrance of the amusement park. That man was the father of a child. Do you know why Brother Xu did this? Because that man blocked Brother Xu's way to climb up.
"Am I talking nonsense? Ruanruan, I believe you know better than me what kind of terrible devil he is. Do you still remember K who was bleeding in the square that day? Brother Xu shot K with his own hands, because whoever blocked his way will be killed.
He will definitely die."
As soon as Han Guangji finished speaking, Yu Ruanruan heard footsteps coming from behind, and the footsteps stopped just a short distance away.
The surrounding air condensed.
She turned her head and saw Huo Xu standing in the shadow of the backlight. His pale face looked sick, and his eyes were concealed and could not be seen clearly...