Standing downstairs in the hotel, Huo Xu remembered what Ruanruan said in the amusement park.
She said that no matter what the truth was, she would accept it.
The way she looked at him was so sincere, and his avoidance must have disappointed her.
Huo Xu suddenly smiled desolately. At this moment, he was a little embarrassed, and the broken jar was broken. He was not a good person in the first place, so why bother pretending in front of Ruanruan?
From the beginning to the end, she could not let go of the grudges from her past life. If she wanted to leave, no matter how good he pretended, he would not be able to stop her from leaving.
But……
But his heart was really tired at the moment, and he wanted to find a place to rely on.
He can choose to believe in Ruanyuan once, can't he?
Even though she can't let go of the grudges from her past life.
However, she couldn't let go of her love for that bastard in her previous life.
She will tolerate him and choose to forgive him...
Huo Xu stood on the side of the road for a long time before silently taking out his mobile phone and making a call.
Yu Ruanruan just returned to the hotel and lay down on the bed in a big shape.
Gu Yan came back from lunch with her cousin and was a little surprised to see her, "Didn't you make an appointment with Huo Xu to go to the amusement park today? Why are you back so early? Didn't you watch the fireworks show and lanterns in the evening?"
"Hey, don't mention it."
Yu Ruoruan was upset.
She wasn't sure Huo Xu would be willing to come to her and be honest. In fact, she didn't know what to do next.
On the way back, Yu Ruanruan actually felt a little regretful.
Did she push Huo Xu too hard?
However, good words didn't work, Huo Xu's heart was closed to death.
She knew that the past was cruel to him.
However, escaping cannot solve any problem.
At this moment, the phone suddenly buzzed and vibrated.
Seeing the name on the caller ID, Yu Ruoruan felt happy and immediately answered the call, "Hello?"
There was a long silence on the other side of the phone, and the man's breathing sounded a little heavy. After a while, a low voice came, "So soft."
Yu Ruoruan held her breath, waiting for his next words.
"I'm sorry..." Huo Xu's voice was a little harsh, and he said eloquently, "Will God really forgive me?"
Yu Ruanruan's heart skipped a beat, and suddenly she didn't know how to answer. She paused for a few seconds before saying, "Say."
"He committed suicide."
Huo Xu mustered up the courage to say this, "But I drove the car and hit the person... I was 16 years old and underage at that time. I was on a mission, and that person was killed by me.
He was indirectly forced to die because he had offended too many people. If he did not die, his wife and children would suffer."
"He took the initiative to cross the road and hit my car. Although the accident test found that he was fully responsible, I know very well that he died because of me."
Listen to the man's statement on the phone.
His voice was so calm and low, and his tone was without any waves, as if he was telling something that had nothing to do with him.
But Yu Ruanruan's heart began to ache when he described it in such a tone.
Thinking of Huo Xu's embarrassed escaping attitude in the amusement park restaurant, the distressed feeling became even more intense.
She had learned about Huo Xu's childhood experience from Assistant Zhang, and now she heard him confiding that dark psychological shadow to her in such a plain tone. Yu Ruanruan, who had also experienced a life of ups and downs, could almost imagine it.
How Huo Xu struggled to survive during that period.
A 16-year-old boy had to live a life of licking blood in order to survive. However, he only indirectly killed one person, but this shadow has been with him for ten years.
According to him, he should be considered lucky. The father took the initiative to seek death in order to protect his children. If he had even the slightest thought of survival, then Huo Xu, who was trapped in life, might be charged with murder.
.
He may spend the rest of his life in prison.
Even if Grandpa Huo finds him, a sinner with murder stains on his body cannot become the heir of the Huo family.
What's even more terrifying is that he will never be able to forgive himself for the rest of his life.
"it's not your fault."
Yu Ruoruan clenched her heart in pain, but in order to prevent the man's self-esteem from being hurt again, she tried her best to use an objective tone and calmly analyzed, "This is his life. Even if you are not the one who goes there that day, there will be others."
You shouldn't feel guilty about taking his life, because you are also a human being, and you were desperate at that time and just wanted to survive."
Huo Xufeng's eyes suddenly widened, and her heart stopped for a moment, and then began to beat wildly.
He thought that Ruanruan would at least accuse him or say something against his will to comfort him.
Unexpectedly, the words spoken by the girl were colder and more impersonal than he imagined, but they unexpectedly stood in his shoes.
"Huo Xu, you should have told me earlier. If you had told me earlier, you would have had one more person who understands you."
"Why?"
"Because I have also experienced hardship. I know very well what it feels like to be cold and hungry. If we are not desperate and have no choice, we will not do anything illegal, just to survive."
Yu Ruanruan's voice was very soft, and it sounded so incredible. She continued, "What's more, you have done better than most people. Most people have given up on their last conscience when they reach this point.
But you didn’t.”
"You work so hard to climb up just so that one day you can no longer associate with those dirty and dark things. What's wrong with wanting to live?"
He just wants to crawl out of hell...
Yu Ruanruan's heart felt sour, and her throat began to feel tight.
She recalled her bloody experiences when she was young. In fact, she almost became a member of a human trafficking gang.
If Yang Cuihua hadn't escaped with her, she wouldn't have had a normal life.
"Where are you now? I'm looking for you?"
she asked into the phone.
Huo Xuzhu was downstairs, his pale face gradually returning to color, and the old sores in his heart seemed to be healed by a gentle force.
He really started to reflect on what Ruanruan said to himself these days.
Maybe she wasn't lying when she said she was willing to accept him.
Similar experiences allow her to empathize with herself.
Realizing this, Huo Xu seemed to have come to life completely, but soon, his eyebrows suddenly tightened, and his phoenix eyes narrowed dangerously.
"I have something to deal with temporarily. You should have a good rest first."
When Huo Xu said this, his cell phone indicated that the battery was low. He didn't pay attention. He hung up the phone and before turning off his cell phone, he called his assistant, "Come to Felix Street."
Zhang Mian was actually nearby, and he drove downstairs to the hotel in less than 5 minutes.
Huo Xu opened the cockpit and pulled Zhang Mian out of the car.
"Master, what are you doing?"
"Has Photon gone back?"
"Uh..." Zhang Mian was so frightened that he broke into a cold sweat, "Master, please don't be impulsive, don't..."
Before he finished speaking, the car door was closed, the engine started, and the car sped away.